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FRESCO, VILLA OF MYSTERIES

Give me a quiet garden, Horatio. One made of mouths, the skin

     of Dionysus and flowers spilling into the stone courtyard

and let the courtyard not be made of the sun’s lace

       for we must wait until the 16th century

for lace to make its appearance. Not of Venetian glass beads

     for no slave has yet been traded for glass. Rather let us

   build the openwork fabric of our garden

            on the fear in the body

of a simple virgin who approaches marriage and if the details

       of these frescoes are difficult to interpret, still, there can be

no argument as to their high quality.

 

 

ATRIUM, HOUSE OF THE SILVER WEDDING

Life must have been extremely comfortable at Pompeii.

     In the summer, the open plan of the house would help keep the interior cool.

My mother came rushing into the bedroom. I believed I was perishing

     along with everyone else. Tallahassee, invest in gold now.

                 There was an eclipse. Tallahassee, we are waiting

       for you to invest in gold. All the charm and comforts of Pompeii

            pale in comparison to Imperial Rome. Tallahassee, get gold

shipped to your door. We specialize in buying old and broken

       gold and silver jewelry, as well as old US coins, foreign coins,

bullion from around the world, and sterling silver flatware and hollowware.

 

 

MODEL RECONSTRUCTION OF ANCIENT ROME

In the lower right is the Pantheon. We use a program called

     MODFLOW to model groundwater and drawdown

of the aquifer. The sun moves across the oculus

       as children dig holes in the garden.

       Today, I stole a few hours from work.

     The structure of the whole is a symbol of the world.

            The structure and I hate each other.

       Arches spring up. Do you want to go to Sephora?

Here I am. Sephora, gold mascara, symbol of stolen work.

 

 

HEAD OF THE COLOSSAL STATUE OF CONSTANTINE (I)

Simply being white is not indicative of power

     for some worked on peanut farms.

Yet, simply being white is indicative of power,

       for some worked on peanut farms.

The Roman Empire did not fall overnight.

     I spent the night making a presentation for

     faculty senate on our retirement package and our

promotion system. The soldiers felt no loyalty

       to the empire so their lives became abstractions.

They called the university a “family.”

       At meetings, I could tell the workers wanted

to hold their babies and grandchildren. My daughter is

       13 pounds. Total collapse was prevented by

two emperors. Horatio, I live in the provinces.

       Horatio, I am minor. Therefore, all.

 

 

HEAD OF THE COLOSSAL STATUE OF CONSTANTINE (II)

At New Leaf Market, Ezekiel shouts,

       “I came out of mommy’s uterus.”

     I believe in the proper names of things.

       Let an intestine be called an intestine but don’t

let that forest be called Lake Ella unless

     Ezekiel is looking into the painting

and points to a dragon, a troll, an ogre.

       A woman approaches us and says

she taught her son the same thing

about names. “Where is he now?” I ask.

     “He is dead now,” she says and leaves.

 

 

THE BIRTH OF THE OPERA

This man I loved, he did not love me

     and as fascinating as this may be—come to me,

                 back to Tallahassee we buy

                 silver, gold, melt down your

                 engagement ring, wedding ring,

                 anything, Tallahassee, spiral me, never me,

                      opulent, see?—well, maybe

            he did love me after all. Nothing

     clear except a lack of metaphor,

       madrigal, musical jokes.

O the danger of the physical

     involving considerable breath control, porn.

 

 

JACOB BLESSING THE SONS OF JOSEPH (REMBRANDT)

It is 1656, the year of my financial collapse.

     When my husband and I were separated,

            my first thought was I cannot let anyone

   fall into my debt. Asenath, Joseph’s wife,

     should not fall into my debt. Nor Andrew.

Nor Mary. Nor Joseph. Not Ezekiel. Not

Charlotte. Not Alice. No one

     should fall. We walked by the US Mint

     which was etched into the coinage

     of the Pacific. He never married

     Hendrickjs Stoffels and his unconventional

behavior alienated him still further

     from his contemporaries. At work, I place my

            index finger on the picture, the little family

     in a boat of heavy curtains, hair and paint.

 

 

HYACINTHE RIGAUD’S LOUIS XIV

Shut up, Louis, you are sooooooo not sixty-three

            in this painting!

     Plastic surgery and pop-tarts. Amazing!

Ermine-lined robes, mission creep, drones,

       Ann Romney let them eat—wrong Louis, Alice.

Wrong Louis!—skip

       ahead thirty pages, exchange the I and V,

                 the object and subject, figure

     and head, history and princess,

            Roman and iPhone—

Qu’ils mangent de la brioche

       the God particle and stock market.

 

 

THE HALL OF MIRRORS

Sephora, this one’s for my sagging face

            and the service worker who wants to sell me

pink hair mascara. She is poor; let her

       sell. This poem is for my debit

card. My daughter is 14 pounds.

       And it is also for the legislation

of my uterus. Sephora, don’t say it

       in public. Don’t say it on the floor.

            Don’t be too political. Why don’t you

       respond to my advances? Why such a cold,

uncaring bitch? My mother used to say

       I am so sick of picking

up after you. She’d chase us around

     the apartment with a hairbrush.

 

 

MARCHESA ELENA GRIMALDI, WIFE OF MARCHESE NICOLA CATTANEO

This red umbrella points West

       but I will not hold it. Instead, I will hold a branch

and I will never turn around

       to see what I have done.