When a steady round of indecipherable sounds blared across the speakers and the plane rocked from side to side, the hair on Sadie’s arms stood up. Chattering broke out among the passengers. Was something wrong? Tension began in her jaw. With her eyes shut tight, she began the Hail Mary.
She forced a breath as soon as the cracking ceased. The pilot uttered a sincere sounding apology and announced he was preparing to land. The front of the plane tilted downward, and she gripped the armrest. She rested her head back. The tiny pillow molded to her neck. A rippling started in her stomach, and as she held her breath, the plane shook. A rocky descent wasn’t about to change her mood. A few tears filled her eyes. After the year she’d endured, nothing was going to stop her. It had taken time to for her muster up the courage to move forward, however she’d embraced the things that mattered.
Sadie reached into her red patent leather bag, took out a tissue, and patted her cheeks. Raccoon eyes wouldn’t match her pretty cobalt blue jacket. Recollections of when she was a teenager, sitting in the family room and watching the Oscars with her parents, flashed in her head. She’d finally made it to California. She had to admit the allure of her favorite celebrities as they strolled down the red carpet never got old. It was exhilarating to say the least. Her heart flip-flopped in anticipation of a week with two of the most caring people she’d ever met, her best friends. Their generous offer to take her on a much-needed girls vacation to celebrate the end of her chemotherapy had kept her from giving up during the difficult days.
The worst year of her life was finally over. With an open mind and a grateful heart, she anticipated each new opportunity. A second chance was a gift. This time around, she’d relish in what life had to offer. It was a blessing how well-being had replaced a relentless sense of doom. A celebratory trip with her best friends was merely the beginning of a bright new chapter. Cancer didn’t win. Maybe she was a little too positive, if that was at all possible. LA, here I come!
“Are you okay?” Millie asked as she tapped Sadie lightly on her arm.
“I’m wonderful,” she immediately responded. Nothing could come close to the feeling of relief when her doctor had announced she was cancer free. The dark cloud over her head had finally lifted. “These are happy tears.” Sadie grabbed her friend’s hand and gave a squeeze. Gratitude settled deep into her heart. “I’m so excited. My friends are the best.” She held a thumb up and smiled.
Millie snuggled up close. “You deserve it.”
Sadie chuckled to herself. Millie was the motherly type, and Sadie appreciated the way her friend always listened to her when she spoke, unlike Jill, who liked to be the center of attention. Nevertheless, she adored them both. Tall and slender with long auburn hair, Millie carried herself with the grace of a high fashion model, and her gentle and caring nature fit the role of pre-school teacher. Jill was all of five feet, but she knew how to take control of a room. Those big brown eyes, sleek black Sassoon haircut, and the comedic way she told a story gripped ’em every time. Sadie realized wholeheartedly that Jill’s hilarious take on life at the strangest times had helped her cope after surgery. They were a unique threesome for sure. Although different, they complimented each other perfectly.
“You sure do, honey,” Jill joined in. Her dangling silver earrings swayed as she gave a nod. “Land this baby and let the fun begin.” She tugged on the strap on her seatbelt and it snapped tight. “You’re a real doll, and we love you.”
“I love you too. Both of you. We all deserve a vacation. We’ve been through so much together.” Sadie settled low in her seat. She closed her eyes again and said a silent thank you.
When she opened them, the comfort of her gal pals arms laced through hers made her smile. Clarity came at a price, however difficult. Maybe she was being emotional, but her unexpected illness had allowed her to see things more clearly. The tiny space of the three-seat row was a safe cocoon, and as she observed the breathtaking scenery outside the window, she let out a peaceful sigh. Cottony white clouds moved aside, as if to allow her to see the cavernous space below.
She wasn’t going to let an opportunity to explore new adventures pass her by. Things wouldn’t have gone so smooth if she hadn’t had Millie and Jill by her side. Close to her heart stood each milestone they’d shared. How else would they get through first loves, breakups, family crisis, and most importantly, summer breaks?
A diagnosis of breast cancer wasn’t going to define her. Instead, she rallied and took it on with a vengeance. Although her scars from a lumpectomy had healed well, her emotional state of mind had gone through a whirlwind of changes. Sadie gained comfort knowing how her mother had beat it. Her pride for the brave woman increased with each year, not only for the way she excelled in the hospital as an emergency room nurse, but instead of feeling sorry for herself during treatment, she had developed and nurtured an undeniable passion for photography.
Hopefully, she’d find the perfect piece to add to her mom’s collection of sea shells on vacation. There was nothing like living at the beach. Even though travel gave her a lift, her little cottage nestled a few blocks from the beach was where she found solace. She’d never settle for life without the scent of the sea air, a group of friendly neighbors, the sand between her toes, and the ocean breeze.
A few more bumps made her stomach flip, but she endured.
Jill closed her eyes, and Millie bit the side of her mouth.
“We’ll be fine.” Sadie gave them each a pat on the leg.
She reached down into her purse to search for a mint, and lifted out a worn-out get well card from her students. A small token, signed by all of them, yet she’d appreciated it. What a thoughtful gesture. The other things she’d taken for granted, like ice cream, morning coffee, trips to the hair salon, and shopping on a Saturday afternoon, all seemed like a special treat now. With a busy life, the simple things had taken a back seat. Not anymore.
Sadie found a packet of mints, opened the top, and popped one in her mouth, then carefully slid the card into a large side pocket and zipped it up. She took out a pocket mirror, flipped it open, rearranged her long, swooping bangs, and fluffed up the rest of her trendy, short hair. The lighter shade of blonde her hairdresser had convinced her to try went well with her hazel eyes. Optimism surged through her body as if she’d won the lottery. No more fretting over things like whether she’d ever get a raise, or letting schedules get in the way of living in the moment. Sadie craned her neck to get a glimpse of the magnificent view of LA, and she chewed on her bottom lip. We made it.
The wheels of the plane hit the ground smoothly, and as she exhaled, Sadie put her hands together in prayer. What a relief to have made it safe and sound. She wasn’t afraid to fly, but with all of the commotion, it was good to be on the ground. Six hours of sitting still wasn’t in her skillset. Sadie knew it’d be a long day, due to the time difference, but she looked forward to every minute of this fabulous adventure. Juggling a small overnight bag, she stood, awaiting the line of passengers as they lined the aisle.
“Hurry, here’s our chance.” Jill tugged Sadie’s sleeve.
They giggled as they shoved one another like happy kids at an amusement park. Sadie’s heart skipped a beat. What a thrill to be headed to a great hotel where she could lounge at the pool, instead of lying around feeling like crap. A clean bill of health had to be taken seriously. Things had the potential of turning out so much worse.
“Tommy must miss me already. He’s texting me a step-by-step account of his day,” Jill blabbed as she rolled her eyes and pushed a strand of hair behind her ears, her heels clicking on the ramp to the airport. “I’m so over his smothering and his immature attitude and need to control me. In reality, I’m in the driver’s seat.”
“Don’t complain, Jill. You’re lucky to be one step ahead of him at all times.” Millie gave a confident nod as she ran her hand along the side of her perfectly pressed pants. “Mine is probably glad he’s free for the week. This way he can veg out after work in his shorts and order take-out. I think he likes it better when I’m not around.”
Sadie admired Jill’s bubbly disposition and the way it was reflected in her style. A pair of dark blue designer jeans, a crisp white shirt, and shiny red shoes, along with a matching belt made her stand out in a crowd. Unlike herself, who usually preferred a more conservative approach to fashion, until most recently. In the past, it was important to her to always look professional. You never knew when you might be faced with a networking situation. Her transformation had begun with the trip. She was proud of the way she paired up a cute pair of tan capris with a taupe sleeveless shirt and a form-fitting sweater. Change was a good thing.
“We all agreed that this week is a girls’ event. It’s all about us. Remember?” Sadie kept her voice low, not wanting to sound bossy.
“You’re right,” Millie said.
Jill shook her head and gave a mischievous grin. “Hmm…”
“Promise you won’t laugh when you see me in my new bikini.” Sadie grinned.
Maybe if she had a guy of her own, she’d feel differently, but maybe not. There wasn’t time for a serious relationship. The life of a drama teacher didn’t end when the bell rang. With the spring production of Pippin being cast as soon as she got back, her focus was her work. It had been her whole world. For a second, she found herself back in line, waiting to read for Miss Nolan for the lead in the senior play. The role fit her like a glove. Sadie shook her head to free herself of the memories. What was the point in reliving the past? It wasn’t meant to be. Back to reality.
“This is our chance to walk around with no makeup, relax on the beach, shop ’til we drop, if we feel like it, and eat dessert every night. Okay, we can shave our legs. But no worrying about your relationships. Those are the rules.” Sadie stood in line to pick up her luggage. While she waited for her bags to arrive, she checked her messages.
“Finally. There’s our stuff. Come on, you two.”
She nearly collided with a person who had the same idea as she jolted to retrieve her belongings. “Excuse me.” When she saw the irritated look on the woman’s face Sadie decided to wait her turn, and she stepped aside. Time was too valuable to waste it arguing.
Once the girls grabbed their luggage, Jill flagged down an attendant, and he came over and piled the bags on a cart. Sadie picked up the pace as they headed out of the airport. Life had been on hold long enough. She’d placed her teaching career high on the priority list and let her own need sometimes take a back seat. It was all about balance. A half-year on the sofa in her fluffy slippers and soft pajamas had forced her to look deep inside.
A limo driver holding a sign with Layne in big, bold letters waited near the exit. “Here’s our ride,” Sadie eagerly announced.
“You go, girlfriend,” Jill bolstered as she cracked her chewing gum.
Once they boarded the shiny, black car she’d previously arranged, Sadie peered out of the window, not wanting to miss a thing. It wouldn’t be long before she dug her toes in the white sand at the beaches. She’d convinced her friends they should do their own thing instead of booking with a travel agent. They’d accumulated magazines and books on Los Angeles and the surrounding areas. It was better to be spontaneous and seize the moment.
She opened her top button and ran a hand across her neck, welcoming the warmth as the beams of bright sun hit the back seat through the open sunroof. After a brutal winter stuck indoors, she was eager to peel off her layers and expose a little skin. She couldn’t wait to slip into her new, hot pink bathing suit. The few extra pounds she’d put on last fall came off during the long winter on chemo. She wasn’t complaining, but now that she was able to exercise, the process of toning up had begun.
Her cheeks tingled from smiling so much, and her heart nearly leaped out of her chest.
“Okay, ladies. Here we are,” the driver announced as he peeked in the rearview mirror.
The middle-aged man with olive colored skin and a friendly face, dressed in office casual attire, had made a good impression. His driving skills topped most of the cab drivers back home. He pulled over to the curb, hopped out, and opened the back door.
He pulled a business card out of his pocket and handed it to Sadie. “If you need a ride, I’d be glad to accommodate. It’s not easy to find your way in the city.”
“I’m not sure what we’re doing. Thank you.” Sadie hesitated, but she had to admit it was something to think about.
“I have discounted rates for a group,” he happily added.
“That’s great. Thank you.” She slipped him a generous tip.
Sadie turned and stared up at the huge hotel. “This place is in a prime spot in the heart of LA. Did you see the theater we passed?” She held one arm out. “I’ve seen some of the award shows televised from in there.” It was surreal to be in front of the place where academy award nominees had stopped for interviews before the show. She squinted and slipped on her sunglasses. The warm breeze lifted her bangs, and she quickly ran her fingers along them. “I can feel the difference in the air.” She drew in a breath. Life couldn’t get any better.
A young man wearing a white shirt with the hotel’s name on his lapel pushed a large cart. He smiled as he piled on their luggage and led the way inside.
“I can’t believe this place. Do you see the cars dropping people off? Big bucks. I feel like a celebrity.” Jill stood tall and began a confident strut up to the entrance.
“You look like one too,” Sadie remarked as she curled her lips up and mimicked a whistle.
Together, they entered a lobby grand enough to suit a queen. A huge, gold water fountain graced the main room. Modern chandeliers added an air of sophistication. Shiny, white floors made the entrance warm and inviting. They approached a rounded, granite front desk with a smiling staff dressed in tailored, navy blue jackets. The sweet scent of fresh flowers welcomed them.
“I can’t wait to see our room.” Millie’s eyes were as wide as sand dollars.
“This place is too good to be true.” Jill turned her head back and forth like a wind-up doll.
Sadie took charge at the desk. Someone needed to be in control. Even though she tried to appear calm and collected on the outside, her mind raced with a detailed list of all the places she wanted to visit. The little tourist book on LA her mother had given her sat on the coffee table, and it became her go-to whenever she needed a reminder of what was around the corner. She’d memorized it from cover to cover. Her blood shot through her veins, sending her nerve endings hopping.
A young man smiled as he assisted her with the check-in. “Enjoy your stay, Ms. Layne.”
“Oh, I will. Thank you.” Sadie strutted across the lobby with adrenaline surging through her body.
The buzzing of tourists making their way through the entryway made it seem like Christmas, and she never wanted this feeling to end.
“Let’s stop for coffee.” Sadie hadn’t had her caffeine quota for the day. And besides, this trip was about spontaneity.
“Good idea. I sure could use a pick-me-up.” Jill trotted ahead and led the way to the coffee shop in the middle of the atrium.
The wide open area lined with pretty greenery and bright orange tables with padded matching chairs was crowded. People gathered around in small groups, some with their laptops. Many of them wore name tags with a romance writer’s logo on them. A sign in front of a wide hallway announced a writer’s conference. It didn’t bother Sadie. It made the place more exciting. She scanned her surroundings as they ordered their favorite specialty drinks.
“I’m dying for a mocha latte with mounds of whipped cream on top. Give me sweets.” Sadie’s mouth watered as she shuffled her feet and wiggled her hips.
“You’re craving sugar like you haven’t had any in days.” Jill always told it like it was.
“Sorry, I’m giddy over finally being here.” Sadie’s head spun as she raised her shoulders. She took a deep breath. The type of anxiety she was experiencing was the good kind, perfect for enhancing your senses.
“The time difference will do that to you, but it’s worth it. We’re going to have a blast.” Jill picked up the tray and carried their coffees to a sitting area. “Let’s check out the place from down here.” She stopped to grab a couple of napkins from the counter. “We should have been born rich. I could get used to staying in places like this.”
“You’re a nut, but I love you,” Sadie said as she followed her.
“Wait for me,” Millie shouted. “I was drooling over the cupcake display,” she confessed, licking her lips.
Jill’s heel wobbled and she tripped as Millie rushed to meet up with them.
Sadie jumped in to break her fall. “Be careful.” Jill’s slip and fall reminded Sadie of a Miss America toppling over onstage in a pair of stilettos. “Are you okay?” She took hold of Jill’s arm.
“I’m fine.” Jill gave a sigh. “Maybe I should have worn my flats.”
“Here, sit down.” Sadie placed her bag down and pulled out a chair. She waited until her friend sat, and then she plopped in the seat beside her. Millie joined them.
“This place is prettier than I’d expected. It’s larger too. I’m thrilled to be here with you both,” Sadie said. “Now, this is what I call a scrumptious splurge,” Sadie said, gingerly lifting the lid. A big dollop of luscious, white fluffy whipped cream, laced with a touch of cinnamon, made her mouth water. Heavenly. “I’ve missed you so,” she proclaimed as she put her fingertips together and kissed them. “Perfection!”
Nothing had tasted good while she was on chemo, and she hadn’t been able to tolerate anything cold or enjoy a cup of coffee. She sipped her latte, as happy as a hippie in the wild; her spirit was free.
“We made it.” Sadie raised her coffee cup.
“Friends forever,” Jill toasted. She took a gulp of her drink, crinkled up her nose, and rubbed her stomach. Her complexion faded from peachy to pale. “I can’t believe I’m getting cramps.”
“What a bummer. I’m so tired I could drop,” Millie added as she let out a yawn. “Go figure. Do you think a strong cup of coffee would help? I guess it’s all the hype of traveling. Hopefully, I’ll be as good as new after a shower.” She straightened her shoulders and gave a tiny grin.
“No time for whining. This is our vacation. I urged you two to try to get a full night’s sleep before we got on the plane. Come on, let’s go up to our room, and I’ll tuck you both in for a nap.” It may have sounded like a joke, but she wanted her friends to make a speedy recovery. There wasn’t a minute to waste. Sadie stood, gathered the empty cups, and tossed them in a nearby trash receptacle.
On the way upstairs, she stopped at the desk and asked for the bellhop to bring up their luggage. She pushed her bag up on her shoulder and walked with her friends to the elevator. Plush gray and burgundy carpet led the way to a hallway with lovely gold sconces that added to the ambience. An alluring floral scent surrounded the area. Oversized, undressed windows at the end of the hall allowed a glimpse of the glorious city.
When they arrived at their room, the bellhop was waiting for them. “Great, our luggage got here before we did.” Sadie opened her change purse and took out a few dollars. She handed it to the young man.
“Thank you. Do you need anything else?”
“I think we’re good for now.”
He nodded then made his way down the hall and slipped around the corner.
“What a little hot tamale,” Jill said as she stood behind the girls.
Sadie turned and gave her a light pinch on the arm.
“Ouch,” Jill chirped.
“Be good.” Sadie slipped the card in the slot on the door.
Once they were inside, her friends scurried in opposite directions.
Sadie’s jaw dropped as she stared out of the wall of windows. “Would you look out here?”
She went over to the window in a trance-like state, her body as light as a ballerina’s. A magnificent backdrop of the city of Los Angeles was right outside for their enjoyment. The Hollywood sign sat on the hills, and it was an enthralling focal point with the glistening sun offering a stream of light into their room. A clear, bright blue sky allowed an unobstructed view.
“I get the side of the bed closest to the window.” She put in her bid and moved over to the entertainment center and turned on the radio. She turned to find Millie’s suitcase sitting in the corner, and Jill was slouched in an arm chair with her feet on top of an ottoman.
Invigorated and ready to get the trip started, Sadie rolled up her sleeves and hurried to get organized. She hummed along with It’s My Life by Bon Jovi playing on the radio as she reached deep into the side pocket of her suitcase.
“I have the task of unpacking down to a science, since the last time we went on a trip, when I spent more time ironing than sight-seeing.” Fortunately, the closet was huge and stocked with plenty of hangers. Once she’d finished and slid her luggage in a corner hideaway, she was ready to explore the hotel.
Jill had already curled up in the chair under a chenille throw, and Millie was tucked in bed, the covers up to her neck, with her eyes half-closed.
“You’ve got to be kidding. Right?”
The dark circles under Millie’s eyes popped out from under her foundation, and it looked like she’d been up for days. Jill moaned as she held a pillow against her belly.
“It looks like I’m going out by myself.” Sadie stared down at them with her shoulders slumped. She sighed and shook her head, disappointed but determined. “All right. Feel better.” She opened the door and turned around to face them. “Do you want me to bring you back anything?”
A couple of headshakes were all the pooped-out pair could muster.
“I’ll be downstairs checking it out if you need me.” She was off. By the size of the place, she was bound to find something of interest to keep her busy while her friends rested. Although, she wouldn’t venture too far off path without them.
The elevator made the journey down as quickly as a roller coaster. When she stepped out, a beautiful upscale restaurant caught her eye. A crystal clear glass entryway led the way to a grand room with high back leather booths, lovely vintage pottery filled with fresh flowers, and intimate, tastefully adorned tables. Sadie wandered over to take a look at the menu posted on the outside and she made a mental note to make a reservation. She’d budgeted for this celebration, and no-frills dining was definitely not the way to go. Millie and Jill’s generosity in insisting on a gift of the plane fare was more than she’d dreamed of.
An extra wide hallway in the far right corner of the lobby housed an aisle with all types of items scattered on them. She’d noticed it when they’d first arrived. Now was the ideal time to sneak a close peek. Posters of book covers sat on easels and tables with magnets, calendars, pens, candy, and bookmarks that enticed her. She stopped alongside a display with candies wrapped in clear paper and tied with a red bow, and picked up a booklet with an eye-catching, bright blue cover.
As she flicked through it a couple of women with lanyards around their necks stood beside her, smiled, and loaded up their bags. The space suddenly got crowded, and she edged her way to the end of the display table. She scanned a shiny postcard of a bare-chested man with thick, black hair. He held a woman around the waist as they stood side by side. Heat formed on her cheeks. The cover model looked familiar.
After focusing, she raised her hand to her face, her mouth dropping open. She had no idea Vince from her theater workshop was a model, and she couldn’t take her eyes off his chest. He was good looking, but his body had changed. He’d added a six-pack since she’d last seen him without a shirt, when they used to hang out down by the water back home in Point Pleasant Beach.
Sadie picked up the promo card with Vince’s photo on front, turned it over, and read the book blurb. It sounded intriguing, and she actually considered reading a romance by the pool. A sign on a stand at the beginning of the aisle listed the times for a book fair open to the public. If she had time, she’d stop by. Falling in love wasn’t something she’d thought about lately, but after she read the teaser, she had second thoughts. It had been a long time since she’d felt a pair of strong arms around her.
Her ex-boyfriend, Aiden, didn’t really count. She was glad the fellow teacher had finally gotten the hint and moved on. She’d resigned to the fact that they were only two people who had kept each other company while they waited for the right person to come along. Lately, she’d rather throw on a pair of fuzzy slippers and a cozy robe and watch television with a bowl of popcorn on a Saturday evening.
She inconspicuously slipped a few of the freebie items into her bag and snuck a peek over her shoulder. You never knew when a bag clip or jar opener would come in handy. Friendly glances and cordial hellos from the people in the downstairs area of the hotel helped her let go of the awkwardness that took hold of her emotions. By the looks of the others without badges loading up on the goodies, she realized the promotion hallway was open to the public.
Out of the corner of her eye, she spotted a small crowd gathered around someone standing next to one of the ballroom entrances. Sadie wandered over to get a glimpse. When the group cleared, she moved closer and found her old theater classmate standing in front of an oversized easel. It housed an advertisement for what looked like a television show. He was here in person. Vince De Carlo had been working out. He’d transformed into a different person since they’d performed together at the neighborhood theater. She’d felt the same old twinge in her gut when they ran into one another at the reunion, but who knew that under his clothes he had such an amazing body? He’d never mentioned a thing about posing for a romance cover. Anyway, it was his business.
She steadied herself and tried to focus. Tremors began in her hands, and she started a round of abdominal breaths before she got closer. Why was she so nervous? She’d given up on him years ago. If he’d wanted to ask her out, he would have.
Inching her way closer to the hunky, dark-haired man, she moistened her lips. She practically drooled once she got close enough to get a glimpse of his dazzling blue eyes. Her gaze dropped to his muscular thighs, admiring the way the tight pair of designer jeans hugged them just right. His crisp, white shirt was opened enough to let her sneak a peek at his chest, and her knees nearly buckled.
What the heck was happening? Was she getting a flu or were her desires resurfacing? She never expected to be overcome with hidden emotions. This was supposed to be a girls’ getaway, yet she was still young, and after all, it was the season for romance. Maybe all of the smoldering images scattered around the lobby stirred something inside of her.
Sadie shook off the nerves, straightened her posture, and sucked her stomach in. Her new motto was taking chances and living life to the fullest. Here goes. She slowly approached her old theater partner. Hopefully he’d be happy to see her, and she wouldn’t make a fool out of herself in the middle of an upscale hotel. Her heart picked up speed and a hot flash hit her hard.
“Hi, Vince. I’m surprised to run into you here.” She offered a big smile. Relief washed over her when his expression brightened. Hopefully he didn’t notice her schoolgirl jitters.
“Sadie Layne. I can’t believe it.” He smiled back at her and held his hands out. “I haven’t seen you since the reunion last year.”
“I know. It was great to get together with the old gang. I can’t believe we graduated over ten years ago.”
Small talk was a good start for now. Vince leaned in and gave her a friendly embrace. She hadn’t expected that. He held onto her shoulders as he pulled back and stared intently. Goosebumps formed on her arms. She tried to hold it together and appear calm, but her insides jumped around like popcorn in a microwave.
“What brings you to LA?” Vince asked.
“I’m here on vacation with my friends.” Her stare locked onto his heart-shaped lips and she shivered.
His huge smile and the admiring way his sexy blue eyes took on a gleam gave her an inkling that he was pleased to see her too. Who knew? He’d never expressed an interest other than a friendship. They did enjoy each other’s company and they had a lot in common, but she had her doubts about being involved with a fellow actor, even though she’d had her longings. She’d heard horror stories about relationships in the business. Her work had been more important than a love affair.
Although, she did recall the passionate punch in his kiss. At the time, she thought it was his great acting skills. Could it have been real? She’d never forgotten when another classmate, Monica Sears, had cornered her and drilled her about the details of the love scene in the show. She’d always known why. Vince was one sexy dude.
“It’s awesome to see you, Sadie. You look beautiful.” He gave her a long, hard stare and flashed his pearly white smile. A dimple appeared on his cheek, and it took her over the edge.
The same adorable grin. Her head spun, and she took a few deep breaths. “You too.” She reached into her bag and took out the cover flap with his picture on it. “When did you start modeling?”
He crossed his arms and chuckled. “Oh, you found out my dirty little secret?” His cheeks took on a reddish glow. “I got involved with the industry a couple of years ago. It got me through in between gigs,” he admitted as he shrugged.
“I think you’re a natural. Your pose made me want to read the story.” His shirtless chest had a lot to do with her interest, but she’d keep it to herself. “What is this you have here?” Sadie pointed at the poster, trying to steady her trembling fingers. She’d like to believe her excitability was due to the anticipation of the trip, along with the long flight. But she knew that wasn’t what had caused it.
The earthy scent of his cologne floated her way, and she’d had enough of this distraction, but she’d be polite. She was in LA to celebrate, not fool around.
“It’s a pilot show we’re pitching, and I scored the male lead.” He curled up his fist and pumped it. “Yes! Can you believe it? We’re filming the pilot episode tonight, and we’re looking for audience members to fill the theater,” he said, his expression beaming with pride. He took on a stance of confidence with his feet planted firmly on the floor, legs slightly spread, shoulders back, and his head high. You’d think he was a serviceman about to salute an officer.
“That’s fabulous. It looks like you’re finally on your way,” she cheered, and offered him a congratulatory hug. He held onto her for a few minutes, and she didn’t expect to enjoy it so much. Was her teenage crush turning into something much more?
“Why don’t you try to come to the show tonight? I know it’s short notice and you probably have plans, but if you can make it, it’d be great.” He tilted his head, and she couldn’t resist those alluring gray-blue eyes. “Sorry, I don’t even know who you’re here with. When did you get in?” Vince took a step back.
Out of the blue, this handsome, muscular, and confident looking man had caught her off guard and filled her head with naughty visions. Sadie held back a grin. She’d kept her cravings hidden when they’d hung out. Besides, it probably would have destroyed their friendship and ability to work together. But Sadie had to admit she loved his pouty lips. Everything about Vince oozed sex appeal.
“I’m here with my friends, Jill and Millie, on vacation,” she said.
“Well, think about coming tonight. I’d appreciate your critique.” He handed her the show’s info packet. “That is if you don’t try to change the script. You used to improvise. I remember the time Miss Nolan stormed out of the room when you changed your lines.” With a gleam in his eye, he laughed.
She was surprised that he remembered the details. It was nice to know he’d paid attention. What he didn’t know was that the strict teacher was the reason she left the theater. Her mean-spirited words had cut like a knife. You might want to consider another field.
“Is Dina here with you?” she asked. “You seemed pretty serious when I saw you together on the dance floor at the reunion.” Sadie wasn’t holding back any punches. If he was seeing someone, she’d force all thoughts of romance out of her head.
Vince frowned and shook his head. “Nope. It didn’t work out. It’s all good. It was mutual,” he admitted.
“I’ll see if my friends want to tag along tonight. From the sound of this teaser, it looks interesting and funny. Is there room for three of us?” Sadie’s mind raced with ways to convince them. She’d find a way to get them to agree to the viewing. It might not be a night out on the town, but after a long day, an upbeat show with a handsome lead was a better plan.
Butterflies filled her stomach and she steadied herself, trying to get a grip on her emotions. Anticipation of something more than friendship with Vince hit her hard. Tucked away in the corner of her heart was a place for Vince. It was now or never.
Vince smiled and nodded. “Of course. I’ll be sure to have seats up front waiting for you and your friends.”
“How nice of you.” Sadie’s heart skipped a beat. If Vince got any closer, she’d be in his arms. Steady, girl. She took a deep breath.
A couple of women stopped by and hovered around him like a bunch of groupies, screeching. While he handed out flyers, he flashed his wide smile. He worked the crowd like a pro.
Sadie moved aside and observed him, in awe at how drastically he’d changed since they had acted together. He obviously worked out hard to transform his once thin built. She recalled how, after rehearsals, he’d take off before the rest of the class most of the time, but in the summer he did tag along to the group’s favorite hangout on Ocean Avenue. They’d all share a few beers and comment about one another’s performance. Honest, yet at times brutal. It was all meant to help one another. She’d never forgotten how much he loved Al Pacino. He’d imitated his idol in a few of his memorable roles when they’d hung out, and he was pretty good at impersonations.
Once the ladies had moved on, Vince waved Sadie over.
She moseyed back to his side. “I didn’t want to interrupt you and your fans.” Sadie picked up a pamphlet from the table.
“I wish they were fans.” He gave a hearty laugh. “So, tell me what you’re doing now,” he intently inquired.
“I’m still teaching drama at the high school in Point Pleasant. I’ve been there for eight years.” She opened her purse and dropped the information inside.
“Hmm.” Vince placed his hand on his chin. “I recall you mentioned it at the reunion, but I thought you were subbing. Do you have time to go on auditions? I know how much you loved the theater.” He gave a sideways look and crossed his arms. “We didn’t have much time to catch up with the whole gang together.”
“No, I’ve given up that life. I’m in the real world now, full time.” She sighed.
A knot formed in the pit of her stomach. The very mention of what she’d given up made her shudder. It still hurt, and Sadie wasn’t going to offer any further explanations. She had decided it was time to grow up, face responsibilities, and give up pipe dreams. Not everyone was born to be a star. It was all right for some people, but not for her. She had a right to change her mind. Didn’t she? She’d heard the same surprised tone in her mother’s voice when she told her she was leaving the theater. Eventually she accepted it. Hopefully, she’d made her mom proud.
“I’m sorry. I mean… Oh, I’m an idiot for being rude.” His face turned a light shade of red. “It’s great that you’re a teacher. I bet your students adore you.”
“I know what you mean. Don’t let it bother you.” She brushed a strand of hair out of her eyes, finding his nervousness appealing. He was upset that he’d insulted her. Vince was still thoughtful and sweet.
“You were great as Sandy in Grease,” he insisted.
His sweet comments only added to his appeal. “Aww. Thank you. You were wonderful as Danny. Perfectly cast.”
“Oh, so you think I’m cool and charming?” Vince moved a little closer, his tone teasing. He turned to pick up a piece of paper from the floor.
Sadie’s gaze zeroed in on his butt in his snug jeans. She didn’t want to be rude, but she couldn’t help but gawk. Her heart did a couple of flips. A warm flash of heat started at the top of her head and trickled down her body. She was grateful he didn’t have mind-reading abilities. All of a sudden she was at a loss for words, so she cleared her throat. It took a few deep breaths to gain composure.
“How about it? Are you free tonight?”
“I’m...umm…” she stammered. “I have to see what my friends want to do. They did take me on this trip. I had a rough year, but I’m back and I’m healthy.” Sadie clung to the strap of her purse.
“I’m glad you’re okay. If you don’t mind me asking, what happened?” He spoke in a softer tone as he stared intently into her eyes.
Coming face to face with Vince so unexpectedly and the rush of resurfaced emotions threw Sadie off-balance. She had wanted to put her illness behind her and enjoy the trip. Now, she was feeling uncertain about even bringing it up. After a long pause, she inhaled and opened up. She didn’t have anything to hide. In fact, she was proud of her strength and endurance. “I had breast cancer.” Sadie lifted her chin with pride. “Luckily, it hadn’t spread. After a lumpectomy and chemotherapy, I’m stronger than ever.” With a clenched fist, she cheered her victory. “My girlfriends and I are here to celebrate my good fortune and the end of my treatment.”
“I’m so sorry.” His eyes saddened as he reached for her hand and got close enough to offer another hug.
Pity was the last thing she wanted from Vince, but she enjoyed the way it felt to be close enough to feel his warm breath on her neck. The scent of leather and musk tantalized her senses. The quick brush of his hand across her back sent a jolt down her spine. There was no denying she was still unbelievably attracted to Vince, and this time she wasn’t ignoring it. She’d never expected to run into her old theater buddy as she was about to embark on the next chapter of her life.
“The whole experience gave me a fresh perspective on things. I’ve learned to live life differently. To enjoy the time I have instead of waiting for something to make me happy. I’m living in the moment.” She couldn’t help but smile. It wasn’t hard to be happy.
She did worry about the way her whole body tingled when Vince looked into her eyes. She traced the outline of his chiseled features with her eyes, down his lips, and then to his strong chin. His dazzling smile left her body limp. She felt the pull of her heart, causing her whole system to lose control. There was no way of stopping her desires. She told herself to let go and enjoy it.
“I like your philosophy. I agree completely.” He shifted his weight and gave an affirming nod. “I had a buddy who was stricken ill and he lost everything in the process. He’s fine now, but making different choices. You know, going for what he wants, not letting life pass him by.”
“I’m sorry to hear about your friend, but I’m glad he has another chance.” She smiled. He’d reduced her to mush and she loved it. “I better get back upstairs. It may take some convincing to get Millie and Jill to get ready.” She tilted her head and pouted her lips. Sadie tried not to flirt, but she couldn’t help it.
“Does that mean you’re coming tonight?” His enthusiasm was contagious. He sounded as if he’d gotten a nomination for an Emmy. A wide smile appeared on his face and his eyes held a sparkle.
Sadie couldn’t contain her emotions. Her knees shook and her gut did flip-flops. She was excited for him, and she really wanted to go. “I can’t promise, but I will do my best to make it. I’d love to see your show.”
She turned to go upstairs. If she looked back, she knew she’d find him watching her. She was back in the game. She picked up a quick stride. Not that she’d ever really had any action, but she was up for being a little naughty. After seeing Vince’s scorching hot body, her mind wandered to scenarios that shocked even her. She chuckled under her breath.
It was refreshing to see Vince still working in the business and how he never gave up his dreams. She knew how many struggling actors gave up, including herself. Not that she didn’t enjoy teaching. But there was always a little voice in the back of her mind reminding her about the life she could have had if she’d only had what it took.
* * * *
Sadie found her friends up and already in their bathing suits. “You two sure made a quick recovery.” Happy to have company, she tossed her purse on the bed and plopped down. With her feet up, she grabbed a soft throw pillow and propped it behind her head.
“What are you smirking about?” Jill crinkled her forehead as she moved closer and sat. “Okay, spill it.”
“What? Can’t a girl be happy?”
Her friend knew her all too well, but Sadie would rather wait to tell them the whole story. She was the one who insisted this was a girls’ trip. No boyfriends allowed or frets over relationships. There was plenty of time for that back home. Tonight wasn’t an actual date, but by the way the chemistry felt between them, her instincts told her something was cooking…and she couldn’t wait.
“I caught the tail end. Did something happen when you went out?” Millie pulled out the desk chair and sat, offering a suspicious glare.
“Okay, here it is. I ran into an old friend downstairs in the lobby. He’s filming the pilot for a television show tonight, and he invited all of us to attend.”
“Who is it? Is he famous?” Millie asked, her eyes widened.
“Is that why you’re glowing all of a sudden?” Jill stood and went over to pick up her bottled water from the end table. She opened it and took a sip. “We’re waiting.” She rested a hand on her hip.
“It’s the guy I used to tell you about from my theater group. Back then you two were too busy to come to a performance. Remember?” She spoke so fast that hyperventilation seemed imminent.
“Sorry, we had every intention of making a show. Isn’t that right, Millie?”
“Umm…Yes, of course,” Millie stuttered.
“I recall you sort of liked him,” Jill mused.
“Vince is still as good looking as ever.” Sadie rubbed her hand to rid herself of the pins and needles. It might be a good idea to slow down. Vince really knocked me for a loop.
“And?” Jill moved closer, put her hands on her knees, and bent down to look directly at her. “Go on.”
She held one hand up, palm out. Tension arose in her upper back. “All right, I’ve always had a thing for Vince, and I’m dying to go tonight.” There, she said it. “Are you two busy bodies happy?”
She lowered her head, her muscles still tight. Her heart settled in her chest with the admittance of the truth. Sadie couldn’t help but smile. She’d stuffed all thoughts of Vince away since they hadn’t spent much time together at the class reunion. Was she expecting too much after so many years? They weren’t kids sharing their dreams of making it big on the stage anymore.
“So, how about it?” Sadie asked.
“It sounds like a lot of fun. I can’t wait to see the mystery man who added a pretty blush to your cheeks. I’m in,” Jill chirped. “I guess you changed your mind about the no-relationship clause on our trip.” She placed her hand on the side of her mouth and gave a little cackle. “I’m all for it.”
“Boy, so am I. You don’t run into a sexy guy every day.” Millie’s bold comment was out of character, but Sadie welcomed it.
“Let’s go down by the pool and soak up some sun. We can grab something to eat while we get some color.” Sadie couldn’t wait to see Vince perform again. She shed her jacket, rushed to the dresser, pulled out her two-piece, and jolted into the bathroom to change. “Be out in a minute.”
“We have to look our best to flirt with Vinnie Poo,” Jill teased.