Contents

About the Author

By Saskia Sarginson

Dedication

Prologue

Part One

One: Cat, March 1983

Two: Sam, March 1983

Three: Cat, March 1983

Four: Sam, March 1983

Five: Cat, March 1983

Six: Sam, March 1983

Seven: Cat, March 1983

Eight: Sam, March 1983

Nine: Cat, March 1983

Ten: Sam, April 1983

Eleven: Cat, April 1983

Twelve: Sam, April 1983

Thirteen: Cat, April 1983

Fourteen: Sam, April 1983

Fifteen: Cat, April 1983

Sixteen: Sam, April 1983

Seventeen: Cat, May 1983

Eighteen: Sam, June 1983

Nineteen: Cat, June 1983

Twenty: Sam, June 1983

Part Two

Twenty-One: Cat, February 1984

Twenty-Two: Sam, February 1984

Twenty-Three: Cat, August 1985

Twenty-Four: Sam, August 1985

Twenty-Five: Cat, October 1985

Twenty-Six: Sam, October 1985

Twenty-Seven: Cat, February 1986

Twenty-Eight: Sam, June 1986

Twenty-Nine: Cat, July 1987

Part Three

Thirty: Sam, March 1988

Thirty-One: Cat, June 1988

Thirty-Two: Sam, December 1989

Thirty-Three: Cat, January 1990

Thirty-Four: Sam, March 1990

Thirty-Five: Cat, August 1990

Thirty-Six: Sam, August 1990

Thirty-Seven: Cat, October 1990

Thirty-Eight: Sam, October 1990

Thirty-Nine: Cat, October 1990

Part Four

Forty: Sam, April 1991

Forty-One: Cat, May 1991

Forty-Two: Sam, January 1993

Forty-Three: Cat, January 1993

Forty-Four: Sam, September 1994

Forty-Five: Cat, September 1994

Forty-Six: Sam, September 1994

Forty-Seven: Cat, July 2001

Forty-Eight: Cat, September 2004

Forty-Nine: Sam, September 2004

Fifty: Cat, September 2004

Epilogue

Author’s Note

Acknowledgements

Prologue