I’m not exactly sure what I hope to accomplish by coming here. Law enforcement agencies have thoroughly searched for—and extracted—every shred of meaningful evidence. According to reports, cadaver dogs and metal detectors and a small army of forensic anthropologists were brought in to sniff out, detect, and dig up anything that might have been part of, or related to, the human remains.
But while I won’t uncover anything earth-shattering or new, it can be beneficial to see the crime scene. It helps to visualize what might’ve happened and get a feel for the scale and proximity of the scene and surrounding area. Is this location private enough to murder someone and not be seen? Is it far enough away from neighbors so that no one would hear two shots? Is this location isolated enough to dump or hide a body? Ananias Stoltzfus was eighty-six years old. Did he walk from his farm to this location? Did someone drive him? Or was he killed elsewhere, his body dumped? Jonas and his wife own a home on the other side of Belleville. Is the distance between the two locations relevant?
The alfalfa is still stubby from being cut, and the sweet, green smell of it conjures a rise of nostalgia as I start toward the place where Doyle found the skull. The area has been thoroughly trampled, the alfalfa pounded to dirt in places by dozens of feet and the tires of official vehicles. A strip of yellow caution tape flutters atop an end post where someone had taped it off. A few feet away, a red stake flag is the only other sign this was a crime scene.
I stop next to the flag and look around. I’m in the corner of the field. The end post is about twenty feet away. To my right, the land sweeps upward toward the ridge. To my left is the wire fence that demarks the edge of the field. Beyond is a dirt two-track and a wooded area. According to Doyle, the hayfield had once been wooded, too. He and his father cleared the land to grow hay. If that’s the case, the place I’m standing was once wooded. Is the theory Deputy Vance laid out correct? Did the killer bury the body here in a shallow grave thinking it would never be found? Were the bones uncovered by the simple mechanics of natural erosion and plowing?
I walk to the fence and climb over. There’s a dirt road about ten feet wide and then a virtual wall of trees. I traverse a drainage ditch. Shadows descend as I enter the forest. Leaves from last fall crunch beneath my feet. Within just a few yards, I’m completely hidden from view. Is this what the field looked like eighteen years ago? If so, it would have been an ideal place to bury a body with a reasonable belief it would never be found.
As I scale the fence and walk back to the hayfield, I think about Jonas Bowman, locked in a cell, accused of murder. He’d been twenty-one years old when Ananias disappeared. He’d just lost his father. He’d been grieving. According to everyone I’ve spoken with, he blamed Ananias for his father’s death. Was he angry enough to lure the bishop to this remote location and shoot him? Why would an elderly bishop agree to meet him? The questions circle my brain in an endless loop. I try to get my head around the notion of Jonas marching an old man—a bishop—into a wooded area and committing premeditated murder, and I simply can’t do it. Not the boy I’d once known.
I reach the stake flag, kneel, and set my hand against the ground. “What did you do?” I whisper.
The only reply comes with the caw of a crow as it takes flight, and the sinking sensation that none of the answers I need are going to come easily.
The Kish Valley Motel and RV Park is located just west of Belleville proper. It’s a midcentury modern motel with a neon sign above the office and two wings of rooms, each with a clattering window-unit air conditioner and turquoise door. A smattering of cottages and RVs are nestled in the trees at the back. Two cars are parked in the lot. Half a dozen kids play in a courtyard pool that’s more green than blue, but no one seems to mind.
It’s fully dark by the time I check in. Hoping for quiet away from the pool kids, I choose one of the “honeymoon” cottages at the rear and lug my overnight bag into a room that smells of air freshener and old carpet. But the place is clean and cool, the bed covered with fresh linens, and according to the online reviews, the Wi-Fi fast.
I call Tomasetti while I unpack.
“How’s the trip so far?” he asks.
“Interesting. Strange. Seems like I’ve been here longer than a day.”
“If I’m not mistaken, that’s a Grateful Dead song.”
I laugh, missing him, and take a few minutes to update him on everything I learned today.
“Weapon found at the scene is damning,” he says.
“Most of the evidence is circumstantial.”
“Pretty strong set of circumstances, though.”
I sigh. “I was hoping the sheriff’s department would be more open to sharing information.”
“I’ve no doubt they’ll warm up to you,” he says. “Any hostility from the victim’s family?”
I tell him about my visit with Mary Elizabeth Hershberger. “She wasn’t hostile, but shut me down pretty quickly. The Amish are generally pretty well behaved. I’m hoping to speak with the son tomorrow.”
A buzz of silence and then he asks. “So what’s your take on Bowman?”
“I met his wife and kids,” I tell him. “Nice family.”
He pauses. “And Bowman?”
A quiver of tension creeps up the back of my neck, but I swish it away. “I only saw him for a few minutes at the jail. He’s … the same. Seems like a typical Amish guy. Husband. Father. Cabinetmaker. His wife is working on bail.”
“Do you think he did it?”
I let the question sink in, force my mind into all those corners I initially didn’t want to explore because I was afraid of what I’d see. “I don’t think so. I mean, I knew him a year or so before the murder happened. Before his family left Painters Mill. I can’t see him murdering his own bishop.”
“Sounds like you have your work cut out for you.”
“I think that pretty much sums it up.”
“Will you do me a favor?”
“You know I will.”
“Keep in mind that this is a homicide investigation, Kate. The stakes are high. We’re talking life in prison without parole—or the death penalty. People get squirrelly when their life is on the line. The case may be cold and the players Amish, but it’s still murder no matter how you cut it. That old man didn’t get shot twice and buried all by himself.”
“Is that your way of telling me not to trust Jonas simply because I grew up with him?” Despite the teasing note I add to my voice, I hear the underlying seriousness buried in the question.
“I’m telling you a person can change a lot in twenty years,” he says. “Don’t forget that.”
“I don’t have to remind you that I’m not a rookie, do I, Tomasetti?”
“I wouldn’t be doing my due diligence as a domineering lover and know-it-all ex-cop if I didn’t remind you that sometimes you care a little too much.”
“I’ll be careful,” I tell him. “And you’re not a domineering lover.”
He laughs because I didn’t mention know-it-all ex-cop.
We spend a few minutes engaging in small talk. About the farm. He tells me about the just-hatched chicks. The purple martins checking out the new birdhouse. All the while I sense something unsaid between us. A hovering presence I don’t want to acknowledge. A subject he doesn’t want to broach.
This time, we let it go.
I’m wakened from a dead sleep by the rattle of my cell phone against the night table. For an instant, I think I’m home, but Tomasetti isn’t there. I roll, grapple for my cell, squint at the incoming number. I don’t recognize it and answer with a coarse, “Yeah.”
“Chief Burkholder?”
It takes me a moment to place the voice. “Effie?” I sit up, look over at the clock on the table next to the bed. 5:15 A.M. “Is everything okay?”
“The police came to our house. They’re yelling and being mean. Mamm told me to run to the pay phone and call you.”
“Do you know what they want?”
“All I know is they knocked on the door really hard and woke everyone up. They were mean to Mamm. She asked them what they wanted and they told her to just read the papers. She doesn’t know what to do.”
“Where are the police now?”
“Um … outside, I think.”
I can only assume the papers she’s referring to are a warrant. But that doesn’t make sense because the sheriff’s department has already searched the house. Jonas is in custody. Why would they return to the house for a second search?
“All right,” I tell the girl. “Go back to the house. Tell your mamm I’m on my way. Tell everyone to stay calm.”
“They’re not going to take my mamm, too, are they?”
I try not to wince. “No one’s going to take your mamm, honey,” I assure her. “Everything’s going to be okay.”
“That’s what Datt said right before they put him in jail,” the girl whispers.
As I end the call, it occurs to me that there’s probably more I don’t know about the case than I do.