CLARITIES

Nothing could be much simpler than this blue and clear white

nozzled bottle for misting plants

ficus bengamina elephant umbrella or avocado

sitting like a vase or a salad bowl at the centre of a plain

table supported by orange-

crates against the bright sunny red brick wall of our second-

floor sun deck.

                  I could go to the museum this afternoon or

the new show at the art gallery

but this simple industrial misting bottle holds my attention:

the sunlight frames it

illuminates it

fills the clear blue & white half-full bottle with light,

although it would somehow contain light even in a dark room

sitting on the pine floor beside the bengamina

or on a shelf in the bathroom beside some clean towels.

Part of this may be phallic and another part may be the

classic Bauhaus argument for functional form.

Phallic is possible.

I muse over this sitting sprawled in my khaki shorts on a

square cloth chair in the bright sun on the deck

looking from a distance like a clear object in space myself.

My left arm photographs the waters of my heart.

My right lobe is full of tobacco and peach trees.

The deep blue & white nozzle of the bottle is attractive

but the nozzle doesn’t spurt water

it sprays, it mists

and is inexhaustible;

North America is full of phallic-shaped tins and bottles:

wine bottles

beer tins

bottled beer

most olive oil bottles and vinegar containers

even a tin of fava beans could be called phallic.

Dark blue is one of my favourite colours,

Galt night skies and union jacks and stars & stripes.

The bottle doesn’t rival Rembrandt’s The Old Warrior or

Vermeer’s Head of a Young Girl, but it makes short work of

bad painting and schlock television alike.

Whatever it is sits honest as a piece of limestone

or a loaf of fresh bread.

Limestone and bread aren’t phallic. I muse on the da/dunh dunh

dunh with which Beethoven begins moving to climax in his ninth

symphony and on the tragedy of Mark Rothko’s butchered

throat.

Crane died young.

The human body is composed of one functional

shape after another. Stones down a hill. I am grateful for this

mass-produced $1.79 bottle: it is both pleasant to look at

and a perfect simple stimulus. It is clear the way I want to be

clear myself, although some parts of my mind are like the dark

water under a bridge.

My shoulders are red. The sun on the brick

wall and the orange-crate are also parts of this picture.