ELDORADO

AT THE NORTH END OF the park he saw vultures circling, and then a few crows and a large harrier rising up from a wolf carcass stretched out on the side of the road. The wolf had been flattened by traffic like an ordinary groundhog.

The forest had taken on the features that remained consistent from here to the Arctic Circle. The only variation would be the size of the trees, which would continue to diminish with monotonous and predictable regularity for another two thousand kilometres. The forest was dominated by conifers, and wherever streams created a bed of moss and humus, the drowned areas formed by beavers made a gap in the woods, the austere, dried-out trunks of trees poked up from the forest floor. Low mountains sprouting from the spinal column of the continent seemed content to spread peacefully along the horizon.

After climbing a series of hills covered with a mixed forest of black and white spruce and paper birch, with the occasional white pine that had survived the nineteenth century, the Nihilomobile tipped down into lowlands.

It cruised among huge reservoirs with innumerable bays bristling with black trunks that looked like fence posts coated with tar. The horizon vanished. Everywhere there were lakes. Sam found himself in a picnicking mood, so he stopped, took off his clothes, dove head first into one of these lakes, dried himself off as best he could, and continued driving north. After a while, muskeg and its immense peat bogs, covered with thick spongy cushions spiked with spindly tamaracks, lined both sides of the road. A bald eagle flying six hundred metres up watched him pass, its wings spread out to catch a thermal, its head as white and dazzling as a snowball thrown by the sun. If it could read, from that distance the bird could have made out the numbers on Nihilo’s licence plate.

Ahead of him, the continental plateau tilted toward Hudson Bay.

He paid thirty-five dollars for a room in a motel on the outskirts of town, TV but no cable. He fell onto the bed without undressing and slept until late afternoon. When he woke up, he lay for a long time without moving, scraping his memory for an image or a thought that would correspond even vaguely with where he was. The roar of tractor-trailers opened huge corridors in the silence and brought him to some semblance of reality. One of them drove him from the bed to the window.

It was early May. Across the highway, on the flank of a hill, was another motel, possibly even more dubious looking than the one he was in, but crammed to the rafters. It looked like a rubbish heap in the middle of a huge parking lot. Beside it, a neon sign for an equally decrepit gas station rose above the roadside, but one of the letters had burned out, so that it said -HELL. Farther down the road, a car cemetery was surrounded by a wall from which sheets of rusted corrugated metal hung like the hem of a dress. The whole scene was set in a yellowed wasteland strewn with dead machinery and trembling aspens. The grizzled nudity of it would have made a great advertisement for antidepressants.

He took a shower. The floor sloped noticeably toward the bathroom door. The shower stall made him think of a hamster cage without the bars, and the mysteries of the crude plumbing gave the impression that he was in some remote Siberian laboratory, the subject of an experiment conducted by a pharmaceutical company studying the effects of sudden, extreme temperature swings on the human psychology. He could have used the single towel to sand a hardwood floor.

Apart from that, everything seemed fine.

Maldoror. He drove between two rows of car and truck dealerships to the shores of the small lake, Lake Makwa, and stumbled onto the main street almost by accident. He found what he was looking for on the door of a Pizza Delight and decided to go in for a bite to eat. The weather was still too cold to eat on the terrace, which was deserted. The sign taped to the door showed a bomb exploding — it was reproduced from a single frame of a cartoon strip, a kind of bowling pin with a fuse sticking out of it. On each star given off by the explosion was a photograph of one of the actors in the play, with their names underneath. The predominant colours were red and black.

Sam washed his two slices of Neapolitan pizza down with a glass of red wine, thinking how lucky he was to be on his own in an unknown town with a reason for being there. He paid, left, found the theatre, and bought his ticket.

Saturday night in Maldoror. Family dinners at the Cage aux Sports. Couples, groups of friends, chicken wings. And me, the stranger, elbows on the bar, writing it all down in this notebook, drinking beer between two slam dunks and a wicked backhand. You can’t look anywhere without seeing a TV screen, bathing suits, numbers, floats, balls, bats, clubs, logos and jerseys in the colours of rival teams. Or hunting trophies on the walls: caribou, deer, bears, grouse. Or fishing: northern pike, lake trout, Arctic char. Or trapping: beaver, otter, and even, perched on a narrow, artificial ledge, its startled face about as lifelike as an old shoe, a lynx. The dark mahogany wall panelling also holds a great horned owl wearing a baseball cap, and a red-shouldered hawk.

More convinced than ever that the ex-cop Massicotte had made a huge mistake by trying to put me off the scent by dodging my question with his story without beginning or end. I’ve compared my notes on the Chicken Affair with those taken by Chevalier Branlequeue in the early 1970s. The author of Elucubrations had been right there, attended all the court proceedings. On Saturday, the Baby Barbecue rotisserie had had no fewer than fifteen delivery men on the go. And among those fifteen guys it so happened that the one who made the delivery to Lavoie’s future kidnappers was the same one who, five days earlier, was in court following the trial of his clients’ accomplices! The thread was a bit obvious. If he’d wanted to get rid of me, all Massicotte had to do was deny that there was any family link between him and this Rénald guy, and that would have been that! Did he think I’d check into it? Putting me off with his long, dragged-out story succeeded only in arousing my curiosity . . .

Yeah, except that the hypothesis that the second cousin was, as Branlequeue believed, a police undercover agent doesn’t explain why Rénald delivered his club sandwiches to the occupants of the bungalow on rue Collins several hours before the kidnapping took place . . . Think about that.

Maldoror rose from the mud in the Abitibi gold-rush days of the 1930s. Barely a single human lifespan separates us from that gloomy, copper-bearing agglomeration of a frontier town whose wooden storefronts on its single street welcomed wagonloads of call girls and poor devils belonging to two dozen different nationalities, from Russians of all stripes to American Negroes, all ready to go at the rock with their bare hands until they’d dug themselves to China if they had to. A crowd as varied in gullibility as it was in depth, exploitable as hell, while on the face of it the town continued to grow, a crazy, gluttonous pyramid whose base rested on gold dust and nuggets.

Today, the rutted mud on the main street was gone, buried, like everything else, under the usual amount of concrete and asphalt. But enough vestiges of the former Babylonian mushroom remained to be shaken like a rattle in the ears of tourists. The thirst for gold had been recycled into a more plebian greed, its dangers and prestige traded in for an industrial incinerator that swallowed old computers and spat out leather. The call girls were long gone, replaced by down-market escort services, home-video stores, high-speed Internet connections, and an immoderate love of horsepower. The old ways of burning gas couldn’t hold a candle to the $2,000 Toro snowblowers that filled in the gaps left by the hookers.

If someone took all the internal combustion engines off the streets and out of the parking lots and driveways of Maldoror, there wouldn’t be much left to look at. Its wind pump, its lake, its hospital, its naked, brownish-pink hills covered in graffiti, its foundry chimneys. At any hour of the day you could fit its visible pedestrian street traffic into a delivery van. As for architecture, it had always owed much of its inspiration to the unbridled Western film. The result, American to the hilt, was a typical strut-your-stuff decor with a bit of Soviet realism thrown in by the foundry and the old workers’ quarter, where dilapidated white stucco houses were sinking into a cocktail of toxic tailings.

SKURATOV — Listen. I arranged this meeting with the Grand Duchess so that tomorrow we can publish it in the newspapers. It’ll be an exact transcript except for one thing. It will contain your confession and repentance. Your comrades will think you’ve betrayed them.

KALYAYEV — They’ll never believe it.

SKURATOV — I’ll withdraw the article if you’ll make a confession. You must decide tonight.

KALYAYEV — They’ll never believe it.

SKURATOV — Why not? Have they never done anything wrong?

KALYAYEV — You don’t know their love.

SKURATOV — Maybe not. But I know that no one can believe in brotherly love for a whole night without a moment of weakness. I await that moment. There’s no hurry. I’m a patient man.

The theatre was a former cinema. Sam perched on a stool with his elbows on the bar that had been set up at the back of the theatre. Emma Magy had been right: here, sitting behind everyone, he was in his element. Unobserved, looking over the backs and the necks of the audience, he watched Dora go through her lines. Then he gauged the reactions of the audience. A play by Camus in May, Marie-Québec had explained, was a calculated risk. In Maldoror, audiences were used to laughing first and thinking later. They went to plays to show off their artistic sensibilities, like their good clothes, and they were more accustomed to summer-theatre farces. There were always two or three laughers in a crowd, educated by television and the sort of crude humour you get at fifty-dollar stand-up comedy shows. They laughed at the first somewhat ambiguous lines, sucking a joke from them like juice from a lemon. Here, going to the theatre and laughing your head off were natural synonyms, like coughing when you had a cold.

In the minds of these admirers of contemporary, unhistoric farce, confusion was no doubt encouraged by certain choices the director made when mounting The Just — for example, refusing to use costumes that identified the time of the action. Tsarist Russia as it was seen in the Loblaws Happy Times Theatre seemed pretty similar to Quebec in the 1960s; all it would have taken would be to alter a line here and there and dress the Grand Duke up like the Lieutenant Governor. Dora wore a man’s sweater and a pair of work boots. Around her, the men were wearing jeans, T-shirts, and mackinaws.

Sam went back the next day, and the next, and the next. He loved the play. He loved Dora. He thought she was great. Magnificent. He vanished after the curtain call and went back to his motel room, where he drank beer from cans and watched the news on television. He did not try to go and see her in her dressing room after the performance. Didn’t try to contact her. And Dora couldn’t see him from the stage. Marie-Québec didn’t know that Sam was in Maldoror. He simply went back and sat in the same place every night.

DORA — Do you love me in solitude, tenderly, without egotism? Would you love me if I were unjust?

KALYAYEV — If you were unjust and I could love you, then it wouldn’t be you that I loved.

DORA — That’s no answer. Tell me this, would you love me if I wasn’t in the Organization?

KALYAYEV — Where would you be, then?

DORA — I remember when I was a student. I laughed. I was pretty. I spent hours going for walks and dreaming. Would you love me if I were light-headed and carefree?

KALYAYEV — I am dying to say I would.

DORA — Yes, say it, my love, if you think it, if it’s true. Say yes, never mind about justice, never mind misery and all the people in chains. Say yes, I beg you, forget the suffering of children, forget those who are hanged, or whipped to death . . .

KALYAYEV — Shut up, Dora.

During the day, he drove out of town, through aspen woods where soft, luminescent green buds were just beginning to open. The forest edge was sprinkled with houses set well back from the road, one in every three of them sporting a For Sale sign. He would park the car at a trailhead and go exploring, stopping to listen to wood thrushes and warblers, walking on, and finding himself surrounded by hunt camps, beaver dams, bear scat, raised blinds set up to look out over marshlands. Once, in an old burn, he found morels.

Another time he stumbled onto an old abandoned mine site, in an area of peat bogs filled with black water, like open-pit oil wells. He stopped for a moment by the gutted carcass of a metal tank, half-eaten by rust, half-buried in gravel that spread to the edge of the surrounding muskeg.

Concrete foundations rose from the ground like monstrous molars busily chewing on the trunks of poplar trees. A signpost riddled with bullet holes. Silence.

He returned to his car and followed a road that ran for some twenty kilometres through stands of mature conifers and zones of reforestation beside lakes that formed a chain stretching down to the south. The broken pavement finally disappeared altogether, as though swallowed by sand and gravel from a hundred-metre-thick esker, along the top of which the car made its way like a flea along the spine of a dog. He saw a lot of rabbits. Black spruce, Jack pine. A hand-painted For Sale sign near the end of the road, stuck in the shadowy forest.

He turned up the access road and found himself above an inclined, brush-covered plain, at the centre of which was a large brown house, all angles and squares. It looked almost sinister, with the huge lake behind it and the distant, wild shore. As he sat there contemplating the scene, he saw a crow flying low above the trees, carrying a long, dry stick crosswise in its beak.

On his way out, Nihilo saw a lynx crouched at the centre of a small sandy patch by the side of the road. He stopped and backed up. It was the first time he’d ever seen one. The animal lounged on the sand, its head up, like the Egyptian Sphinx in the desert. As Samuel slowed down, it was observing the movements of a rabbit romping about some twenty metres back. The rabbit went on gambolling at the edge of the woods, but the lynx lost interest in it and turned its attention to Nihilo and his car, watching him intently but without the slightest sign of fear. Sam detected no nervousness. Its disquieting face seemed to express only cautious curiosity tinged with indolence. After a moment, the lynx returned its gaze to the rabbit, and Sam continued back along the road.

Maybe. It’s absolute love, pure, solitary, a joy that actually burns me. At certain times, however, I wonder if love isn’t something else entirely, if it could stop being a monologue and become a call-and-response once in a while. I imagine that, you see: the bright sunlight, heads tilted gently together, hearts empty of pride, arms reaching out . . .

As she says the lines, Dora is standing at the front of the stage, and finally sees him. In the eternity it takes for her to stop, feel her voice weaken, then remember her lines, Sam feels her eyes travel the entire length of the room and light upon him.

It was the play’s second-last night. Once again he leaves after the curtain. Afterward, Skuratov bought a round of Goldschlager shooters at the White Wolf, but Sam was nowhere to be seen. He was sitting in his car under a rising, postindustrial moon about a kilometre away.

The next day, he spent the equivalent of two nights’ stay in the grotty motel at a florist’s shop on rue Drummond, almost beside the foundry. When she got to the theatre, Marie-Québec found a dozen roses waiting for her, with a small card that read:

WOULD YOU LIKE ME TO COME WITH YOU?