January 9
The first day of my new life. I had to meet with my teacher and the principal. Mom and Dad were there too. I confessed everything and said I was sorry, but I wasn’t. Not even a tiny bit. It was best to play along, let them think I’m still the person I used to be. I wanted to seem sorry even though I just wanted to laugh in their faces. Spit on them! They said he had a concussion and he would have to stay home all next week. How could he have a concussion? He doesn’t even have a brain!
At lunch a few people stared at me but no one was brave enough to do anything. As soon as I looked back, they turned around. Fucking wusses. His buddy was there and gave me cut-eye, of course. He looked like he was thinking about doing something. I walked over and punched him in the ear. He was just about to hit back, but I threatened him with a fork. Soon it will be his turn to carry my tray.
After school some of my old friends came up to me and wanted to talk, but I told them to go to hell. I don’t have any friends anymore. Instead I picked a fight with Jonas. His ugly clothes have always annoyed me. I hit him in the stomach until he fell down. I saw the fear in his eyes. So fucking awesome.
To do:
1. Start working out
2. Get a switchblade
3. Visit the concussion