THE WELCOMING

Distance was the house from which I welcomed you.

Time, time was the house, and to welcome you

I strung garlands of eggshells and rubies.

Thirsty, I welcomed you, you the salt

sucked from the tips of braids

after running from the ocean of someone else’s childhood.

I turned the skeleton key. I welcomed you from the narthex

of invisible churches.

There at the marble bar at the Folies-Bergère

I welcomed you in the mirror,

waving my chartreuse tumbler,

wearing my velvet choker, wafting my nocturnal perfume.

On the subway of extranjeros

I patted the empty seat beside me.

I foraged for you in welcome. Like a bottlenose dolphin,

I tore sponge from the sea floor

covered my beautiful nose with it and dug between barnacled rocks.

Yes I welcomed you with my efficient body.

I welcomed you from the house of memory,

where I am lonely.

Again I vow not to think about whether you arrived,

or in what state.

Just that I was there, welcoming

with a singed collar, with a bee balmed in amber,

with an oyster cracker, a seashell full of champagne.

I welcomed you from a house of needles.

I welcomed you from the fists of babies.

Standing on the doormat

of my black shadow,

with a beginner’s brow, with a hoop of angels,

with the ache of unlit candles,

I welcomed you.