AMBER DAWN

The World’s Oldest Love Spell (a Fairy Tale)

True Foxes Massage sat on the corner of 108 Avenue and Whalley Boulevard

and shared a cracked-asphalt parking lot with Triple XXX Adult Video and Toys.

The shop madam bought us quality Jergens brand lotion and Ultra Soft Kleenex®

and baked her trademark double chocolate chocolate chip cookies every Sunday.

Between noon and nine p.m. sugar was the top fragrance note overpowering all

spunk stink and this made Sunday afternoon the most coveted shift on the

 schedule.

We all figured Madam once turned dates herself because who gets DDD

implants for her own entertainment? I greatly favoured True Foxes

over the shop owned by the failed-restaurateur-cum-pimp in Kitsilano

or the shop run by Hells Angels that burned down in a faulty electrical fire.

The only problem with True Foxes was the Surrey RCMP vehicle that often idled

in our parking lot because what date has the nerve to pull up next to a cop car?

We played premises searches right. At the sight of oncoming blues we slipped

into spa robes that covered our bodies between the neck to the top of our knees

and below the elbows. The Body Rub and Lingerie Model Studio licence hung

by the front door in a gold-gilded frame which we routinely tipped from the nail

for inspection. None of our rub rooms were smaller than a cargo van

and all were brighter than fifty candle flames. You boys think I don’t know

how to run my business? Madam—bless her golden-aged hooker mouth—never

should’ve back-talked and sure enough the RCMP doubled on us like Doomsday.

Shop will blank if they keep jamming our lot. Fucking cops, they’re eating

A&W out there. I got kids to feed. Donna was the one to call the ersatz

stakeout a curse. She pinched a ten-spot from her bra. Under the welcome

mat went Sir John A and within the hour we heard the date-doorbell chime.

Whore lore! Why hadn’t we thought of it sooner? Sup-whore-stitious!

We’d forgotten power but Madam lit the dollar store candles to call a circle.

What charm will we bring? What rue and iron? What divinity and dark?

We salt rimmed the rub rooms and hid rosemary bows under daybeds.

Turn-outs chanted, money money come to me, in abundance, three times three.

Golden-agers answered, harming none on its way, I summon money, come to me.

Coco rewrote our newspaper ad so each print line added up to numerology nine.

Cleo broke the eyes of six sewing needles. Lily tracked moon cycles. Elle set fires.

We adopted a black cat and named her Willow and for a good long spell

the only blue we saw was the midnight sky as we waved our dates goodbye.

But wind changed again when Donna came late for her shift. Officer took me

for a courtesy ride. Bruises rising below each shoulder like she’d been shook.

The following Sunday sparrow flew through the shop window and a plain-clothed

cop posing as client followed. He cuffed Cleo before she even toweled him off.

A ready-rolled raid had us stripped to our g-strings for a game of who will cry

first. Our purses gutted. Phones wiped. The four corners swept by brute force.

Our stars are un-fixed. Our spring water made ill. We regrouped in the Triple

XXX amid the dildos. Madam clanged in anger and avowed, Ain’t no hex

like a hooker hex. Donna gathered graveyard dirt. Coco knotted black yarn.

Cleo summoned Baal. I came flesh-wound close then rethought cutting alms

across my palm. Blood scarification was not made for we who mete out hand jobs

as a vocation. Madam turned to her mixing bowl—butter, chocolate chips, spit.

Baneful magic is made worse when cast together. So we gathered round

the raw dough. Bitter saliva and tricks on our tongues. May their might

overturn. May they be dealt the same hand. May their rule turn to ruin.

May teeth rot from their jaws. May their seeds turn crooked and cruel.

Wait! Lily broke our incantation. I cursed my father and he went

mad. Or madder than before. He’s moved on to my baby sister now.

Lily’s right, said Cleo. I cursed my first boyfriend and he went

missing. He’s missing still. I wonder about the jerk sometimes.

Coco groaned and swigged back the ritual wine. Pussy up, witches!

Cops ought to be taught a lesson. This curse is our duty, our holy charge.

But curses don’t teach, curses harm, said Madam. And harm is hard

to contain, even for sorcery sluts like us. Think wide and wisely.

We put it to a vote before long our unanimous hands rose. The hex

was nayed. We still have charm. We can still pussy up, said Madam.

Her right hand pushed into her panties and we awed. Never before had we seen

Madam uncross her golden-aged legs. We heard polyester lace rip and slush

and then we remembered the oldest of circles. We moaned and wet-messed

in this primordial magic. The spell set as we buried our hands in raw dough.

We knead passage. We knead respect. We knead love. We knead love.

As below, so above, we knead your love. The balm of our fresh-baked blessedstrokes

and sugar blew through True Foxes’ window and across the parking lot.

Three cop cars rolled in as Madam arranged the warm cookies on a silver tray.

We joined hands as she stiletto-marched out to meet them.

Braced and silent, but chanting love behind our teeth.