The next morning, Joanna was up betimes, and as soon as she had dressed and breakfasted, she set off across the fields to Selina Grant’s house. The path through the rolling, walled meadows was well-worn; she and Selina had used it almost daily for more than ten years, and Joanna hardly needed to look down as she strode swiftly along. She thought instead of the encounter last night. It had not happened at all as she expected, but it had been embarrassing enough. What an awful creature Peter’s wife was!
It took only half an hour to reach Selina’s, and Joanna was soon seated in the garden, pouring out the story. But Selina was less surprised than she had expected. “Oh, yes,” her friend replied, “I knew they were here. They called on the vicar yesterday afternoon and left cards at the Townsends’ and here. She is certainly wasting no time in showing herself to the neighborhood.”
Joanna nodded. “But you did not meet her?”
Selina shook her head regretfully. “We were out. Mother would go to visit old Mrs. Ives. Is she very horrid?”
“An odious managing female.”
“Didn’t I tell you!” cried Selina triumphantly. “She trapped Peter into marriage, and now he will be quite miserable.”
“Selina, don’t,” said Joanna.
“Well, it is his own fault. What is the brother like? Is he odious also?”
Joanna looked away. “Oh, no. He is, well, magnificent. I have never seen anyone like him.”
“My uncle says he is very attractive to women,” added her friend. “He says that all sorts of girls fall in love with Sir Rollin. But he is hanging out for a rich wife, so he only flirts with them and then ignores them.” She lowered her voice and looked about the garden to see that her mother had not come out. “He is a—a rake,” she whispered.
Joanna’s eyes widened, but she tried to look superior. “I daresay,” she answered.
Selina gaped. “Did he flirt with you, Joanna?”
The other girl raised her eyebrows. “Would that be so astonishing?”
“Well, no, but…but did he?”
Joanna looked tempted, but she was obliged to say, “No, not really. My mother was there, you know, and the others.”
“Yes, that is fortunate. We must take care not to be alone with him, ever.” Selina looked both pleased and excited by this idea.
“Why?”
“Well, because, because…” Selina stopped, finding herself at a loss for words.
“Why should I not flirt a little?” asked Joanna defiantly. “After all, my life is blighted. Why should I not have some amusement after my disappointment?”
“But, but Joanna,” stammered the other, “he is a dangerous man. My uncle said…”
“Nonsense. What could he do to us here?” She gestured around the garden, which did indeed look very peaceful and safe. “I am only talking about a little flirtation.”
“But he is a rake.”
“What do you know of rakes?” answered Joanna, in such a loud voice that her friend was startled.
“Nothing,” retorted Selina, “and neither do you, so you needn’t look so haughty. But my uncle does, and he told my mother…”
“Oh, I am sick of your uncle and what he says,” cried Joanna, jumping up. “I daresay he is quite mistaken in any case. He is so odiously starched-up that he thinks he knows everything, but he is nothing but a hanger-on at court, after all. I heard Mr. Townsend say so.”
“Joanna!”
Joanna was surprised and rather ashamed at her outburst, but for some reason, she felt it was imperative to divert her friend from the question of Sir Rollin Denby’s character. “He did say so,” she repeated, sounding more like a sulky child than a young lady of eighteen.
“Well, it was monstrous mean and spiteful of him, and it is mean of you to repeat it.”
Joanna drew herself up. “If that is what you think, perhaps I had better go.” She turned and started toward the gate that led into the fields. She expected every moment to be called back, but Selina made no move. As she walked rapidly along the footpath, Joanna listened for steps behind her. Selina had never allowed a quarrel between them to last more than a few minutes. But this time, she did not follow, and when Joanna was half way home, she realized that she would not. Her steps slowed, and she hung her head a little. She had been rude, she supposed, and unreasonable. Why had she spoken so? Thinking back over their talk, Joanna really could not tell. What had made her so angry? She had been silly. But could Selina not see that she didn’t wish to hear her uncle’s silly gossip?
She walked on more slowly, her mood alternating between chagrin and defiance, and her eyes focused unseeingly on the grass at her feet. She did not see the figure picking flowers in the field to her right until she was hailed and turned to find Constance Williston beside her.
“How deeply occupied you were,” said Constance. “I hope I do not disturb your thoughts.”
“No,” replied Joanna, but her tone was not welcoming.
The older girl reddened slightly. “I was picking wildflowers,” she added, showing her basket of blooms. “My mother loves them so. But she is too busy with the children to look for them. So I try to make up a bouquet now and then for her room.”
The delicate blues and yellows in the basket attracted Joanna in spite of herself, and she bent to smell. “They’re lovely.”
Constance smiled, her rather narrow face lighting. “Aren’t they? I found one bluebell, down by the stream. It’s so late, but all the more beautiful for that, don’t you think?” She pulled out this flower and held it up.
Joanna nodded but said nothing.
“Are you going home?” asked Constance. “I must pass by old Mrs. Rouse’s on my way, to leave some liniment Mother made for her. I could walk along with you.” She sounded both eager and uncertain.
Joanna blinked. Since Constance had returned from school, she had thought little about her beyond twinges of envy at the older girl’s apparent assurance and graceful height. Now, the tone of her voice made Joanna examine her more closely. Constance looked like someone who expects a rebuff, yet is still hopeful. And suddenly, Joanna realized that Constance must be very lonely in this neighborhood. She and Selina were the only girls near her age; Constance’s sisters were all much younger. And the two of them had shut her out completely. Some of Joanna’s envy melted, and she said, “Of course, do come along, I am very stupid this morning and have been quarreling. You must forgive me.” She frowned as soon as she had said this, for she did not at all wish to tell Constance that she had quarreled with Selina.
But Constance said only, “Splendid,” as she dropped into step with Joanna. And immediately afterward, she began to talk innocuously of flowers once more.
Joanna listened more attentively than she might otherwise have, thinking that Constance was very understanding. She asked a few questions about the flowers in the field around them, and the other girl answered with a surprising amount of knowledge. This had gone on for some minutes when Constance abruptly stopped speaking and said, “But you mustn’t let me prose on in this way. Father says that I am mad on the subject of flowers. I didn’t mean to bore you.”
“You did not,” said Joanna quite truthfully. “You certainly know a great deal about wildflowers. Did you learn it at school?”
The older girl nodded, her cheeks reddening slightly. “The senior teacher interested me in the subject, and I—I took it up on my own. You must think me very silly.”
Joanna’s eyes widened. The idea that she could think this very superior girl silly startled her. “Not at all. I only wish I had gone to school. But my father wished to educate me himself.” She sighed as she remembered the long sessions in his study, where she had understood perhaps a quarter of the things her father said.
“Oh, it is you who were lucky,” replied Constance quickly. “My father says that yours is one of the most brilliant scholars he has ever met. How much you must have learned that the rest of us will never have the chance to know.”
Joanna smiled ruefully, but did not disillusion the other girl, who had sounded quite rapt. She was not averse to being thought wise by the self-possessed Miss Williston.
A silence fell, but before it could become uncomfortable, Joanna suddenly remembered something. “I believe I heard that the Finleys called at the vicarage,” she said.
Constance started. “Yes.” She looked at Joanna sidelong.
“They called on us also,” said the other, unheeding. “I found Mrs. Finley a bit overpowering.”
“Y-yes. She seems very sure of herself.” Constance sounded wistful.
“Yes, well, she is older.”
Constance stared at her, seemingly unable to think of a reply.
Joanna noticed her expression and continued, “You have heard, I daresay, that there was once some talk of Peter and me making a match of it. Indeed, he has always been one of my best friends. I do so hope he will be happy.” She allowed a hint of doubt to creep into her voice.
Constance seemed impressed. “You are magnanimous,” she murmured. “I hope that I could be so.”
“Oh, well,” replied Joanna vaguely, feeling very noble. “Did you meet Sir Rollin Denby also?”
The other girl wrinkled her nose. “Yes. But I must say I did not like him overmuch.”
“Did you not?”
“No. He has that kind of sneering, careless manner that I find insufferable. There are many such men in London; it is the fashion. But I do not care for it.”
Joanna looked at her. She sounded so positive. She knew that Constance had already spent three weeks in London at her aunt’s house and that she was to return for next season, when Joanna was also to be in town. “Why not?” she asked.
Constance frowned. “A good question, since I believe Sir Rollin’s type is often thought to be very attractive to women. I think it is because they lack kindness and humanity.” She paused and laughed self-consciously. “At least to my eye. But I am by no means knowledgeable on this subject.”
That was true, thought Joanna. “Perhaps one must know them well before one sees their kindness,” she ventured.
Constance bowed her head. “That may be. Many of them have a large circle of male friends, I think. And I do not wish to condemn a stranger.” She looked about them; they were near Joanna’s house by this time. “Here is where I turn off for Mrs. Rouse’s. I enjoyed our talk very much, Joanna. I hope we may repeat it.” The diffidence was back in her voice.
“Indeed, I hope so, too,” answered Joanna warmly. “Let us do so soon.”
Constance smiled brilliantly. “Yes, please.” And as she turned to walk away, she waved gaily.
Joanna was thoughtful when she entered the hall. It seemed to her that much had happened during the morning. It was scarcely time for luncheon, yet she had perhaps lost a friend and gained one in the space of a few hours. When her mother came to ask Joanna about some sewing she had promised to do, she had to speak twice before the girl heard.