I was awake long before my alarm went off, my body too wound up in Bridger O’Connell to go back to sleep. It was like I’d been eating bread and water my whole life, and then one day someone gave me chocolate cake. Bridger was the cake. And I liked how it tasted so well, I never wanted to go back to bread and water. But bread and water was safe. Chocolate cake? Totally dangerous.
What if Bridger could sense how I craved him?
Yesterday had been a big mistake. I was getting attached … again. No, that was a definite understatement. I was beyond attached. I groaned and pulled the pillow over my head, forcing myself to think Bridger-free thoughts, like how much fertilizer the chickens could produce in a week.
A knock at my door woke me. I pulled the pillow from my head, blinked my bleary eyes, and tried to remember why I was thinking of chocolate cake and chickens. Someone knocked again.
“Yeah?” I called.
The door opened and Mrs. Carpenter peered at me. “You’ve slept late,” she said.
I sat up and looked at my watch.
“Crap!”
I sprinted through empty halls to the deserted locker room and put on my running clothes.
Class had been in session fifteen minutes by the time I left the locker room. I pushed through the door to the track and found Bridger staring at me. As if he knew I was coming out at that very moment. A smile softened his worried face.
“Nice of you to join us, Maggie Mae,” Coach said, looking at his watch.
I walked to the gathered students, careful to keep my distance from Bridger, and dug my toe against the track. A pair of running shoes stopped beside mine, but I didn’t look up.
“Are you all right?” Even his voice made me hungry.
“I slept through my watch alarm,” I blurted, not taking my eyes from my foot.
“I guess I kept you out sort of late.”
I dug my toe harder against the track, as if watching my gym shoe rub the dirt from it was the most amazing thing I’d ever seen.
“Maggie?” His voice was so gentle, so full of concern, I had to grit my teeth and dig my nails into my palms to keep my eyes from wandering to his face. He reached out and put a finger under my chin, tilting my face up. When I met his gaze, warmth flooded me and time stopped. So much for not letting him know how much I liked him. “Sooner or later you’ve got to stop letting fear be the ruling emotion in your life,” he said.
I caught my bottom lip in my teeth and stared back at him. And then I nodded.
“Maggie Mae, Bridger, I hate to break up your precious moment,” Coach said. Bridger’s hand left my chin. “But since you were tardy, Ms. Mortensen, you’re running laps.” The whole track team was gawking at Bridger and me, and my face felt so hot it probably glowed. But before I could say a word Coach blurted, “There’s no use arguing with me, Ms. Mortensen.”
I ran.
That night, Yana and I worked the dining room at the Navajo Mexican. It was too busy to talk much, but when we were both refilling drinks at the soda dispenser, she managed to say, “Why are you being such an idiot?”
“What are you talking about?” I asked.
“O’Connell. The story is he practically kissed you in front of the track team—during class—so Coach made you run laps. Have you forgotten he walked out on you at prom? That’s totally unforgivable.”
“I know, but he’s …” As tempting as chocolate cake.
“He’s what? Hot? Rich? Smart? Smells really good?”
I groaned. He was all of those things. But something more.
“You need to ask Naalyehe about his family,” she said, and strode off with her refilled drinks.
When the evening turned to night and all the customers had gone home, I went to the kitchen.
“Naalyehe?” He looked at me. “Yana says you know the O’Connell family. She said I should ask you about them.”
Naalyehe frowned. He turned his back to me and began chopping. All right. Guess he wasn’t big on gossip. I turned toward the dining room but stopped, straining my ears. Because it sounded like he said something. Maybe my imagination was going wild?
“Never be out past dark with Bridger O’Connell,” he said again. Nope. My imagination wasn’t going wild. Was he joking?
Totally confused, I went back to the dining room, pondering Naalyehe’s warning.
“You’ll never guess who’s here,” Yana said, voice full of sarcasm. I glanced around the empty dining room. “Speak of the devil and he appears.” She nodded toward the window. A big black SUV was parked out front with its parking lights on.
My heart thrummed beneath my ribs and I wasn’t sure if it was the effect of Naalyehe’s warning or Bridger’s appearance.
“I’ll finish up—you go on,” she said. “Don’t want to keep O’Connell waiting. But don’t say I didn’t warn you.”
I crossed my arms and stood beside the door, Naalyehe’s warning hovering in my brain. The window came down and Bridger peered at me from the dark car interior. His car smelled just like him. I took a deep breath.
“So, are you getting in?” he asked. And smiled. A smile that instantly overrode Naalyehe’s warning. What harm could a ride home do? I returned Bridger’s smile. He leaned over and opened the passenger door. “Get in.”
I glanced over my shoulder at the lamp-lit sidewalk, then back at Bridger, and climbed into his car.
“Does Naalyehe know you walk home at night?” he asked, putting the car into drive.
“No. Why?”
“He’s Navajo. Traditional Navajo. He’s got superstitions about the dark.”
That’s not the only thing he’s got superstitions about. “How do you know?” I asked.
“He’s my dad’s third cousin.”
“Really?” That bit of info made Naalyehe’s warning even more bizarre.
“Is something bothering you?” Bridger asked.
“Um … yeah. If you’re Navajo, you’re not very tan.” I lied. I couldn’t bring myself to tell him what Naalyehe had said. “At least not compared to Naalyehe and Yana.”
Bridger laughed. “I’m also part Irish. And English. But believe me, I’m more Navajo than anything else. My great-grandpa …”
His words lost meaning. I pressed my face to the window. A man stood on the side of the moonlit road. He was staring at Bridger’s car with eyes that glowed like an animal’s. The stoplight changed and Bridger eased the car forward. I squeezed my eyes shut and a warm hand came down on the back of my neck under my hair.
“Maggie, what’s wrong?”
“Did you see that guy?” My voice trembled.
Bridger slowed the car.
“No! Don’t stop!” I peered out the window again, but the sidewalk was empty.
“What did you see?” Bridger asked, kneading the muscles in my neck.
I studied his shadowed profile. “There was a guy standing over there. And his eyes glowed.”
“His eyes glowed?”
“Yeah. Like an animal’s.”
Bridger laughed. “You must have imagined it.”
“Gee. Thanks for the vote of confidence.”
He took his hand from my neck, trailed it down my arm, and found my hand. His warm fingers intertwined with mine. Instead of pulling away—my first instinct—I held on. “So what other nights do you work this week? I’ll pick you up.”
“Wednesday and Saturday, but Saturday I get off early for graduation.”
“What are you doing after graduation? Wanna hang out?”
I looked at him. His hand tightened on mine, and my heart seemed to grow inside of my chest, pressing against my throat and making it impossible to talk.
“You know what hanging out is, right?” he said. “We could get hamburgers and fries and hang out at the mine. I’ll bring my telescope and we can look at the stars.”
“Yeah. That sounds … nice.”
“Really?” he asked, glancing at me. “I don’t have to talk you into hanging out with me this time?”
I shrugged. “I guess not.”
We pulled into Mrs. Carpenter’s driveway and Bridger stopped in front of the porch. He let go of my hand and turned off the car. And unhooked his seat belt. He turned to me, where I sat frozen in my seat, my eyes glued to the windshield. “Maggie.”
I licked my lips and looked at him. And practically had a heart attack when his phone rang, shattering the moment.
He pulled the phone out of his pocket and looked at it. “I’ve got to take this,” he said and answered. “Hi, Dad.”
I unhooked my seat belt and put my hand on the door handle.
“What? Right now? At this very moment?” Bridger said, glancing at me, his eyes uncertain. “No, I am excited. That’s great. I’m on my way home right now.… What am I doing out at this hour on a school night? Just out running an errand.… Yeah, a late errand. I’ll see you soon.” He hung up and put the phone back in his pocket. “Hey, sorry about that. About Wednesday—my family’s home. I’m not going to be able to pick you up.”
“That’s okay,” I said, struggling not to feel disappointed. I opened my door and got out, and he pulled out of the driveway before I had Mrs. Carpenter’s front door open.