Chapter 12

Isaac

I press her against the bed as I kiss down her body. I’m starved for her, and after the admission to Rae that I’m her father, I can hardly stay in my own skin. I’m so excited and happy that my joy is a living breathing thing outside of me. 

When I put Rae to bed, she hugged me tight, and I’d never known happiness inside me like that. What I have with Jillian is different and yet just as deep. I went from having nothing for so long to being utterly filled to the brim with love. 

“Naked. Now,” I command, and Jillian smiles at me as she wiggles out of her clothes. 

As I strip down, I don’t take my eyes off of her every move. It’s precise, and she’s doing it to torture me as she takes her time. 

“You’re making a meal out of teasing me, but you have no idea how hungry I am,” I warn, and she only smiles. 

With just her panties remaining, I smack her ass, and she cries out as I grab the edge and rip them off of her. 

“Isaac!” she calls out, the desire in her surprise evident to the both of us. 

A growl forms low in my chest as I palm my bare cock and kneel down next to the bed. I pull her down to the edge and kiss my way up the inside of her smooth, silky thigh. She moans and rolls her hips up until my mouth meets her waiting lower lips. 

“You smell like Christmas morning,” I hum, tracing my tongue between her lips. “I didn’t think I would ever have this again.” 

She calls out my name and grips my hair as I feast on her pussy. She’s warm and sticky against my mouth, and god, my body is weak. I want to worship her and take my time, but my instinct is to go fast and hard.

“Right there,” she moans as she holds my head and rocks her hips against me. She cums quickly, and I smile, loving how my girl is always so eager. 

She’s still pulsing as I get to my feet and bury my cock balls deep. I feel her orgasm squeeze around me tight and hot, and I fall on top of her, needing this connection. I need to know she’s real and safe and that nothing is going to come between us. 

I kiss her breasts and suck on her nipples as I thrust and thrust. My body has taken over, and I plant my feet to find purchase. I can’t get deep enough, because I want to swallow her whole. Every beat of my heart is telling me to demand, to own, and I do it. 

“Mine,” I growl, as if saying it out loud will scare away all those demons I’ve held on to for so long. 

Alone in that cage I would hardly dare dream of this. I didn’t want to get my hopes up or to think that it might be a possibility one day. I thought I would die behind those bars having only tasted her once, but it would have been worth it. 

“You’re my everything.” I plead for her to understand and to see my pain. “I can’t ever lose you again.” 

“Never.” She takes my face in both her hands, and I plunge into her over and over. 

“I love you.” 

The words are my vow in this moment just as much as it will be on our wedding day. She’ll have my last name, along with my heart, and it will be that way until the end of forever. 

“I love you, Isaac.” 

Her back arches, and she stills as another orgasm flows over her. She’s so fucking beautiful when she comes apart in my arms, and I’m just the lucky bastard that gets to witness it for the rest of our lives. 

When I finally let myself finish inside of her, it’s so hard that I have to brace my hands on the mattress to keep from passing out. I see black spots in my vision as my soul leaves my body and floods into her. It’s rough and fast but no less beautiful as we connect in the most intimate way. 

I cradle her in my arms and wrap my body around hers. I’m still hard, and my wet cock is pressed between us, demanding and proud. 

“Does it ever go down?” she jokes, the sound of sleep in her voice. 

“Not when you’re naked and in my arms.” I kiss the top of her head and close my eyes. “Just ignore it.” 

“How am I supposed to do that?” I feel her push her soft belly against it, and I smile. 

“You’re playing with fire.” 

“Maybe I’m cold.” When I open my eyes, I see her smiling up at me with those wicked eyes. 

“I will never deny you anything.” I tuck her hair behind her ear, and her expression turns serious. “I’m a rich man, Jillian. I know you have your own money, but you and Rae will never do without. Not while I’m here.” 

“I know.” She slides her hands across my chest. 

“What if she’s the reason I’m here?” I ask, and Jillian cocks her head to the side in confusion. “What if somehow, some way, Rae wished for me and I appeared?” 

“We have to tell her to be careful what she wishes for.” Jillian smiles. “I’m not ready for a herd of unicorns.” 

I laugh as I roll her over and pin her to the bed. I’m inside her in one smooth stroke and just hold myself there, feeling her wrapped around me. 

“I’ll take anything if it means getting to have you both.” 

“I agree.” She clenches around me, and I lean down to kiss her. 

“Christmas isn’t over yet,” I say as I begin to slowly thrust. 

“Oh?” she asks around a moan. 

“I plan on giving you presents every day until this time next year.” 

“If this is your present,” she says, grabbing my ass, “I’m more than happy to receive it.” 

“I’ll be your very own Santa.” 

“I think that sounds like the best gift of all.” 

When my lips find hers, our kiss is filled with more than words could ever say. We were destined to be together no matter how rocky the road to find each other was. Our souls are connected in this life and the ones beyond, and I can’t wait to spend the rest of our lives making up for lost time.