FUCK MY HEAD UP, WOMAN. Do your goddamn worst.

That’s what I was thinking when I took her mouth.

I’d show her exactly what I thought of her fucking questions. She didn’t want to touch me, she wanted in my head and no one went there. I wasn’t hers. I wasn’t going to be dissected, and I sure as hell wasn’t going to tell her why five pieces of hardware were pierced through my cock. If she wanted to fucking talk with a man naked in front of her, she should get a goddamn boyfriend.

All of those shit thoughts ricocheted through my head, but then my tongue tangled with hers and everything I said to myself became a joke.

I was a joke.

This woman was an adrenaline rush that rivaled anything I’d experienced downrange. My head was spinning, my heart was jack hammering and I wanted to fuck or fight. Or both. With her.

Driving into her mouth like she was the oxygen I needed to feed my lungs, I took her trusting innocence like I had a right, then I picked her up. Holding her up so her tits were level with my mouth, I latched on.

“Shade,” she gasped, threading her fingers into my hair and wrapping her legs around my waist.

I wanted to cover her tits with my cum and answer every damn question she’d ever asked. Biting her sweet nipple, I sucked.

Her wet cunt on my abs, her body jerked and her head fell back. “Oh my God.” She moaned. “More.”

Her ass in my hands, her lush and sensitive rack in my face, I was in fucking heaven. “You’re gonna get more.” A whole ten inches more. Latching on to her other hard nipple, I sucked the tight bud between my teeth.

“Tell me,” she demanded, gripping my hair and shoving her tit into my mouth. “You promised.”

Fighting a smile, I licked a circle around her nipple. “You on all fours?”

“Then put me down.” She squirmed.

I gripped a handful of her hair and brought my mouth to hers. “Last fucking chance,” I warned as my hard as fuck cock throbbed against her slick cunt. “If you don’t want me bareback inside you, sweetheart, tell me now.”

A tremor went up her spine and her eyes focused on me. Then my submissive little nineteen-year-old turned into the vixen. “Fuck me, Shade.”

Releasing her ass and hair, I grabbed her by the waist and tossed her on the bed.

Letting out a sexy little laugh, her tits bounced and her hair splayed. But then her eyes turned serious, and like the minx she was, keeping her gaze on me, she rolled from her back. Getting on all fours, flipping her hair, she looked over her shoulder at me.

“Tell me,” she whispered.

Stepping to the edge of the bed, stroking myself, I rubbed the head of my cock and the captive ring of my Reverse Prince Albert slowly down her cunt. Then I opened my fucking mouth. “I got my first piercing after my first deployment.”

Her hips swayed and she made a noise low in her throat. “You were deployed five times?” she asked, putting it together.

“Yeah.” Fuck, her cunt was as sexy as her mind.

“Are you going to get more?” She ground her hips.

Gripping my cock so I didn’t sink inside her yet, I rimmed her. “No.” Maybe.

“I want to feel them.” She bit back a moan. “I want to feel you.”

I knew what she wanted. I just didn’t know why the hell I was prolonging this, but I was. I always made sure women came, but I didn’t screw around. I gave them what they wanted, got my own, and got out.

Twenty years of fucking, and I’d never gotten attached. But here I was, dragging my dick through her slick folds, circling her soaked cunt, and I wasn’t thinking about coming.

I was a goddamn pussy thinking about savoring this, savoring her.

“Shade.” She squirmed under my touch.

Leaning over her, I licked up her back and brought my mouth to her ear. “Sebastiano,” I murmured.

She shivered. “What?”

I sunk the first piercing in and the language I’d learned before English came out. “Mi chiamo Sebastiano Hades Domani.”

Her body jerked, her hands gripped handfuls of the sheet and she moaned. “S, H, D. Shade,” she moaned, immediately picking up on the nickname I’d had since I was a kid.

Fuck, this woman. “Sei pronto per me, principessa?”

“English,” she demanded, rocking back into me.

I smiled. Then I repeated myself. “You ready, princess?”

“Yes, oh my God, yes.”

I flipped her over, shoved her legs wide and crawled over her. Fisting my cock, cupping her nape, I took in every inch of her face and held her eyes.

Then I slowly sunk inside her.

She sucked in a sharp breath and her eyes welled.

“Gesù Cristo.” She was so goddamn tight.

Her small hands gripped my biceps and her teeth dug into her bottom lip. “Oh God. I’m not ready.”

“You got this.” I switched to Italian without thought. “Stai bene, bella. Sei al sicuro.” Fuck, I wanted to thrust deep.

“I-I don’t understand.” Her legs clamped around my hips and she started to shake. Tears rolled down her face.

“You’re okay, beautiful.” I repeated, but I had to move. She needed to feel what my piercings could do for her and I needed her heat. Swiping at her face, I pulled back, then I circled her clit with my thumb and thrust my top piercing right where I knew she would feel it.

Her back arched, her mouth opened and her eyes flew shut. “Ohhhh fuck.”

I drove into her deep and ground my hips. Her tight cunt constricted around me and I almost lost my fucking mind. “Fuck yeah, principessa. Sei così dolce. So fucking tight.” English and Italian bleeding out, I thrust hard.

Then I couldn’t stop.

Pounding into her, slamming my mouth over hers, eating every sound she made, I fucked her.

I fucked her until I couldn’t remember a goddamn thing before her tight cunt constricted around my cock.

Her hands in my hair, her legs around my waist, tears dripped down her face. “Shade,” she cried.

“Sei così bella.” Fuck, she was beautiful like this. Crying, sweating, taking my entire cock deep. “Let it go, woman. Show me how good that feels.”

Her nails dug into my flesh. “Oh my God, I’m going to come.”

“Fuck yeah.” Possessive shit clouded my head and no way in hell was I going to walk away from this after one fuck. “Tesoro mio.”

“Shade.” She went off.

“Sei mio adesso.” She was mine. Goddamn, she was mine.

Her sweet cunt pulsing all around me, I was done.

I fucking exploded.

Coming deep inside her with a growl, I didn’t hear it. Losing my mind in this woman, I didn’t register the first then the second perimeter breach alarm going off until it was too late.

Glass shattered, wind rushed past my head, and wood splintered.

Grabbing her in my arms, I rolled.