WE’D BEEN DRINKING CHAMPAGNE WHEN I FOUND IT

Like a man clearing the table

with his backhand, this lightning.

This is the rotation of concern, weatherman says,

pointing to a milky swirl

before the box goes black. Attack.

Good line for a pantoum, I think.

You add vinegar to the boiling water

to poach eggs, then swirl a churning well,

crack the egg in quick

so it cooks tight.

This is the rotation of—

 We are poached in this black box, outside

 the black night boils,

 cracks. What separates—X

of masking tape on the windows. Hurricane-

proof.

This is a warning from your Emergency Broadcast—

Lightning

makes glass

when it strikes sand. Lightning

strikes twice, at times.

When poaching, you don’t want legs

of egg, sloppy strings. That’s why you carve

a well into the water—

On Monday the doctor will X-ray,

say the fibrous lump I found some hours ago

 on my breast (Left mass, twelve o’clock, he’ll note on the bill)

is but a cyst.

Cross my heart. As yet,

I don’t know this,

or anything, much.

This is the rotation of

This is the rotation of

This is the rotation of concern. Hey hey.

The Doom Pantoum.

This is a warning from—

  Before the storm,

we’d been dining on the deck.

Champagne, why not.

(We thought like that, then.)

Champagne for all my real friends, and real pain for all my sham ones,

my Irish grandmother used to say.

(Died of cancer. Breast.)

How this all started—do you remember—

your watch beeped the hour, and a lightning bug fell

into my well

 of champagne. Hey.