Chapter Twelve
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Sophie moved in front of the guy, blocking Phin’s view which was pretty hazy anyway. “All right, stop it,
Brandon. He didn’t mean it the way it sounded—”
“Nobody talks to you like that,” Brandon said, and Phin sat up and tried to figure out how he’d ended  up the bad guy.
“It’s his idea of foreplay,” Sophie said uncertainly, and Phin felt like hell.
“It’s his idea of diminishing you so that you know you’re not important to him,” Brandon said. “He’s  abusive, and you’re enabling him.”
Wait a minute. Phin tried to stand up but the world swooped around him, so he sat back down in the  dirt again.
“He’s not abusive,” Sophie said. “He’s in a bad mood. He can be perfectly lovely when he wants to  be.”
“Ouch,” Phin said.
“And what do you have to do to make him lovely?” Brandon said. “Sophie, I know he’s been exciting,  but if this is the way he treats you—”
“He treats me just fine,” Sophie said, and Brandon looked down at Phin in the dust and said, “He treats  you like a whore.”
“Brandon!” Sophie said, and Phin leveraged his way up, grabbing the porch rail to keep what little sense  of balance he had.
“I will never understand why women stay with abusive men,” Brandon was saying. “Especially  somebody like you. You’re a sensible woman, Sophie. Surely—”
“Oh, not really,” Sophie said, watching Phin warily. “Brandon, I think you’d better go.”
“Sophie, you can’t—”
“Yes, I can,” she said to Brandon. Then she looked at Phin, frowning. “Don’t move until I get back.”
She prodded Brandon over to his car, and he went, still explaining her abusive relationship to her. Phin  squinted at the car. A late-model Toyota. Practical of him. Then Sophie stretched up to kiss the giant  therapist good-bye, and Phin scowled, which hurt, and leaned against the porch post, which also hurt,  until the enemy was gone.

“Let’s get some ice on that eye,” Sophie said, as she came back to him and took his arm.
“I don’t like him,” Phin said, still dizzy.
“I know, bear,” she said. “He doesn’t like you, either.”
Fifteen minutes later, Phin was stretched out on the dock by the rushing river with his head in Sophie’s  lap, ice on his eye, and Lassie sniffing his ear.
“This is all my fault.” She leaned down and moved the ice to kiss his bruised eye, and he felt some of his  tension seep away. “I never should have told Brandon about you.”
“Yes, you should have.” Phin watched her face hover above him, concern wrinkling her forehead. She’s  mine, he wanted to tell Brandon, preferably on the phone. “You might have told me he was built like a  truck.”
Sophie put the ice back on his eye. “He played second-string football for Ohio State. He says he would  have been first-string but he kept going to class.”
“Don’t tell him I played golf for Michigan. Although, if I’d had my four iron, this would have ended very  differently.”
Sophie’s laugh bubbled out and he smiled at her because he loved her face when she laughed. “Why the  hell did he hit me anyway? I thought you’d told him it was over.”
Sophie’s smile faded. “It was that crack you made about dinner and the ... language you used.”
Phin frowned and then winced as his face protested. “He doesn’t want me to take you to dinner?” he  said, as he moved the ice away from his eye. “Too damn bad, but that’s not a reason to punch  somebody. And you never minded my language before.”
“He doesn’t want you making me feel cheap,” Sophie said. “I have a history of that.”
He scowled up at her and said, “What?” and then he listened with increasing guilt as she told him about  the louse she’d lost her virginity to.
When she’d finished, he said, “This is the town-boy thing.”
She nodded.
“Fuck. I’d have hit me, too. Maybe I can still catch him, and we can go to Iowa together. Beating up a  middle-aged businessman would make us both feel better.”
“Thank you, but no,” Sophie said. “Davy took care of Chad a long time ago.”
“Good for Davy,” Phin said. “I’m sorry, Sophie.”

“You didn’t mean anything when you said it,” Sophie said, smiling at him.
An “enabler,” Brandon had said. “Call me on it when I’m being a son of a bitch,” he told her. “Don’t  take that crap from me just because I’m tired and I can be nice when I want to be.”
“Call yourself on it,” Sophie said, a little waspishly, and he said, “Fuck,” and moved the ice pack up to  cover his eye.
“I’m sorry about Chad,” he told her. “I’m sorry about every guy who ever fucked you over. God  knows, I probably did it to some girl, too.”
Probably, hell. Definitely.
“No, you didn’t,” Sophie said. “You married Diane.”
“I used Diane to get what I wanted, and then paid for it,” Phin said. “I don’t think I get any awards for  being a sensitive male on that one.”
“I don’t want a sensitive male,” Sophie said. “I want you.”
“Thank you,” Phin said. “Damn good thing you have lousy taste in men or I’d be out in the cold.”
“Oh, cheer up.” She kissed him on the forehead and he frowned and then winced again.
“I’m sorry about the ‘fuck me,’ too,” he said. “The therapist is wrong. You’re important to me. You  know that.”
Sophie glared down at him, exasperated.
“Well, you do, right?” He squinted up at her again.
“Sure. Yeah.” Sophie took a deep breath. “Forget Brandon. Let’s make you feel better.”
“The only thing that would make me feel better at this point is head banging sex,” he told her, guilt  making him cranky. “But since Brandon pretty much banged my head for me, I think sex is out.”
Probably part of his plan, the son of a bitch.
“Well, then, talk dirty to me,” Sophie went on, now relentlessly cheerful. “You like that. What about  your fantasies? We never talk about you.”
Phin stared at the sky. The last thing he needed right now was Sophie being chirpy. Under ordinary  circumstances, he’d have told her to can it, but that “abusive” bit had stung. “My fantasies,” he said.
“Most of them start with you naked.”
Sophie nodded. “Okay, then what?”
“Handcuffs, whips, chains, butter, the usual.”
“Stick or tub?” Sophie said.
“What?”

“The butter.”
Phin closed his eyes and gave up being sensitive. “Sophie, I know you’re trying to be cute, but shut up. I  have a headache.” He felt his eye and winced and then tried to sit up.
“No, I’m serious.” She put her hand on his stomach to stop him, and he stopped moving to appreciate it.
“Tell me a fantasy.”
He looked down at her hand. “About six inches lower.”
“A fantasy.”
He sighed, and her hand rose and fell with his stomach. “Okay. Let’s see.” He closed his eyes and let his  head fall back into her lap. She was going someplace with this, so he went for something easy. “I’m  sitting in a bar, being my usual cool, sophisticated self...”
“That’s it,” Sophie said. “A fantasy.”
“... and this incredibly beautiful woman sits down beside me.”
“This has to be something I can do,” Sophie said.
“Stop fishing for compliments. And she says, ‘I want you, I need you, I must have you, and by the way
I’m not wearing underpants.’ And then we go someplace, and she fucks my brains out.” Actually, that  sounded pretty damn good, now that he thought about it. The pain receded a little.
“You have no imagination,” Sophie was saying. “That’s like the oldest cliché there is.”
“Don’t say ‘like,’ ” Phin said. “You sound like Rachel.”
“That one’s even been in the movies a couple of times,” Sophie said. “Don’t you have anything—”
“Hey.” Phin opened his eyes and glared at her. “You asked, I told. I have others involving hardware and  dairy products, but you made mock.”
“You’re not taking this seriously.”
Phin closed his eyes again. “Christ, no. You should never take sex seriously. Terrible idea. Do you have  any aspirin?”
Sophie sighed. “Okay. Meet me at the Tavern tonight at eight.”
Phin opened his eyes. “You’re kidding.”
Amy came out on the porch and called to her, and Sophie gritted her teeth.
“Tell her to take a hike,” Phin said.
“She’s having a rough time.” Sophie lifted his head to slide out from under him. “Wes hasn’t called since  that day he yelled at her for lying to him. And then there’s this cable premiere thing. She’s under a lot of

stress.”
“Who the fuck isn’t?” Phin said.
“You, tonight.” Sophie bent over and kissed him as she got up. “The Tavern at eight, bear.”
Phin let his head drop back onto the dock, missing her warmth. “Cool.”
“Now you sound like Rachel,” she said, and headed for the house and her sister, the problem child.
“Leo, I have to talk to you,” Rachel said that night after she’d picked him up at the airport and they’d  dropped Davy off at the farm. “This is really, really, really important.”
“I’m not taking you to L.A.,” Leo said automatically.
“I have to get out of Temptation,” she began, and he said, “I know, I know,” and she said, “Because I  think I might have killed Zane.”
“Pull over,” Leo said, and Rachel did. “Tell me.”
“I went out back of the house to meet Rob,” Rachel said. “And Zane was there, sort of stumbling, and  he grabbed me, and wouldn’t let go and I had Sophie’s Mace so I Maced him, and then I pushed him  and he fell in the river and had a heart attack and died and I think it’s my fault.” She stopped, breathless.
“What were you doing meeting Rob?” Leo said, sounding cranky.
“He called me,” Rachel said. “He wanted to break up with me because he’s sleeping with Clea now.
You’re missing the point, Leo. What about Zane?”
Leo shook his head. “You’re okay, kid. It was self-defense. They won’t arrest you.”
Rachel shook her head and leaned toward him. “He told people I was chasing him. He told people I  offered to sleep with him to get him to take me to L.A., and I didn’t. I know that’s hard to believe, but I  wouldn’t have crossed the street with him—”
Leo put his arm around her as she started to shake. “I know, I know.”
“—but nobody’s going to believe that,” Rachel wept into his shoulder, “because I’ve been chasing  everybody, trying to get out of here, and they’ll think he said no and I killed him because I was mad—”
“They won’t.” Leo patted her shoulder. “That’s ridiculous.”
“—and then we ran over him—”
Leo stopped patting. “You what?”
“Rob and I ran over him at the Tavern. We didn’t know he was there. I don’t even know how he got  there—”