SUPER HETEROSEXUAL ME WEARS WOMEN’S JEANS BECAUSE THE FIRST TIME

I watched porn

with other men

I was fourteen.

They were Sicilian.

They joked about

being straight

off the boat.

We would’ve swung

at anyone calling

our asses tushes.

In a well-lit living

room we sat

with Jesus & the

Virgin watching

us. A man &

woman squeaked

springs. Anxiously,

we breathed.

The phone

rang bareback.

The plastic

covered sofa

moaned as loudly

as we did

when the VCR

needed fixing.

With pillows

embroidered with

lilies, we

suffocated our

crotches, stopped

our leaked

electrical, until

we could not

& like French

guns, ponf, we

went off.