Contents

Cover

Title Page

Copyright

Map

Epigraph

Chapter One: Coke Does the Trick

Chapter Two: Religious Exile

Chapter Three: Welcome, Spring

Chapter Four: My Revolution

Chapter Five: Romance of the Streets

Chapter Six: The Masterpiece

Chapter Seven: Winter Is Coming

Chapter Eight: Dynamics of Powder and Bullets

Chapter Nine: A New Dawn

Chapter Ten: Jasmine

Chapter Eleven: Tareq, It Was Never an Easy Life

Chapter Twelve: Oh Brothers

Chapter Thirteen: The De Facto Capital

Chapter Fourteen: Jihadis Don’t Tip

Chapter Fifteen: Abu Mujahid’s Prosthetic Dick

Chapter Sixteen: Of Bright Dresses

Chapter Seventeen: iPhone Snapshots and Bombs

Chapter Eighteen: Al-Nuri Mosque

Chapter Nineteen: Why, Uncle?

Chapter Twenty: The Merciless Jungle I Missed

Chapter Twenty-one: The Aleppo of Yesterday

Chapter Twenty-two: The Days That Would Never Have Been

Chapter Twenty-three: I Am a Murtad

Chapter Twenty-four: Getting the Fuck Out of Raqqa

Chapter Twenty-five: Hevalen

Chapter Twenty-six: Al-Muhajireen Wal-Ansar

Chapter Twenty-seven: A Russian Feast

Chapter Twenty-eight: Journalist and Stuff

Epilogue: Goodbye

Dedication

Acknowledgments

About the Authors