Oh Demeter

In the story it sounds like sorrow’s over.

They don’t write how it never

leaves, how it sounds in every

wind, in every rain, soaks

your heart like rain soaks the fields.

Even at the very beginning of spring

when the whole luscious season stretches

before you, when wildflowers bloom from every

crevice of the gray stone cliffs, never

does a moment pass when your heart

is not anchored by the knowledge

that Persephone must leave.

A deal was made. One third

for Hades, two thirds for you:

the original custody suit.

And though you were a goddess,

though you could strike

and not a sprout of grain, not a grape,

not an olive would grow, still

you couldn’t shift the balance any further.

And neither can I.

Gladly I would have stopped the poppies

from waving their brilliant flares, frozen

the stiff curled leaves of kale, twining peas,

and left them to blacken.

What the story doesn’t tell is how you go on,

year after immortal year. How even in the thick

heat of summer, when bees swarm in the broad leaves

and figs swell like aroused women, even then

sorrow coats you like salt,

a white residue on the rich black furrows.

And life will never be the same. Even

when you get her back. Hell leaves its mark.

Your heart, like mine, is shattered, an ancient urn.

I have pieced the shards together,

but much is dust. Even in summer

wind blows through the cracks.

They begged you to allow the corn to grow again.

They write that you were kind

but I think kindness had little to do with it.

You’d done what you could.

People may as well eat.