Mamuko’s Master
a famous scholar of Zen
fell from a mountain.
It’s said he strayed from
the beaten track to reach for
a lovely flower.
his Master’s final
lesson: ‘See in my death the
story of your life.’
A flute complaining:
Ho, the patriot, listened.
‘None but a lover’
(he told his leg-irons)
‘locked up and far from his dream
could make such music.’
He was right of course.
I was the flautist, you sole
object of my song.
Since Time must visit
your face and curb my fingers’
deftness on the stops,
let’s praise our blind love
that gave the nation-maker
(he said) new courage.
Has he a name
this man I make
equal with the gods because
his place at your table
confirms a rumour?
He bends to listen
catching word and breath in one
how it stills my tongue,
blinds me,
runs over my skin
like wind over wheat.
You are his, then, Clodia
and I am nothing.
All my past
he takes without knowing.
All my future
you give him with a smile.
‘Intermissa, Venus, diu …’
No Venus
you’ve had more than your share of this poet.
There’s not a part of his being
you haven’t camped in,
colonised.
Enough of that.
Hasn’t he earned a rest and the right to smile?
Look, here’s a Christian girl commanded to love,
and there an atheist wanting it for himself.
Confound them both –
set them at it in a hayfield.
As for yours truly,
leave him to his late-night paper and pen –
or if you haven’t quite lost
your taste for tease and torment,
demand he pay you back-rent, a page a day,
and if he should fail, if he should come
empty-handed and whining to your door,
let loose on him by way of encouragement
the remembering dogs.
‘Je fais souvent ce rêve …’
It’s of a woman
never quite the same
but always the same
who loves me,
understands me,
sets my heart racing
and can make me calm.
About appearances
hair colour for example
I’m uncertain.
I can’t quite catch her name –
hear it only as a tone
soft and sonorous
like the names of the Romantic dead.
Her eyes see in and through me,
her voice is a silence
that speaks of silence.
My lover, I thought at first.
Now I know she’s my death.
‘Siqua recordanti benefacta …’
Catullus, you seem to think
your steadfastness should earn you
reward in your final years.
So now you ask the gods
no longer that she be faithful
or even love you –
only to give you strength
to free yourself from bondage.
‘O gods, O greatnesses’ you pray
as if you believed indeed
the Silence of space had ears –
and virtuous observance
rid me at last, I beg you,
of the disease of love.’
Do you really not know you ask for
what’s already granted?
It’s the habit of love, Catullus,
not the fact of it
that burdens you still.
‘Je te donne ces vers …’
I give you these lines
so that if in some future time
when you and I are dead
my work should find new readers,
your ghost, wanting only rest,
will be called on to explain
that moment when you turned
your back on me
and walked away.
‘Why did you do it?’ they’ll ask,
and you, lacking speech,
will have no answer
but re-enactment.
This gift I owe you my love,
my dark-eyed angel,
because you it was gave me cause
to perfect my art.
Take it. It’s yours.
‘Non tot Achaemeniis armatur …’
If you insist the heart is the source of feeling
then hear my heart when it speaks.
If Cupid must be the deliverer of love
then yes, his shafts have delivered.
However you wish me to decorate the fact
love it is indeed dictates these lines –
and not to foster growth in the Sacred Grove,
nor to charm wild beasts from their lairs
into the path of hunters,
but to praise this woman beside me.
Even an ugly man
can bring beauty to his bed;
a fool will win a countess
if his desire for advancement
burns like a passion;
and I, who care so deeply
for wit and discrimination,
have found and loved them in her.
Great Jove-of-the-Arts
as long as compliant others
are there to praise and serve you,
from you I won’t receive
the laurel crown;
but while I have her ear
and her approval
I shall not need or want it.
‘Depuis huit jours …’
At the Green Café in Charleroi
I order rolls and butter
and ham.
Eight days
I’ve worn my boots to shreds
on stony roads.
Here comes the smiley girl
big tits, bright eyes
the sort not frightened to fuck
bringing the rolls, the butter, the hot ham
(pink and white, with a whiff of garlic)
all on a hand-painted platter.
She pours me beer from a jug –
plenty more where that came from!
Down goes the sun.
I tell you …
Archipel de Tanimbar, Ile de Yamdena,
Village d’Alusi Karwain, seventeenth or eighteenth century
Necklace, ear-ornament
and bob of hair
say female
but it’s the hips and knees
confirm. Patient,
vulnerable –
yes but dependable.
She’s there. She is
and can be
counted on. Eyes
steady under the bows
of brows are
intent on distance.
Village matters concern
her, this
benign. Imagine her
not in the full
blaze of sunlight but
at evening in
broken shadow, or
at the full of the moon
still and
silent. Invite her
indoors? No. You
know she wouldn’t
come. Her work’s
unfinishing. Those eyes
will never close.