(BRENDAN)
At Breakfast
I tell Mom
I quit wrestling.
“I never could go see you
after that first match.
It just looked so awful.”
She shakes her head, like the
memory will fall out.
“I was afraid I’d scream terrible
things at your opponents.”
I’m a little surprised
she’s so relieved—
Is that really the reason
she was the only parent
who never came to meets?
Detached,
I mull it over.
Dismiss,
it doesn’t matter.
Claude the Interloper
pats her arm
like she’s an invalid,
then invites me to get donuts
now that I’m not training.
Just great.
I know he’s secretly thinking
I’m a weakling for quitting
days before finals.