33. I HAVE A SILENT SORROW HERE

(From The Stranger.)

I HAVE a Silent Sorrow here,
  A Grief I’ll ne’er impart;
It breathes no Sigh, it sheds no Tear,
  But it consumes my heart!
This cherish’d woe, this loved despair,
  My lot for ever be;
So, my Soul’s Lord, the pangs I bear
  Be never known by thee!
And when pale characters of Death
  Shall mark this alter’d Cheek;
When my poor waited trembling breath
  My Life’s last hope would speak;
I shall not raise my Eyes to Heav’n,
  Nor mercy ask for me;
My Soul despairs to be forgiven,
  Unpardon’d, Love, by thee!