MIXED GIRL

After Angel Nafis and Terrance Hayes

Mixed Girl, White Mother

Mixed Girl, Black Father

Yes, really

Mixed Girl, White Mother’s Hair

Black Father’s Lips

patient while you pick and choose

what’s exotic enough

sighs thru tired jokes about how she only gets half of

Martin Luther King Day off work

White Mother’s Guilt

Black Father’s Survival

Survivor’s Guilt

Passing

wonders if it’s called passing because something dies inside each time

carries her blackness like Peter Pan’s shadow shot down and

stitched desperately back to her heels

Mixed Girl also Fat

Yes, Fat

Fat, Mixed Girl reconciled the word Fat

passes slowly, a heavy drop of water

passes race but not weight limits

sighs thru tired jokes about black men loving fat white women

living punchline

Fat, Mixed Girl also Queer

Yes, Really

Queer, Fat, Mixed Girl’s pronouns are

She/Her/Your Majesty

femme

triple threat invisible

double agents as Straight Shameful White Lady

sighs thru tired jokes about greed

as sexual orientation

admits to having mostly had relationships

with cis-men

no less attracted to women tho

no less attracted to non-binary beauty tho

probably thinks you’re cute

probably wants to make out with you

Yes, you

Queer, Fat, Mixed Girl is a Feminist

No shit.

Yes, Feminist

Feminist, Queer, Fat, Mixed Girl is full body intersection

passing whiteness, passing straightness,

passing weakness

makes her a conceal carry revolt

has one common enemy

aims to gut the white supremacist patriarchy

rouge her cheeks with his blood

Feminist

Queer

Fat

Mixed

Girl

knows he will

never

ever

see her

coming