Chapter 7
Thyme spices up vanilla cake. Lavender glorifies
pudding. Basil intensifies butter, and rosemary
elevates potato. But what herb knits a broken
heart?
—Henny Penny Farmette Almanac
 
 
 
With Clay’s hand on her elbow, Abby walked out of the Las Flores Police Department and reentered the late afternoon light filtered through the crepe myrtle trees along Main Street. Friday afternoon pedestrian and street traffic had gotten worse now that the days were growing longer and the weather had turned warm. Summer hadn’t officially arrived yet and wouldn’t for a few weeks, but people in the outlying valley towns had already begun their summer caravans through Las Flores and the mountains to the beach communities. Every weekend, the traffic would back up for miles.
“How do you know the jewelry that guy was pawning belonged to his dead wife? Did he kill her?” Clay asked, releasing Abby’s elbow to take her hand. They strolled toward the crosswalk. “What say you bring me up to speed while we eat?” he said. “I’m starving.”
Abby pulled Clay to an abrupt stop. “Could you give me forty-five minutes? I’d like to run home, shower, and change first.” She cocked her head slightly to one side. “It’s been one thing after another, and I’ve been out in the heat all day. I’d like to clean up, slip into something a little more feminine.”
He leaned down and kissed her neck. “Not necessary.” He was smiling, but Abby could tell he didn’t want her to go. “You look fine, and we’re already here.” He glanced at her sideways and thumped the pedestrian walk button on its metal pole with the side of his hand. “And regardless, Zazi’s has a restroom. Can’t you freshen up there?”
Abby flinched. He’d missed the point. She wanted to hear their song on the drive home. She wanted to wash and primp and feel pretty again. She wanted a sentimental and sexy reunion. It had been so long.
“Jeez, Clay, we weren’t even supposed to meet for another hour.” Abby flashed her sweetest smile. Noticing his jaw tensing, as if he was holding back his growing frustration with her, Abby let her smile fade. She tried another approach. “I have an idea,” she said. “While I pretty myself up, you grab a stool at the bar at the Black Witch and have a glass of that Kentucky bourbon you like so much. I’m sure the boys around the dartboard will want to hear all about your travels.”
“Probably,” Clay said. “But I thought you would.”
Ouch. His remark stung, but Abby wasn’t about to let him see her react.
After a moment of tense silence, he said, “If it’s so important to look good while you eat, Abby, then, by all means, go on home. Don’t worry about me. I can find some way to cool my heels.” His eyes darkened. Abby recognized his shifting mood.
She stared at the concrete. The pedestrian walk light began flashing, accompanied by the ding-dong repeatedly sounding, but neither she nor Clay moved.
He let go a long, audible exhale. He stared at the tall building across the street. His lips tightened into a severe line, and then, after a beat, he said, “Go on home, Abby. I’ll see if Zazi’s can rustle up something to tide me over until you get back. I’m too eager, I guess. I just want to spend some time with you.”
She knew this maneuver. He would tell her to do whatever she wanted, but if he didn’t also want it, he would make her pay for her choice by closing down emotionally. She hated his silent treatment. It was the classic passive-aggressive ploy. Abby shifted her gaze toward the theater marquee. A little foreign film from Hong Kong, In the Mood for Love, was playing for another week. Maybe she would see it. Maybe they would see it together. Or not.
A struggle had begun between her heart and her mind. Clay had come back. He’d said he couldn’t live without her. Maybe she was creating an unnecessary problem. Surely she could set aside her desire to be romanced and just muster more generosity of spirit. But then again, if she gave in, wouldn’t they just revert to their old way of being together? Nothing would change. That wasn’t what she wanted for her life. If they were going to have a real chance of starting over and building a relationship that would thrive, this moment might be pivotal. Her thoughts raced as she remembered something Fiona had said about how two people could believe they loved and needed each other, but that didn’t necessarily mean that they should be together or that they would even find enduring happiness. Sometimes coming together was just to finish off karma. Fiona had pointed to her own failed relationship with her husband, Tom, as an example. An icy finger of fear suddenly twisted around Abby’s heart.
“On second thought,” said Abby, “just forget about me getting all gussied up. We’ll just grab a seat at the picture window at Zazi’s, have a glass of old-vine zinfandel, dine on the bistro special, and watch the sun set on the mountains. Just like back in the day.” She’d gone an emotional distance with Clay. Her heart was stronger now. She could choose to appease him, but on her terms. She’d let him buy her dinner. But that was all.
Clay locked eyes with her. The tension in his face relaxed as a smile played at the corners of his mouth. “That’s my girl. I don’t like the idea of a killer on the loose and you out there on the edge of town by yourself. Guess I’ve come back just in time.”
Oh, really? You have no idea how silly that sounds, do you? “My neighbors are great,” Abby said, thinking of Lucas, who lived up the hill from her farmette. “And I’ve got Sugar and my gun.”
“So you don’t need me?” Clay said, as if she’d just rejected him.
“I didn’t say that.”
“You didn’t have to.”
Abby released his hand as they stepped into the crosswalk. She pulled the strap of her purse tighter against her shoulder as a sudden hot gust of wind kicked up. The trees planted along the sidewalk bent and swayed, strong yet pliant. We need to be like those trees, Clay, able to withstand whatever comes at us and still grow. I’ll have dinner with you, listen to your stories, and smile at your jokes. But when it’s time to go home, I’m going home alone.
* * *
Inside Zazi’s, Abby settled into the four-poster chair Clay had pulled out for her. She gazed out the bistro’s front window and decided to file their tension-filled exchange under “knee-jerk reactions” and let it go. The window afforded a view of Main Street and beyond to the south, where the blue-green mountains towered behind the red barrel-tiled roof of the centuries-old grain mill. The wealthiest Las Flores families chose the mountains’ southern slopes to build their mansions, up high, where the view overlooked the downtown. They hid their estates—some with vineyards—behind tall stone walls with gates. But the downtown merchants had a daily reminder that the mountains hid the nouveau riche. During certain times of the day, the sun would strike the glass windows on those lofty ridges, transforming the mountainsides into a mosaic of shimmering light, just as it did now under Abby’s pensive gaze.
Clay ordered a bottle of zinfandel, touted on the wine list as having been produced from locally grown grapes on vines planted around 1910. The dutiful, dark-haired, white-aproned waitress who had encouraged Clay’s choice scurried away, then returned a moment later with the bottle and two glasses. She coupled the task of opening the bottle with a soliloquy on the importance of having the correct wineglass, because of how it directed the flow of the liquid so that it hit certain parts of the palate. In different ways, this enhanced an appreciation for the wine’s aroma and flavor. But opening the bottle proved impossible when the corkscrew malfunctioned. Clay offered to have a look; it seemed as good a moment as any for Abby to freshen up. She excused herself and left for the powder room.
Abby splashed cool water on her cheeks and washed and dried her hands. After pulling a comb from her purse, she freed her reddish-gold locks from the elastic band and coaxed them into thick waves that graced her bare shoulders. She untied her pale green work shirt from around her waist, slipped her arms back into it, and fastened it, leaving the top button undone, so a sliver of her turquoise tank top peeked out. Clay would like that, although he surely would prefer that she left the shirt off. She tucked her shirt into her jeans; this showed off her figure, kept trim and muscular by all the farmette work. Even if it didn’t matter to Clay, it mattered to her that she did not look as though she’d just finished cleaning the chicken house before taking a seat in Main Street’s best restaurant. Just as Abby unfastened her belt buckle and unzipped her jeans to tuck in her shirttail, two ladies entered the powder room, in the middle of a conversation.
“Edna Mae should know. She’s lived here all her life. If she says that the community up there has become a cult and the town would be better off without them, then there’s got to be something dark going on up there. Edna Mae has never known a stranger. And there’s not a bigoted bone in her body,” said the woman with hazel eyes and short gray hair. The wrinkled lobes of her pierced ears supported shiny gold hoop earrings. She held open the powder room door for her companion, a tall, freckle-faced woman with glasses and wearing a cream-colored shirt over brown leggings.
“So why is there a commune up there?” the freckle-faced woman asked. She flashed a fleeting smile of acknowledgment at Abby before disappearing behind the toilet door adjacent to her friend’s stall. “I thought it used to be a convent.”
Abby had zipped her jeans and buckled her belt and was reaching for her purse to leave when she heard the woman with the hoop earrings, now in the first stall, answer, “The nuns sold it to a builder who defaulted. A real estate developer grabbed it, the one that Zora Richardson married, I think.” The woman lowered her voice. “Rumor has it that he’s in cahoots with the commune’s new leader. That murdered Ryan woman and her husband, I heard, were mixed up somehow with that commune, too. That new leader has attracted the riffraff that are coming into town. Don’t know much else about the dead woman except that she had a husband and a boyfriend.”
Abby’s antennae went on high alert. While straining to hear the rest of the conversation, she rummaged for makeup in her purse.
“So who killed her?” asked the freckle-faced woman.
“I heard the husband did it.”
Abby stared in the mirror at the reflection of the woman’s spiky gray hair as it appeared and disappeared at the door’s upper edge, looking like a rat bobbing along the top.
After unlatching the door, the woman stepped out and continued her conversation with her friend. “You and I can fly back to Milwaukee, but Edna Mae will never leave Las Flores.” The woman looked at Abby with a forced smile and proceeded to wash her hands. “I just hope for her sake they make an arrest soon.”
Abby returned the woman’s smile. “The murder of Fiona Ryan is just awful, isn’t it?” said Abby, jumping into their conversation. “Our police are a good lot, though. They’ll find the killer,” she said with confidence. She searched for items in her purse until she located red-tinted lip gloss. Using the lip brush, she swept a wide stroke across her bottom lip. “I couldn’t help overhearing you mention Edna Mae, the owner of the antique store. Are you related?”
“I’m her cousin twice removed on her mama’s side,” the freckle-faced woman replied.
“Nice lady, that Edna Mae,” Abby replied. She pulled a paper towel from the dispenser and dabbed at the corners of her mouth.
“Spirit as pure as bleached linen, and she’s got the low-down on those commune folks,” Freckle Face said as she exited her stall and waited her turn at the sink. “Dark and unrighteous acts going on up there.”
“That so?” Abby twisted the lid back on the gloss and dropped it into her purse. “Like what?” Abby tried to sound shocked.
Freckle Face heaved a long sigh. “What’s that they say about idle hands doing the Devil’s work? That dead girl romancing two men? Could be that they’re all into polygamy.”
Abby winced. Her friend Fiona had been free as a feather, but polygamy? No way. Absolutely not. But before Abby could utter a word in Fiona’s defense, the gray-haired woman corrected her friend.
“Polygamists are people with multiple spouses. The dead girl had only one husband . . . and they were separated.” The gray-haired woman stepped to one side and pulled a paper towel from the dispenser. Wiping water from her hands, she spoke in a matter-of-fact tone. “Is there anyone in town who doesn’t believe those people live out on the fringe?”
“What do you mean?” Abby asked.
“A cult of Satan,” the freckle-faced woman stated decidedly. “Arcane arts.”
“Arcane arts?” Abby asked, wondering if the woman was referring to telling fortunes, scrying, or conducting séances. “What exactly do you mean?” Abby hoped to find out what the women thought they knew about the inner workings of the commune.
Freckle Face chimed in. “They do séances to contact dead spirits. I heard that leader up there reads the Good Book differently than other men of the cloth.”
The gray-haired woman pushed her fingers through her locks and said, “You hear talk around town. He’s got a thing about the number eight, justifies some of his actions with Old Testament verses about the eight wives of King David. Maybe he thinks he’s king, too, and requires eight women to dote on him.”
“Oh, my goodness!” exclaimed Abby. “How narcissistic!”
Apparently encouraged by Abby’s interest, Freckle Face added in a hushed tone, “Eight women sleep on the floor of his room every night. They call it energy balancing. The chosen ones wear a necklace—a black knotted cord with a figure eight symbol.”
Abby shook her head, as if in complete disbelief. “You don’t think someone in that commune might have had a reason to hurt that woman who is dead now, do you?”
The two women looked at each other.
The freckle-faced woman flicked water from her hands and spoke up. “Well, you’ve got to wonder what happens when a woman like that falls out of favor with the so-called prophet.”
“Or if she incurs the jealousy of the other women,” the gray-haired lady remarked thoughtfully. She quickly reapplied her lipstick and looked at Abby. “Several of those commune people work down at Smooth Your Groove. I’d be careful about eating anything there. Who knows what they’re putting in those smoothies.”
“Thank you. I will,” Abby said, lifting her curly hair with the front of her hand and flicking it from her bodice over her shoulder. She plucked the reddish-gold strand clinging to her shirt and let it drop to the floor.
“Yes,” chimed in Freckle Face. “You can’t be too careful.”
The gray-haired woman adjusted her scarf, tucked her purse strap over her shoulder, and waited for her friend. “We’re here for a mini reunion,” she said. “Edna Mae and the two of us went to nursing school together, but that was aeons ago.”
“Really?” said Abby. “That’s so nice.”
“Edna Mae’s retired now. That antique store is her second career.”
“Lovely how you’ve remained friends for such a long time,” said Abby, rolling the cuffs up on her shirt. She glanced at her watch. “Ooh, and speaking of time and friends, I’ve got to get back to my date, or he’ll come looking for me.” Abby opened the powder-room door and glanced back at the two women preening in the mirror. Their conversation had shifted from murder and the commune to the Amish quilts Edna Mae now carried in her shop.
On the return trip to her table, Abby thought about the “cheap trinket on a cord” remark and the symbolism of the number eight. What might seem like the mindless prattle of outsiders could have relevance. She made a mental note to look into it.
Clay whistled softly. “You had me worried, woman. I was beginning to think you’d slipped out the back door and left me for good.” His dark eyes danced. “I would have come after you. We’ve got plans.”
Abby arched a brow. “Oh, do we?” She plucked the white napkin from under her fork, shook the fabric loose, and laid it across her lap. Clay poured the wine and intercepted Abby’s hand as she reached for her glass. He drew her fingers to his lips, kissed each with tenderness, as though reacquainting himself with the feel of her flesh.
“To a fresh start with the only woman I have ever truly loved. The one who has claimed my heart and soul. To you, Abby, my main squeeze.”
Shouldn’t that be “my only squeeze”? Her thought remained unspoken as she lifted her glass and touched it to his. He probably hadn’t even recognized his faux pas.
Clay took the lead in filling in the blanks of his life from their year apart. He had always enjoyed talking about himself, and this time was no exception. As Abby listened, she realized as perhaps never before how thickly Clay could lay on the Kentucky charm. He was as smooth as the old-vine zinfandel they were drinking. Eventually, he got around to a topic besides himself—the farmette—and inquired about her renovation projects for the summer.
Abby told him of her desire to rip out the aging shower-tub combo in the master bath. “There’s mold growing behind that cheap vinyl enclosure. I just know it,” she said. She sipped the red liquid, relaxing into the warm, contented mood it evoked.
“And I’ve got a plan to fix that,” he said, with a grin that bared nearly all his pearly whites.
“Well, I like the plan you conjured up while we were inside Lidia Vittorio’s jewelry store,” Abby said. “I can’t afford a marble floor or a fancy jetted tub, although I’d love them.”
“We’ll see,” said Clay. “There are several architectural salvage yards in the county and at least three stone suppliers who fill their Dumpsters daily with castoffs from custom cuts. With permission, we might be able to find enough similar pieces of marble to lay a small floor.”
Abby looked at him in surprise. “Do you know anything about cutting marble?” she asked. “It’s stone. Thick stone. A slab of a mountain.”
Clay smiled like a Cheshire cat. He devoured an appetizer-sized serving of bruschetta, mozzarella melted over chunks of heirloom tomatoes and fresh basil on a toasted crostini that had been generously brushed with olive oil. Wiping the corners of his mouth with his napkin, he leaned forward to gaze at her with smoldering intensity. In a tone of supreme confidence, Clay said, “All you need is the right tool for the job . . . and the knowledge of how to use that tool. And, thank the Lord, I’ve got both.”
Abby’s cheeks flamed at the double meaning. Her pulse quickened. “Oh, I’m sure you have. But if mold,” she said, in a not too obvious shift in the conversation, “is in the drywall, that section will have to be removed.” She guided her finger around the rim of her wineglass. Sip the wine more slowly. It wouldn’t do to lose her objectivity, and he seemed intent on weakening all her defenses. “Is it so simple?”
“Oh, it is. Trust me,” he replied.
Trust. Not so easy. Abby sank deeper into her chair, only faintly aware that she drew comfort from the solid support of the oak planks.
Leaning in, he put his hand over hers. “A tub for two is on my wish list.”
“Flooring and kitchen shelves are on mine,” Abby muttered hastily. “There is almost no storage space, and I’m tired of that plywood subfloor in the living area. It looks okay covered with an area rug, but how much nicer the space will be with warm hardwood floors. But that will be a big project.” She didn’t want to sound too depressing. But when everyone else talked renovation, they were dreaming of new doors, windows, crown molding, and countertops, but she wanted finished walls and floors.
“Everywhere you look, Clay, there’s a project,” Abby said. “Once upon a time, I was working from a master plan for the farmette. Now I tackle what needs fixing before the next rainy season sets in . . . and pray that the tap on the money trickle doesn’t dry up. I’ve got honey, eggs, produce, and herbs to sell, but the real money comes from my part-time investigative work for the DA. And at present, there isn’t any.”
Clay leaned back in his chair, nodding, reassuring her that things would change now that he was back. “I’m home now, Abby.”
The wine had lowered her emotional barriers. She leaned toward Clay, as if to share a secret. “You know,” she said after polishing off the last sip in her glass, “I dream of buying that acre of land at the back of my property. The heirs who own it are lovely people, and right now they don’t want to sell. But maybe they’ll have a change of heart someday if I come up with the right amount of cash. Who knows?” Abby leaned back in her chair. “With the additional acre, I could get goats, make cheese to sell, and still have enough room to increase my hives and the number of chickens—which means more honey and eggs. If I could fix up that old house back there, I could rent the farmette house for yet another income stream.” Suddenly, Abby’s face flushed with warmth. With a sheepish grin, she quickly added, “A pipe dream, I know.”
Clay rubbed his chin. “How much do you think you’d need?”
“Well, that’s just it. It’s not on the market.”
He pointed to his watch. “We could always auction off this baby.”
She knew how difficult it would be for him to part with the designer watch. He’d set the watch as a reward for achieving his dream of making a six-figure income. And he’d done that on his last job.
“A down payment, maybe,” Abby said with a sigh. “But you know as well as I do, California land is like gold. That acre behind the farmette won’t come cheap.” She lifted her glass and waited for Clay to refill it. After taking a sip, Abby held the wine on the back of her tongue and then swallowed. She felt warm and inexplicably happy, reveling in the anticipation of good things to come. Maybe this was Clay’s greatest gift to her—inspiring ideas, imparting hope, sending her spirits soaring with the belief that anything she truly wanted was possible if her belief, desire, and will to manifest it were strong enough.
Clay gazed at her with an expression that Abby interpreted as both soulful and contented.
She studied his youthful, tanned face, the faint frown lines threading across his forehead and around his eyes. He certainly didn’t look forty-two. He exuded vitality from his rock-hard body. Abby doubted that any woman could remain immune to Clay’s charm and intensity. And until she sensed a wind of change blowing again toward their relationship, she would enjoy the buoyancy of spirit his presence brought her. At that moment, Abby realized she would give him a second chance.
They agreed upon a dessert course of fresh ewe’s cheese and honey, along with an espresso with a lemon twist for Abby, while Clay enjoyed most of the second bottle of zin. Abby offered to drive him back to the Las Flores Lodge.
With his arm draped over her shoulder, she helped him as he stumbled to the door of his room. Clay leaned against the door frame and faced her. He pulled her close, as if with an awareness of cloth and skin separating their beating hearts, and he wanted more. He tugged on the elastic band holding Abby’s hair and freed the mass of waves and curls, which came cascading down upon her shoulders.
“God, you’re beautiful,” he whispered. Leaning in, he grazed her mouth with his, caressed her lips in a series of tender, sweet kisses, murmuring how much he loved her between each. Then, in the next moment, he smothered her mouth with a commanding mastery. Finally pulling back, he smiled, as if with secret knowledge of the depths of her soul.
Even Abby felt surprised at her eager response to his sensual hunger. The emotion of the moment had rendered her pliant, even weak. She’d longed for that kiss, and yet now that it had come, it confused her. She didn’t want to feel weak with Clay. Why did he still have the power to seduce her?
Suddenly, he reached for the doorknob. “Babe, the hallway is spinning,” he said, slightly slurring his words.
“Uh-oh,” said Abby, hesitant to point out the obvious. You’ve had too much to drink. She heaved a sigh. “Give me the key. Let’s get you inside.”
She waited while he fished inside his pants pocket and finally produced the key. After unlocking the door, she helped him to the bed, where he sprawled out. Abby tugged off his shoes and fetched him a glass of water. She’d heard somewhere that booze dehydrated the body and the brain. A glass of water for every glass of wine could help avert that morning-after headache. When she returned with the water, Clay lay quietly snoring. Abby kissed him on the forehead, set the glass of water and his key on the nightstand, and locked the door before pulling it shut behind her.
She decided to use the shortcut through town to the farmette. The road twisted back through a piece of the mountain and eventually dropped down onto Farm Hill Road. She’d be at her door long before midnight.
From Las Flores Boulevard, she turned onto Main Street and stopped at a red light. Enjoying the fresh night air wafting in through her open windows, Abby heard a familiar laugh and looked in the direction of the ice cream parlor. There she saw Kat giggling like a schoolgirl as she wiped drips off the bodice of her sundress and quickly licked a double-layer cone. Had the police made an arrest? Or did they have someone in their sights? Why else would Kat be out for ice cream when the cops were expected to work the case doggedly until it was solved? Abby had even thought that they might have to cancel their date for the upcoming estate sale. Then, seeing Lucas, Abby’s heart lurched.
After strolling out of the ice cream parlor with a handful of napkins, Lucas Crawford smiled as he handed the napkins to Kat. Abby’s stomach tightened. Lucas—that gorgeous man of few words, with soulful eyes the color of creek water—appeared to be sharing a sweet moment with her best friend. What was up with that?

Honey-Lavender Ice Cream
Ingredients:
2 cups whole milk
Illustration cup fresh lavender leaves
2 tablespoons honey, plus 2 teaspoons
¼ cup granulated sugar
2 large eggs
1 cup heavy cream
 
Directions:

Combine the milk, lavender, and honey in a medium saucepan and bring to a gentle boil over medium-low heat. Stir occasionally.
Remove the saucepan from the heat and let the milk mixture rest for 5 minutes. Next, strain out the lavender and return the milk mixture to the saucepan. Bring the milk mixture to a simmer over low heat and cook for 5 minutes. Stir often.
Beat the sugar and the eggs in a medium bowl with an electric mixer set to medium speed until the mixture is pale yellow, thick, and well blended, about 3 to 5 minutes.
Add half the milk mixture to the egg-sugar mixture and whisk together. Pour the egg mixture into the remaining milk mixture in the saucepan and cook over low heat until the mixture coats the back of a wooden spoon.
Remove the mixture from the heat. Stir in the heavy cream. Freeze the mixture in an ice cream maker, following the instructions provided by the manufacturer.

Serves 6 to 8