Horae Secularae

Matins

This minute after midnight

is when the cells of the body

turn into pumpkins

and want to go home.

Humour them.

They’ll sing his praises

better and together

in the morning.

Prime (London)

Sir fox in the garden

lifts and directs his ears.

I’m silent, I’m still

but his nose

is telling him something.

So we face one another

in the dawn,

I wanting to affirm

a kind of kinship,

he with nothing to add.

Terce (Memory)

Phoebus burning the curtains

pushing marmalade fingers

between the blind slats –

fuck off!

Must to thy motions

lovers’ seasons run?

(But that was in another

century, and besides

the wench is dead.)

Sext (Gotland)

At the whirr of her

three yellow beaks

open.

I call them Gold,

Frankie and Myrtle.

All through lunch

she comes and goes

taking it on the wing.

Nones (Uzès)

Sunbrowned

among sunflowers

I’m fraternising

(as is my habit)

in particular with one.

Round-faced and

smiling into the lens

they’re looking

(as is theirs)

all one way.

A battalion! A host!

Yelloluiah!

Vespers (London)

I shedding tears

under thatch

at the Globe Theatre

not at sad stories

of the death of kings

but at beauty.

The grass withers

the flower falls

but the lordship of the word

is for ever.

Compline

Praise be to our God

we call Getaway

who made heaven and earth

and on the seventh day slept –

who will not answer e-mails

phone-calls, prayers

and will not wake

even at the Trump of Doom.

The Masterwork

On turning 70, Hokusai

(or was it Allen Curnow?)

told his neighbour across the street

‘I begin to understand

the mysteries of my art.

Another decade will bring me

nearer Reality.’

On turning 80 he told his wife

‘Be patient, my love.

Beyond understanding

comes control. A further decade

will give me that.’

At 90 he told himself,

‘Understanding, control

have given me freedom at last.

Tomorrow

I begin my Masterwork.’

Next morning

as the sun rose, he died.

Karekare

1 Lone Kauri Road

The dead man’s bach

goes for a price.

One summer I stayed there –

sent him a sketch

of the view from his deck

that made the valley

a glass bowl filled with ocean

up almost to the rim.

Would it spill over?

Can he see it still?

Down there’s the road

he walked in a poem

at evening, for mussels.

Those voices if you listen

may be the stream’s

quoting his lines.

Or are they saying,

‘Sold to the highest bidder!

Gone for a song!’

2 Streams

Even the cheerful ones

have a death wish –

or is it no more

than a craving for salt?

Sometimes a wide lagoon

forms and disperses –

or the flow bears south

before turning again

and rushing the exit.

The moon has a hand in it

but the west wind is God.

3 The Giants

The lower jaw’s gone,

chain-sawed off

and top teeth taken.

Some bogus ethnic bone-man

using electric drills

will carve them.

The black hulk

speaks weight –

forty tonnes

unsupported by water.

It presses into sand

wanting to bury itself.

Scarlet thins to pink

and spreads in shallows.

Blow-hole, anus, eyes

all are shut.

The fluked tail alone

answers to

the motions of waves.

Karekare to Whatipu

twelve lie dead.

What are they telling us?

Such a lovely day!

Without

Crossing Cook Strait

going home to be

ordained in the

parish of his

father, while seas wished

by and the wind

had its say in the

wires, it came to

him there was no

God. Not that

God was sulking or had

turned His back – that

had happened

often. It was that God

wasn’t there, was

nowhere, a Word

without reference or

object. Who was

God? He was the

Lord. What Lord was

that? The Lord God. Back

and faded. The

universe was losing

weight. It was

then he threw his

Bible into the

sea. He was a

poet and would

write his own. Happiness

was nothing

but not being

sad. It was your

self in this one and

only moment

without grief or

remorse, without God

or a future – sea,

sky, the decks

rolling underfoot.

Takapuna

Janet Frame 1924–2004

So old friend you’ve come to it at last

(Ron Mason’s line, and now an echo of Yeats!)

How does it feel to feel nothing?

No one will ask you to read, no unmarked sheet

will ever again reproach you.

You can ‘become your admirers’.

Remember the day of our disaster?

We sat in the hut and I criticised your poem.

Clumsy, literal, your junior in years and in pain

I’d thought it was what you wanted.

There were winged things in the garden, and wilting leaves,

earth smells, compost, beans.

You sat in all your radium intensity,

in the brightness of mercury falling.

The thing you’d wanted was love!

I remember the walk home,

the glass veranda, matting on the walls,

and the view to Rangitoto.

Sea lanes were open

all the way to the World, those dark rough paths

we knew we’d have to travel.

Histories of the hive, the swallow’s flight,

the archives of the ant, even an ode of Keats –

all, I know, confirm it: the thing that happens

dies when it happens.

The thing that doesn’t happen lives for ever.

Ode to the Eight Immortals

and remembering one over the eight, Denis Glover

Brit Lits

1 A-Mo and B-Mo

There are two poets for example

Andrew Motion and Blake Morrison

edited together

The Penguin Book of Contemporary British Poetry.

I call them A-Mo and B-Mo

but I confuse them.

One has a fruity voice,

writes biography

and addresses poems

to Her Majesty the Queen

and members of her family.

The other has written a book about his father

and a book about his mother

and a book about a small boy

beaten to death with a brick.

It should be easy.

One of these two I’ve met –

but was he B-Mo or A-Mo?

I’m not sure. I forget.

2 Alzheimer’s

I can confirm I was not one of her friends –

never lusted after her red-gold hair

as she cycled along St Giles,

never talked about Sartre as cattle crowded our path

through the Port Meadow to the poplars at Binsey,

nor joined her swimming party and removed my clothes.

I was never privileged to see the squalid house

she kept with John, nor ever made use of the loo

with its encrustations her friends so starkly record.

As for her very last years, my sharing of those

was the anodyne cinema version.

John’s books about her dying I’m afraid I declined.

But it’s true – I can say I met her.

Once was a dinner at Auckland’s White Heron Motel

when, late in an evening of stammer and startling chat,

our linguist, Forrest Scott, asked her to dance.

From Oxford she sent him a friendly thank-you card

calling him Foxy Trot.

And there was that final meeting

thirty years on at a literary launch in London.

She didn’t know she’d ever been to Auckland.

Her back was pressed to the wall, eyes full of fear.

Her friends were tigers. Was I one of her friends?

3 Health Warning

Miranda’s car was stolen,

her dog put down,

her flat suffered ‘rising damp’,

her mother fell ill

and her husband decamped.

‘Is the ring safe?’ she asked.

‘I kept it outdoors on a twig,’

its former owner confessed.

Miranda has gifted it

to the Robert Graves Trust.

4 Iris again, Auckland 1960s

John banging on about the Beatles

and doing a Ricks

on ‘Eleanor Rigby’ –

I telling Iris

the green brooch at her throat

(knight killing dragon)

was on the jacket

of The Italian Girl.

No, she assured me, it wasn’t.

‘But you’ve seen a connection.’

And then she said something

I’ve remembered forty years:

Looking is the death of ego.’

‘Not the death,’ I corrected,

‘but maybe an escape.’

My Fellow Writers at Eaglereach

1 Their names as a poem

Aminatta Forna

Ronnie Someck

Marcel Beyer

Ghada Karmi

Raja Shehadeh

2 That geography and history can’t be disentangled

Aminatta

south London Sierra-Leonese

Ghada

north London Palestinian

Ronnie

Iraqui Israeli

Marcel

Wessie who moved against the tide

to live in the East

Raja

Palestinian Palestinian

who refuses to budge

3 Family matters

Aminatta

whose father was hanged by his political rivals

Marcel

whose parents

must have played their part

in the great German silence

Ghada

whose parents were driven out of Palestine

by the Israelis

Ronnie

whose parents were driven out of Iraq

because they were Jews

Raja

whose father, a judge

was stabbed to death

in a street in Ramallah.

4 Descriptions

Aminatta is glamorous

Marcel glossy

Ghada beautiful.

Ronnie is large

Raja very small.

What they have in common

is language

a voice.

5 What they leave behind, and bring

One recalls his mother

first-year immigrant

lacking Hebrew

sewing workers’ overalls

in the Rekem factory

One tries to imagine the rope

One wonders what his

father said to his mother

when Hitler said … 

One remembers the knife

the body on the slab

the Israeli police

indifferent

because it wasn’t ‘political’

6 Here, now

Together at

Eaglereach, N.S.W.

they become

walkers

wallaby watchers

picking golden wattle

listening to wind

up from the Valley

catching the scent

of eucalypt.

They laugh a lot.

Things go on.

Calgary

Flying in

to read and sign books

I see the brown barren plain

spelling FLAT

in any language

and every direction –

and the long straight highway

drawn with a ruler

going all the way

to Shirley Nowhere.

Later, in the city

that is every pull-down push-up quick-fix city

someone says

‘This place was built on oil.

Nothing above ground

could have paid for it.’

Letter from the Mountains

to the late Lieutenant-Colonel John Mulgan, M.C.

I wanted to write you a poem –

twenty attempts and more

all dead in the water.

‘If poetry doesn’t come

as leaves to the tree – forget it!’

That (more or less) was Keats.

Courage may be a madness,

a disease afflicting the young.

Your work behind the lines

took lives, and cost lives –

and then you took your own.

Yesterday, a birthday

(my seventy-first) I climbed

the steeps and puff of a trail

to the top of a mountain.

A penance? Maybe a test.

Air was thin. Conifers

sighed and whispered

arcane intelligence.

Only chipmunk and squirrel

understood that language

You don’t know me, it’s true.

We learned the same suburb

through the soles of our feet,

sat in the same classrooms –

but decades apart.

I’ve seen in you a self

time never taught me,

a shadow unexplored –

but if you decline to live

in lines of mine

I have to honour that.

If there’s a secret, it’s safe.

You are still your own man.

Be at peace, soldier.

                  Banff, Canada, October 2003

Rapallo: an Economy

for Massimo Bacigalupo

1

Think sea

cypresses and saints –

this is what we sailed from

to invent the world;

this is where the world returns

to discover itself.

Like the seasons

Rome came and went;

like God

it issued large instructions

largely ignored.

2

I am history

banging on,

a broken shutter

hanging by one hinge

in a window

of the Hotel Villa Cristina.

Fishermen sailed out

and back at evening;

soldiers who marched west

marched east again.

Now it’s tourists

arrive and depart.

I see the storm

before it strikes;

I watch the violinist at midnight

hitch up her skirts

and change her shoes

before climbing the salita

to Sant’ Ambrogio.

Behind my back

sleep happens

and waking

and sex.

3

4

This morning

Vagabonda III

sails us out into

the horseshoe bay.

Puccini is a province,

Liguria a personality,

pasta a saint.

Flowers are politicians

promising the earth.

Ashore

Venus in a swim suit

rides pillion on a Vespa

and the marble Virgin

retires defeated

to her stone shell.

5

It’s the lesser gods survive

on hill-slopes

among grape and olive.

They are in the roof beams,

under floor tiles and altars;

they live in the wren’s nest

and the fox’s den;

they speak in the squeak of a bat

and the chatter of swallows.

The messages are simple

and ample:

obey the season

and the seasons of the blood.

Look hard.

Live as well as you can.

On Fame

Quid dedicatum poscit Apollinem

Who asks the gods for glory

and that his books may be read

throughout the world, should recall

the one whose prayer was answered,

who lived ten years in hiding,

lost friends, family, everything

but fame itself and a fortune.

How joyful to have your words

say what they mean! Be content

with that, and that you write for

those who can read, and can rune.

Best wines for finest palates.

Look for no other reward.