hotel bone
the job
B R Dionysius knocks on my window one morning
flesh on glass seems to create its own separate taste
upon the middle-eastern-mayhem blasting from a radio somewhere
in the vicinity of this maze
and I almost mistake the tapping for someone else;
asking me to move my car again
people being restless,
restless, restless
into the Ramadhan air
and my dreamtime has little chance
of getting me into that party
but B R is present now
to offer me an assignment,
we sit in my mouse-trap kitchen, my boardinghouse atmosphere,
nothing short of a Casbah
as we gesture and negotiate the terms of a future poetry reading
with the flair of African mercenaries
over drinks out of tainted crystal
it reminds me of the reason
for why I came here in the first place
and B R with his good vibes
as always
neglecting to comment on the ectoplasmic-urine of this stucco shell;
this chasm for my reinvention
taking it day by day
and just accepting it,