ANA knew as soon as she hit the traffic snarl that she should have taken Rebekah’s advice and left the shop earlier. Now she’d be impossibly late.
Dammit. Why me? she silently demanded of the Deity. Except no one was listening. The traffic remained stalled, and the only certainty was the knowledge she wouldn’t be going anywhere in a hurry.
Luc would not be pleased. The evening’s event was a prestigious fund-raiser, and the guest speaker a prominent American ex-president.
Everyone who was anyone would be there. Including Celine. But not, she prayed God, seated at the same table.
She checked the time, and hesitated between two options. Ring Luc from her cellphone, or wait for him to contact her.
Better make the call. He answered on the second peal, and the sound of his voice did strange things to her equilibrium.
It was damnable the effect he had on her, even from a distance. Elevated heartbeat, a faint breathlessness, and heat…the acute sexual awareness of shared intimacy. Past, present, future. She only had to think of him to have numerous erotic images flood her mind.
Get over it, she remonstrated silently.
‘I won’t say you should have left the shop before now.’
‘Please don’t. I’ll be there whenever this line of traffic begins to move.’
It did, eventually, and she reached home with the sure knowledge it would take more than a miracle to shower, change, dress and shine in less than ten minutes.
She managed it in thirty, the scarlet bias-cut silk organza gown with its knee-high ruffled split a masterpiece of fabric and style. The simply cut bodice and shoestring straps completed a stunning design, complemented by her upswept hair, expertly applied make-up, and minimum jewellery.
Luc had been dressed when she first entered the bedroom, and now she bore his analytical scrutiny with a degree of uncertainty.
Was the gown too over-the-top? She’d fallen in love with it when she’d seen it displayed on a model. On impulse she’d extracted her credit card, added matching stiletto-heeled evening sandals and evening bag. Only to have reservations as to her sanity in expending so much on a single outfit.
‘If you’re aiming for the wow factor, you’ve achieved it.’
Success! She sent him a dazzling smile. ‘Ah, a compliment.’
He looked stunning in anything he wore, for he exuded a certain intrinsic something that isolated him from other men. Difficult to pin down to any one thing, it was a combination of height and stature, the way he held himself and the way he moved. It was also the compelling quality that hinted at a raw primitiveness beneath the surface. The self-assurance of dynamic power, latent and devoid of arrogance…but there, none the less.
He would command attention in jeans and a sweatshirt. Attired in evening clothes, snowy-white shirt and black bow-tie, he was something else.
Her eyes held a wicked gleam. ‘If I return it, you might get a swelled head.’ She collected her evening bag, and gathered up a matching wrap. ‘Shall we leave?’
‘Yes.’ He crossed to her side. ‘But first—’ He lowered his head, wanting, needing the taste of her, and his mouth captured hers in a kiss that tore the foundations of her composure…as he meant it to.
Reassurance…his, or hers? He told himself it was for her. And knew he lied.
The city hotel venue was crowded, the entrance brightly lit, a cavalcade of cars lined up waiting for valet parking, and there was security everywhere.
It took a while to get through the cordoned area, and by the time they reached the grand ballroom most everyone had passed through the doors and was seated.
Photographers were busy capturing the crème de la crème of the rich and famous for the society pages of leading newspapers and national magazines.
It was, Ana perceived, smile time. Glitz and glamour, expensive jewellery, the drift of exotic perfumes meshed with the buzz of conversation as Luc caught hold of her hand and led the way to their reserved table.
They slipped into their seats just as centre lights dimmed and the MC began his opening speech outlining the charity’s achievements, their projections for the coming year, and the specific purpose for this evening’s gala event.
Waiters moved unobtrusively, weaving with precision through the many tables as they delivered starters, and wine stewards hovered attentively.
From where they were seated it was possible to see the VIP table, and she caught a glimpse of the ex-president, the silver, almost white, well-groomed hair, the lightly tanned complexion, the easy smile.
Conversation at their own table was interesting and varied, and she was supremely conscious of Luc seated at her side.
Last night… Don’t go there, an inner voice cautioned. It was difficult not to recall her anger, the rage, and her reaction. She’d never physically hit anyone in her life. The thought she’d attempted to strike him appalled her.
All day she’d managed to put it to one side as she became caught up with a rush of orders and customers.
Now, she found her attention being drawn back to the accusations she’d flung at him…and the result.
How was it possible to hate someone one moment, be filled with contrition the next, then participate in lovemaking as if nothing mattered except the moment?
It was like riding a crazy emotional roller coaster.
‘Amazing man, isn’t he? No one would imagine from looking at him that he once held the fate of a nation in his hands.’ The guest leaned in close. ‘Apart from our state premier, everyone else at his table is security.’
‘I imagine security men and women are evenly spread throughout the room,’ Ana inclined politely.
She was spared from further comment as the state premier was introduced and the waiter began removing plates.
At the conclusion of the main course, Ana quietly slipped from her seat and went in search of the powder room. She was one of several women in need of the facilities, and afterwards she took a minute in front of the mirror to freshen her lipstick.
‘Don’t go crying to Luc again, darling.’
Celine, and on a mission. With no doubt as to the target.
‘What makes you think I did?’
‘Oh, please. Luc and I have no secrets from each other.’
Did her hand shake? She hoped not. ‘Don’t you have anything better to do?’
‘Than what, precisely?’
‘Meddle in other people’s lives. Mine, in particular.’
‘I can’t believe I’m not getting through to you.’
‘Oh, you are, Celine,’ she assured. ‘Loud and clear.’ She paused a beat. ‘Pity it’s such a waste of your time and energy.’
‘Luc is—’
‘Free to choose, Celine.’ The emphasis was deliberate. ‘It would appear he’s chosen me.’
The other woman’s expression was scathing. ‘Simply because you wear his ring and carry his child? Darling, how naïve are you?’
She slid the capped lipstick tube into her evening bag and turned away from the mirrored wall. ‘I have nothing further to say to you.’ She moved back a step, only to pause as the other woman caught hold of her wrist. ‘Take your hand off me.’
‘I could point out a number of successful businessmen whose wives turn a blind eye to their husbands’ indiscretions.’
‘I’m not one of them.’ Calm, she had to remain calm. If she lost her temper, this debacle would digress into a physical cat fight.
Celine’s lacquered nails bit into Ana’s arm. ‘Luc rang today and warned he wouldn’t be able to see me for a while because you were making things difficult.’ Her smile held a vindictiveness that was vaguely frightening. ‘Not a wise move, darling.’
She’d had enough. ‘Keep this up, Celine, and you’ll have charges laid against you.’
Celine rendered a vicious pinch, then flung Ana’s arm wide. ‘Luc would never allow it.’
Ana moved towards the door, then paused. ‘Perhaps now would be a good time to tell you I was in the room when Luc rang you last night.’ She walked into the carpeted foyer and re-entered the ballroom.
The ex-president had already begun his speech, and Luc shot her a studied glance as she slipped into her seat, then returned his attention to the man at the podium.
The speech concluded amid enthusiastic applause, then the lights brightened and the waiters busied themselves serving the dessert and coffee.
‘Are you OK?’
Now, there was a question. ‘Solicitous attention, Luc?’
‘Let me guess,’ he drawled. ‘Celine bailed you up in the powder room?’
‘Got it in one.’
‘Whereupon you told her to get lost, and she retaliated?’
‘Ah, you possess psychic powers.’
‘Damage control is—’
‘Something at which you excel.’ She hadn’t meant to sound bitter, and she saw his gaze sharpen.
He caught hold of her hand and linked her fingers through his own, holding them firmly when she endeavoured to pull free.
‘We dealt with this last night.’
‘Did we? I thought we just had sex.’
‘That, too.’
The waiter placed cups and saucers onto the table, and she indicated tea in preference to coffee.
‘I’ll take you home.’
‘I don’t want to leave yet.’ Her gaze was remarkably clear. ‘And escape isn’t the answer.’
‘Nor is a heated argument in public,’ he accorded drily, and she arched one delicate brow.
‘Is that what we’re about to have?’
‘Count on it.’
Ana picked up an extra tube of sugar, broke it and stirred the contents into her tea. ‘Energy for the fight.’
‘Don’t push me too far.’
She proffered a deliberately sweet smile. ‘I’m shaking.’
‘So brave.’
His faint mockery brought a surge of anger. ‘What can you do to me that you haven’t done already?’
Something shifted in his eyes, and she felt a trickle of apprehension slither down her spine. ‘Careful, pedhi mou.’
It seemed pointless to further the civility fac¸ade, and she sipped her tea, indulged in animated conversation with a fellow guest, then became the epitome of politeness when Luc indicated they should leave.
Her face ached from the smile she kept in place as they paused at one table and another to talk with friends and acquaintances, and she stood silently at the hotel entrance as the valet called up their car.
Ana didn’t offer a word during the drive to Vaucluse, and once inside the house she made straight for the stairs.
Luc re-set the security alarm and entered their suite as she tried unsuccessfully to release the clasp fastening the slender gold chain circling her throat.
He shrugged out of his jacket, undid his tie, loosened his shirt buttons, then crossed to her side.
‘Let me try.’
His fingers were warm against her nape, and she wanted to sweep away from him. Except what good would it do except exacerbate an already volatile situation?
He freed the clasp in seconds, then turned her round to face him.
‘You want to fight, or do we call a truce?’
Vengeance tinged her voice. ‘Fight.’
‘Then throw the first punch.’
She made a fist and aimed for his chest, felt it connect against hard muscle and sinew…and bruised her knuckles.
‘Your knees are supposed to buckle as you sink to the floor.’
‘Want to try again?’
He was amused, damn him. She gave him a baleful glare as she nursed her hand. ‘Not particularly.’
He smoothed his palms over her shoulders, slipping the straps free, then he tended to the zip fastening her gown.
The red silk organza slid to the carpet in a heap. All she wore were thong briefs and stiletto heels, and his breath caught in his throat at the beautiful symmetry of her slender curves.
Pale, satin-smooth skin, firm breasts, a slim waist, toned thighs.
He had an unrelenting urge to touch her, shape those curves with his hands, taste her. And when he was done, bury himself inside her, absorb her shuddering climax, then climb the heights with her and share a mutual shattering of the senses.
Luc reached out and cupped her face, then he lowered his mouth down over hers…and gave a grunt as her fist executed a stunning hook just beneath his ribcage.
‘I think that’s known as the element of surprise?’
His retribution was swift, and she gasped as he lifted her up against him and hooked her legs around his waist.
She felt him toe off one shoe, then the other, and he shifted her higher as he dealt with his belt, his trousers. His shirt was wrenched off and tossed to the floor, then he stood looking at her, his features raw with something intensely primitive.
The heat and hardness of his arousal pushed against the scrap of silk covering the apex of her thighs, and in one smooth movement he slid his fingers beneath the thin strap and disposed of it.
Dear heaven. There was nothing measured or controlled about him. Only electrifying passion and a fierce need for consummation.
Ana waited for the moment he would plunge deep inside, and felt her eyes begin to glaze over as he rocked her slowly against him, exposing her clitoris to the satin-smooth hardness of his shaft.
‘Luc—’ She could barely speak as sensation exploded in an upward spiral that had her moaning out loud.
Just as she thought she could bear it no longer he walked to the bed and tumbled them both down onto the mattress.
Now. Did she cry it out? She couldn’t be sure, and she groaned when he covered her mouth with his own in a kiss that duplicated the sexual act itself.
She reached for him, and he evaded her touch, choosing instead to trail a path to her breast where he savoured one tender peak before rendering attention to its twin, suckling there until she cried out with a mixture of pleasure and pain.
Not content, he moved low over her navel, then traced a tortuously slow path to render the most intimate kiss of all.
He wanted to have her beg for his possession, to feel the hunger, the want, and need him as much as he needed her.
The passion was mesmeric, magical. Too much. Way too much and beyond her control. Slow, silent tears trickled down over her temple and became lost in her hair as she tossed her head from one side to the other as she craved a release only he could give.
Her body shuddered in reaction, and he raised his head, saw the devastation etched on her features, then he shifted to close his mouth over hers in an evocative kiss that made her want to weep afresh.
It was then he slid into her, taking care with long, slow strokes that culminated in an explosive crescendo.
Afterwards he pulled up the covers and held her close, trailing a light, feathery path along her spine in a soothing gesture until her breathing steadied to an even beat.
‘Rise and shine.’
Ana registered Luc’s voice, the words, and opened her eyes a fraction.
It was Sunday morning, she didn’t need to go into the shop, and she had no particular inclination to get out of bed at…she took a moment to check the time…eight o’clock.
She spared him a glance, and saw he’d already showered and was dressed in casual jeans and a polo shirt. He looked vital, and far too lethally male for any woman’s peace of mind. Especially at this early hour.
‘You’d better have a good reason for suggesting I rise and shine.’
Luc indicated the tray resting on the bedside pedestal. ‘Tea and toast. Fruit.’
She slid into a sitting position, realised she wasn’t wearing a thing and pulled the sheet high. ‘You made this?’
He sat down on the edge of the bed. ‘Don’t sound so surprised.’
‘Thank you.’ Her lips curved into a slight smile. ‘Presumably you want to get me out of bed, rather than keep me in it…so what gives?’
‘I plan to take the boat out onto the harbour for the day.’
Given the boat was a luxury cruiser moored at a marina, he’d obviously planned ahead. She had to ask. ‘Are you inviting anyone else along?’
‘No.’
Better and better. ‘What time do you want to leave?’
‘As soon as you’re ready.’
She looked beautifully tousled, her skin flushed from sleep, her eyes deep and lustrous. He reached forward and pushed a wayward lock of hair behind her ear.
There was a need to spend time with her, in order to help repair some of the damage caused by Celine’s interference.
‘Are you going to sit there and watch me eat?’
He looked completely relaxed, although even at ease there was a leashed quality evident. A sensual element that never failed to stir her emotions.
‘I’ve already had breakfast.’
She finished the tea and toast, then peeled the banana and ate it. ‘I need to shower.’
He caught up her silk wrap and handed it to her. ‘I’ll see you downstairs. Twenty minutes?’
She made it in fifteen, choosing jeans and a knit top over a bikini, and she’d snagged a sweater in case of a cool breeze.
The skies were an azure blue with hardly a cloud in sight, and there was warmth in the early-summer sun as they gained the large marina.
After a hectic week, the prospect of cruising the harbour seemed an idyllic way to spend the day. Luc’s cruiser was a sleek-looking craft with gleaming white paint, expensive fittings, and contained a roomy cabin, master suite and bathroom.
Within minutes of boarding Luc started the engines, then eased the craft out into open waters. Ana stood at his side, admiring the rocky promontories where beautiful harbour-side mansions dotted the landscape, the numerous coves and bays.
Craft in varying shapes and sizes were out on the harbour, some with definite destinations in mind, others just idly exploring the waterways or putting down anchor to try their luck at fishing.
The muted sound of the powerful engines was a pleasant background noise. ‘Are you meeting Jace at the airport?’
Luc spared her a quick glance. ‘His flight gets in late. He’ll take a cab to the hotel and call me in the morning.’
There were questions she wanted to ask, and she struggled with them, not willing to spoil the day or upset the delicately balanced truce they shared.
The sun rose higher in the sky, dappling the waters with reflected light, and around midday Luc cut the engines and dropped anchor.
‘Lunch. Do you want to eat in the cabin, or outside?’
‘Outside,’ Ana said without hesitation, and took bottled drinks from the cabin refrigerator while Luc unpacked the large chilled cooler.
Petros had been busy, she perceived as she checked out roast chicken, succulent ham, various salads, fresh bread rolls and fruit. It was a feast, and she set it out on plates, added cutlery, then sank onto one of the cushioned squabs.
Luc settled down opposite and layered a roll with chicken and salad, then bit into it with evident enjoyment.
Ana followed suit, reflecting a week ago she’d been in a different place, endeavouring to sort out a wealth of ambivalent emotions.
Would Luc have come after her if he hadn’t discovered she was pregnant? And if she’d demanded a divorce, would he have insisted on a reconciliation, or merely called his lawyer?
She wanted to know the answers, but she didn’t have the courage to ask the questions. What if the answers Luc gave weren’t what she wanted to hear?
Did he care for her, really care for her? Or was she merely a convenient wife who suited his needs?
In bed, they were in perfect accord. Out of it, she spent time trying to convince herself she should be content with the status quo.
A week ago, she’d thought she had choices and options. Now they’d been taken away from her.
‘I value what is mine. That’s a given.’
Value wasn’t love, she added silently. Would he have followed her to the Coast if she hadn’t been pregnant?
‘Yes.’
Her eyes widened beneath the tinted lens of her sunglasses. ‘You read minds?’
‘You have expressive features. Yes…I would have hauled you back to Sydney.’ He paused fractionally. ‘And no,’ he continued with chilling softness. ‘Not solely because I discovered you carry our child. Or as some form of misguided revenge for your father’s misappropriation of bank funds.’
Dared she believe him? She wanted to, desperately. The repetitive beep of a cellphone was an intrusion, and it took a few seconds to realise it was her own. The caller ID wasn’t one she recognised, and there was surprised relief as she read a text message from her father confirming his safe arrival in New York together with the name of his hotel.
Ana put a call through to Rebekah and relayed the news, then she cleared away the remains of their lunch while Luc fired up the engines and headed south towards Botany Bay.
It was so warm, she stripped down to her bikini, took time to cover every exposed inch of skin with sun-screen lotion, then she spread out a towel and let the sun and fresh salt air work their soporific magic.
She must have dozed, for when she woke the sun had moved lower in the sky. It was still warm, but she sat up and pulled on the knit top, then rose to her feet.
The engines were silent, and she saw Luc sprawled comfortably at ease near by, reading a novel.
At that moment he glanced up and discarded the book. ‘Ready to go home?’
‘Yes. Thank you,’ she added with sincerity.
Humour tugged the edges of his mouth. ‘For what, specifically?’
‘Organising the day.’
‘My pleasure. We’ll go out somewhere later for dinner.’
The thought of dressing up didn’t appeal. ‘Why not collect take-out and eat at home?’
‘Anything in particular?’
Crispy noodles, heaps of vegetables, prawns and rice. ‘Chinese?’
‘Done.’
She looked at him in surprise. ‘You’re not going to override me?’
‘Why would I do that?’ he queried, and caught the gleam in her eyes as she laughed.
‘You’re being indulgent.’
‘Is that such a terrible thing?’ His light, teasing drawl brought an answering smile to her lips.
She could almost imagine they had taken a step back in time to the early days of their marriage, only to dismiss the thought as being fanciful. Yet there was a part of her that wanted what they once shared…the affection, fun, the spontaneity. The uninhibited loving, when there had been no doubts and she retained few insecurities.
It was almost six when they left the marina. Luc stopped en route to Vaucluse and picked up Chinese take-out, which they ate with chopsticks directly out of containers seated at a table on the terrace. Oliver sat close by, eager with expectancy for the occasional morsel of food.
Afterwards they watched the sunset, the brilliant flaring of orange streaked with pink and purple, followed by the gradual fading of colour with the onset of dusk.
It had been a near-perfect day, and she was reluctant to have it end. Tomorrow would see a return to work, and in the evening they were due to dine out with Jace and Rebekah.
Let’s not forget Celine, Ana accorded silently on the edge of sleep. The woman was bound to wreak more havoc, given half a chance.