MY SUGAR, MY SWEET

You were baking a magnificent cake

3 tiers of white buttercream

Enough to share with all our friends

You said all you needed was a little more sugar

You went to the neighbors to borrow a cup

And did not come back for 3 days

When you finally crawled into bed

You slept thru Thanksgiving

All winter you ran next door

For sugar, you said

For us, you said

That magnificent cake, you said, just needed a little more sugar

It would all be so perfect if I would just trust you

If I would stop asking so many fucking questions

All your sweetness traded for sugar

When you tried to trade my sweetness too

I changed the locks

You moved into the apartment next door

Promised her our cake

Now the neighbor pours sugar into the bottomless cup where

Your nose used to be.