“Where does Rae sleep?” I quietly ask as we walk down the long hall.
“This wing of the estate is mine.” She points up ahead to another hallway. “We have our own living room and playroom here. Her room is that way, the third door on the right.”
She watches me as I peer down the hallway, trying to imagine what her room looks like. What kind of toys she likes and what they watch on TV. It’s been so long since I’ve just been at peace. The thought has the muscles in my body sagging with exhaustion.
“This place is so big.” I think about my condo in the city, which was really only a crash pad when I flew back from France.
“Yes, but living here as a family feels nice.” She shrugs one shoulder. “And Rae gets to grow up with a family and not just me.”
“She’s a good kid?” It’s a question, but I already know the answer as she nods. “I want to get to know her.”
“She’d like that.” When she looks up at me, I see a sparkle in her eyes.
I pause as I look down at her, and there’s so much that’s unsaid. “As soon as I could, I made my way to you.”
“Where have you been?” She’s pleading for the truth, but it’s too much for tonight.
“It’s complicated,” I answer honestly. “I’ll explain it all, but for now, I need to hold you.”
She softens against me and nods as we walk into her room. I take a moment to bolt the lock and feel a sense of relief that we’re finally alone. She slips off her shoes as she watches me, and I take off my jacket.
I’m silent, watching her slip off her dress and drape it over the chair nearby. She’s left in a simple black bra and matching panties, and I nod to them.
“All of it,” I demand, taking off my tie and tossing it next to my jacket.
She does as I ask, and I can’t take my eyes off of her naked body as I unbutton my shirt and remove my pants. She walks slowly over to the bed and keeps her eyes low as she climbs on.
I strip naked and walk over to join her, my cock heavy and hard between my legs. There’s no urgency like last time, no desperate stolen moment that could end at any second. This time, my need is greater than getting off, and it’s to just be with her.
She’s beautiful against the gold of the bed, and when she reaches for me, my chest aches. Without hesitation I get in the bed with her but turn her on her side so I can spoon in behind.
“I need to hold you.”
I close my eyes as her warm soft curves fit perfectly against me. Breathing in her scent of juniper berries and cinnamon feels like coming home after so many years away. Maybe that’s exactly what this is. My soul is coming home to its other half, and every inch of me knows it.
My arms tighten around her body as I kiss her neck and her shoulder. Every part of her is touching me, and still I want to get closer.
“Why does it feel this way?” she asks softly.
I press my nose to her neck and inhale as I kiss the same sweet spot. “Because you’re mine.” My hand slides over her hip and around her stomach. “Because we’re meant to be.” She turns in my arms and then looks at me. I lean up on my elbow as I tuck her hair behind her ear. “Because there’s no path in my life that doesn’t end with you.”
“Isaac.” Her voice is barely above a whisper as I bend down and touch my lips to her.
It’s soft at first, tentative and slow, but like a hungry wolf I can’t be leashed. In one swift motion, I sit up and pull her astride me at the same time. She wraps her legs around my back as I grab the shaft of my cock and hold it as she slowly sinks down. The breath in her throat catches, and I have to hold her steady as she tries to accommodate my size. She’s slick and ready, but she’s just as small as our first time, her first time.
“Still virgin tight,” I hiss when she sinks down an inch.
“Oh god, Isaac, it’s bigger.” She closes her eyes tight and rocks her hips as she takes more.
“All I did was think about this.” I tilt my head down and suck her nipple into my mouth. I feel her nails bite into my shoulders as she lowers further onto my cock. “I imagined you in every position while I spent days fucking you.”
Her slippery pussy clenches on me until she’s worked herself all the way down to the base of my cock. My hands grip hard on her hips as I kiss every bit of her I can reach.
“I just want to know one thing.” I hiss, moving her up and down. She moans as her clit rubs at the base, and she grinds on it. “Did you remember that I was the first one to have you, every time you touched your pussy?”
“Yes!” she cries out, head thrown back in ecstasy.
She’s moving quicker now, taking what she wants while I’m still in control. I’ve never seen anything more beautiful than her lost to pleasure.
“Get used to this dick, because it’s the last one you’ll ever have.” She clenches around me, and I grunt while I thrust into her. “It’s game over, Jill. I’m not ever losing you again.”
One little graze of my thumb over her clit, and she detonates. Her legs tense, her back arches, and ripples of pleasure cascade down her body.
“Always so eager to cum.”
Without waiting for her orgasm to finish, I flip us over and slam her into the mattress. I use one big hand to grab her wrists and pin them above her head as I truly let loose. I fuck into her hard and deep like I’m trying to make up for all those years apart. Like I need to erase all that time between us with my cock.
“Tell me you’re mine,” I growl as I thrust harder.
“Yours!” she shouts, and another orgasm is wrenched from her.
She’s soaking wet, and the sounds, the scent of her, all of it is driving me to the brink of insanity. She was my salvation behind those bars, and now that she’s under me, I’m going to worship her like my very own goddess.
My cock is sturdy and thick as I thrust one final time and release into her. The relentless pulse of her cunt around me is heaven, and I collapse on top of her. I know I’m heavy, but I can’t chance her getting away, so I pin her to the bed.
I feel her cling to me just as tightly, and I wonder if she’s thinking about when they dragged me away.
“Not this time,” I gasp, trying to catch my breath. “Not going anywhere.”
To my surprise it sounds like she’s crying, and I lean back to look at her.
“You can’t leave again,” she says as the tears fall from her eyes. “You have to promise me.”
“I swear it,” I say and take her face in both my hands. I give her a hard look that pledges my soul to hers. “Never again.”
This time when we make love, I hold her tight and look into her eyes until she comes apart in my arms. This moment is more than just a connection of bodies; we are binding our hearts as one.