Support Group

 

For a long time, each day was a bad day.

Truthfully? For years, each day was a bad day.

 

The nights were worse, but she could slide

The deadbolt on the bedroom door, and swallow

An Ambien, or two, to summon sleep.

 

Thank god she never dreamed about it.

 

The meetings helped, but it was hard to go

Because the first thing you did was admit

You were fucked, and had no power.

 

Still: It was worse to stay home, sitting on the fear

Like a solitary hen hatching poisoned eggs.

 

There were a lot of rules and tissues in the room.

The rules were followed. The tissues were

Dispensed to those who wept.

 

Many wept.

 

In the rooms, there was infinite suffering.

It had 3 minutes each to describe itself.

 

A little timer went off, or someone waved

A cardboard clock face in the air. One Suffering

Stopped talking. Then the next Suffering started up.

 

A lot of suffering in the world, is the first clear thought

Most people have when they come here.