Worries

I wait and wait and wait, and wonder what is being said about me, who is doing the talking, and what they will decide.

I wonder if they will handcuff me and charge me with murder, lock me up in the Remand Centre until a trial. I wonder how a charge like that would affect my family. Will it dash my older brother’s political hopes?

Will J’s marks be affected?

And Rhonda? No doubt she will end our relationship, but will this affect her position, especially since she was just promoted?

So many worries.

Especially the cost.

We cannot afford the legal fees.