Vince couldn’t help but smile on the ride over to Sadie’s. He’d hoped she’d invite him to her house. After his stupid move last night, he could have lost her for good. What was he thinking? Things had worked out better than he’d expected. He’d show her how much she meant to him, and he couldn’t wait to be alone with her.
With the loan from his father, he’d be able to treat her the way he felt she’d always deserved. He knew all too well that Sadie wasn’t the type of girl who demanded exotic vacations, diamonds, or fine dining. Nevertheless, he wanted to be able to take her out, and with his funds near zero, she’d be treating if he hadn’t run into his dad. One day, they would be able to look back and laugh at the things they did for love. For now, he’d concentrate on showing her how much she meant to him. With all of the changes in his life in such a short time, he realized how the years of sacrifice had finally paid off. It’d be icing on the cake if his mother and father found a way to work things out.
He drove with one arm resting on the window. The warm air felt great on his skin, and life was finally good.
Sadie had taken her own car home, and he’d meet her, but first he wanted to stop at the store to buy a bottle of wine and a couple of steaks. The grocery store parking lot was practically empty when he pulled in. Vince hopped out and bolted inside. He picked up a basket from the floor and headed straight to the meat aisle. The perfect porterhouses sat in the counter. Vince selected the best package and scooted over to the fresh fruit and vegetables. Once he grabbed the rest of the items for the dinner, he hurried to the express line, and was out the door in minutes. He loaded the bags in his back seat and took off.
He had just enough time to stop at his place for a quick shower. For whatever reason, his luck was going strong. He’d made it through all of the lights without having to stop. At his place, he turned into the pebbled driveway, jumped out of his car, went around to pick up the groceries, and started up the walkway. Inside his apartment, he chucked a few old leftovers in his refrigerator, and stuck the food and wine on the top shelf. He snuck a look at his watch and hurried into the bathroom, shed his clothes, adjusted the water, and stepped into the shower.
The warm water eased some of the tension in his back. He wasn’t nervous about preparing dinner for Sadie, but the excitement of a second chance made his pulse kick up a notch. When he was finished, Vince got out, toweled off, and got dressed. He rubbed his hand over his face. There wasn’t time for a shave, but he’d remembered how Sadie used to urge him to grow a beard. She’d tease him about a dark-haired man looking sexy with a little stubble. He applied a few sprays of the cologne he’d kept aside for a special night. A night with Sadie was on the top of the list of exceptional occasions.
Vince felt his heart skip a beat as he opened the fridge and took out the fixings for a romantic dinner with an amazing woman. He glanced at the clock on the microwave and left. Inside his car, he shot a look in his mirror and combed his hair back. This was it.
He drove toward Sadie’s house, feeling an adrenaline rush like no other. Nothing was going to stop him. An opportunity to get Sadie back wasn’t by coincidence. In his heart, he felt as if they’d always belonged together. He knew it, even back then. Something clicked between them. They’d confessed secrets, their insecurities, and the kiss they’d shared onstage wasn’t acting. It was real. His hunch had been validated when he’d made love to her. She’d had the same feelings as he did all along. There wasn’t a moment to waste.
He glanced in his rearview mirror and saw his mother driving behind him, motioning for him to stop. Why on earth was his mother waving him over? He didn’t want to be late, but he had no choice but to pull over in The Seahorse gift shop parking lot. Funny how a distant memory of when he’d browsed around the tiny store with Sadie one afternoon after rehearsal popped into his head. Hopefully, his mother would understand when he told her he was in a hurry.
He rolled down his window and rested his arm on the car door. His mother parked her car and got out. She ran over to his car.
“What’s going on?” he asked. The worried frown on his mother’s face concerned him. His gut tightened. She didn’t signal him to say hello like he’d thought. Something was terribly wrong. His heart sunk.
“I’m so glad I caught you.” She was out of breath. “It...it’s your father,” she said, her voice shaky. She paused. Was she about to burst out in tears? Her lips lost their color, and her eyes were puffy.
“Mom, are you okay? Was there an accident or something?” He stepped out of the car and put his arm around her. She rested her head on his shoulder and broke down. His heart thumped hard in his chest. His head filled with a string of what if’s as he patted her back.
She finally pulled back and gave him a blank stare. “He had crushing chest pain.” She pressed her lips together and closed her eyes for a moment. “The doctor transferred him to ICU, and he’s set to have an angiogram. They’ve got him stable for now. It’s funny, now that he’s clean and sober, this happens.” Tears filled her eyes.
“I’m so sorry, but relieved that there’s a plan in place to fix it. Did you see him yet?” He felt the perspiration trickle down his forehead, and he reached into his car window, took a napkin from the visor, and wiped his brow.
“Yes, I was by his side. It happened when we were together,” she admitted, still trembling.
“Is Dad living back at the house with you?” He met her teary gaze with so many thoughts going through his head.
“I was going to tell you, but we wanted to do it together.” She turned her gaze downward.
“I understand.” He gently touched her arm. “Get in, I’ll drive,” Vince insisted. She was too shaken up to be alone.
“No, I’m okay to drive. I’ll meet you there. He’s at Community,” she said as she started to leave.
“I have to drop something off at Sadie’s first, but I won’t be long,” Vince shouted.
She turned and offered a hesitant grin before she got into her car.
Vince buckled up, gripped the steering wheel, and pushed down on the gas pedal. He took off with his head in a fog. His heart raced. He knew Sadie would understand. His mother needed him, and since he’d reconciled with his father, he wanted to show up and offer his support more than ever. Disappointment and regret tugged at his heart over the many years lost between them. Time certainly didn’t wait for anyone.
When he arrived at Sadie’s house she was waiting for him at the front door. She greeted him with a big smile and came outside as he parked in the driveway. It broke his heart to have to disappoint her again.
“I was starting to think you got lost,” she joked while he got out of his car.
Vince lifted the bags from the back seat, straightened his back, and tried to smile. It wasn’t going to be easy, but he knew she’d be supportive.
They went inside, and Sadie hurried into the kitchen with Vince trailing behind. She faced him and crossed her arms with her back up against the granite countertop. “Are you going to tell me what happened?” Soft listening music played on the stereo in her living room.
She knew him all too well. Vince swallowed hard before he spoke. He feared for his father’s health, and his heart ached for his parents.
“I won’t be able to stay and prepare dinner.” He paused and his gaze hit the floor.
He clenched his fist with the knot in his stomach worsening. He was worried about his father. Vince looked directly at her. “My father had a heart attack. I saw my mother on the road, and she flagged me down and told me what happened. I need to go to the hospital.” He flicked a strand of hair off of his forehead.
“I’m so sorry, Vince. Do you want me to go with you?” She rushed to his side and gave him a comforting hug.
“That is so sweet of you, however, I think it’d be better if you stay here. He’s in ICU, and the visitors may be restricted.” Vince pulled her close and stroked her back.
She stepped back and gave him a sympathetic stare. “Please keep me updated, and I’ll be right here if you need me. I’m praying for him,” she said with sincerity.
“Okay. Thank you.” He gave her another hug and left.
* * * *
The doorbell rang and Sadie rushed to answer it, wondering if Vince had forgotten something. Instead, Millie and Jill stood on her doorstep. She welcomed them inside. “Hi, you two. How did you know I was by myself?”
“We were passing by and saw Vince leaving. Carol Mitchell lives down the street and we picked up our orders from her jewelry party. Remember, you didn’t want to come?” Jill said as she walked into the living room and plopped on the sofa.
Millie followed and sat in an arm chair.
“You missed out on some pretty things. You can borrow mine if you’d like,” Jill added.
Sadie sat next to Jill.
“Did you have an argument or something? It’s still early.” Jill crossed her legs.
“Vince was on his way over to grill a couple of steaks for us when he saw his mother and she told him that his father is in the hospital. It’s his heart. So Vince had to go to the hospital to check on him.”
“I’m sorry about his father. I hope he’s going to pull through.”
“Oh, my goodness! How awful. I hope he’s okay,” Millie joined in.
“Thank you, both of you.” Sadie looked down, her anticipation unsettling. Hopefully, Mr. De Carlo would be okay.
“So how are you getting along?” Jill sat forward.
“We’re doing fine. He’s a great guy.”
“By the color of your cheeks and the lovey tone in your voice, I can tell you’re falling in love with him. Am I wrong?”
“Give her a break,” Millie said. “You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to, Sadie. We’re happy for you, that’s all.”
“I didn’t say we weren’t happy. I want the sizzling details,” Jill demanded.
Sadie sat back and placed her hands in her lap, feeling like she may as well confess. “I am falling hard for Vince. I might even say the L word.”
“I knew it!”
Millie grinned. “That’s great. I know you had a thing in the past, or an almost thing.”
“We were too young, and I was focused on my career. I’m ready now.” She shifted her position.
“He’s a dynamite lover, right?” Jill blurted.
“None of your business.” She held her lips tight. “Magical is all I have to say.”
“I bet he is.” Jill shook her head, wearing a grin. She stood. “We better get out of here before we ruin your chances of getting lucky.”
“You’ve got one thing on your mind, Jill,” Millie insisted and stood.
“I’m the only one who tells it like it is. It’s my way of saying I love you.”
“I know. I appreciate your honesty. I’ll walk with you. I’m glad you stopped by.” Sadie got up and followed them.
They went outside. Sadie inhaled the sweet scent of her spring mix on her porch. “I’ll call you. We have to have lunch together on the weekend. Maybe we’ll go to the outlets. I could use a new purse.”
“Okay. That’s sounds like a plan.” Jill got in the driver’s seat.
Sadie watched until they were out of sight, and then she went back inside.
It was merely minutes after she closed the door, and the doorbell rang again. She opened the door and was surprised to see her mother standing there. Why was her mother there? Sadie welcomed her with a hug. Her mother was a tall, slender woman, and she always wore clothes that gave Sadie a sense that she’d just stepped out of Woodstock. Her long, flowing skirt and pleasant blouse looked pretty.
“I won’t stay but a minute.” She stepped inside and went into the living room.
Sadie joined her.
“I’m going to a Rocky Horror Show viewing at the old Royal Theater with your Aunt Loretta.” She eyed Sadie up and down. “I love you, and I know you have been through so much in your life. All I know is, you’re well, and I don’t want you to limit yourself. Go for the life you deserve, and never look back. In every area of your life. You hear me?”
Sadie raised her hand to her neck and a chill rattled her body. “Mom, do you want to sit? I’ll make you a quick cup of tea.”
“I don’t have time. If I don’t get going, I’m going to be late. But I can tell you have something on your mind. You’ve got that sparkle in your eyes. Like the time you got the role in Grease. Is there something you want to tell me?”
“I’m in love with Vince De Carlo, from my old theater group. We got together in LA. I have so much to tell you.” Her whole body relaxed. The realization of her feelings for Vince hit her hard, especially after confessing it to her mother.
Her mother’s smile brightened her face. “I’m thrilled. I knew you two would get together one day.” She reached for Sadie’s arm and peeked over her wire-rimmed glasses. “I spoke with Mrs. De Carlo. Mothers stick together. We’re so happy for you both.”
“Thanks, Mom.”
“I’m going to have you both over, and Vince’s mother and father. That is if they’re still together. The last time I spoke to Mary, she’d thrown him out. Poor thing. She is such a good woman. She mentioned they recently reconciled though.”
“I believe they’re on good terms. His father had a medical emergency today and he’s in the hospital.”
“That’s terrible. Hope it’s nothing serious. I pray he’ll be okay. Let me know.”
“I will. I promise.”
“I wish I could stay, but I have to run. I’ll call you tomorrow. Remember what I said.” She gave Sadie a kiss on the forehead and another big hug.
Sadie closed the door and practically floated into the kitchen. She’d confessed her feelings, and it felt great.
* * * *
Vince arrived at the hospital pretty quickly since the traffic wasn’t bad. He rushed through the parking deck and pushed the door to the main entrance. Up at the information desk, a woman smiled. He told him who he was there to see, and she handed him a pass.
The fourth floor housed a huge intensive care unit. He picked up the phone next to the wall to announce himself. Inside, he was guided by a friendly, young male nurse, who whispered the time limit on visits. Only fifteen minutes at a time.
He took a few deep breaths and joined his mother at his father’s bedside. Luckily, his dad was breathing on his own. His color was pink and he was awake. A good sign. Vince went over and sat next to the bed, placing his hand on top of his father’s.
His dad smiled. “Thank you for coming, Vince.”
“How do you feel?”
“I’m much better. The procedure went well. The pain is gone. I’m a new man in every possible way. I’ve got to remain flat for a while longer.”
“That’s great. What happened? You looked fine when I last saw you.”
“Looks are deceiving. Years of hard living and abusing my body finally caught up to me.” He coughed. “I’m one lucky man.” He nodded toward Vince’s mom. “If it wasn’t for your mom, I might not be here. She insisted on calling the ambulance when I told her I had discomfort in my chest and felt lightheaded. They wheeled me right into the cardiac lab, and I’m fixed.”
The beeping of the cardiac monitor when his dad moved made him a little edgy. His hands shook. “Yes, she cares about you. I’m glad you sought help right away.” Vince nodded, amazed at how well his father seemed to be taking it. He’d morphed into a different person, more stable and accepting, despite his sudden illness.
His father glanced at his wife and gave her a loving grin.
“Did the doctor say anything else?” Vince crossed his legs, feeling a deep sense of gratitude in his heart. “It could have been so much worse.”
“Vince was on his way to see Sadie Layne when I pulled him over to tell him what had happened,” his mother announced.
“I’m okay now. Don’t leave Sadie waiting another minute. You have to grasp on tight. Don’t miss out on second chances. Believe me, I know how to mess up a good thing.” His father chuckled and cleared his throat as he reached for his wife’s hand.
They’d been through horrific times together, and despite this setback, they looked happier than ever.
Vince grinned and realized the message his dad was relaying. “Are you sure you’re okay?”
“I’m better than ever. Believe me.”
“Okay. I’m out of here. Thank you, Dad. Get some rest. I’m happy you feel better.” He stood. “Are you staying for a while, Mom?”
“Yes, I want to speak with the doctor. Go on.” She smiled.
Vince went over and gave his mother a hug. “Call me if you need me. I’ll be here in a flash.” He moved to his father’s bed and gave him a goodbye hug. It felt great to be a family again, and even through a medical scare, he held on to a sense of hope for his parents’ future.
Maybe he’d still have time to make it up to Sadie. He’d whip up a late dinner, if she hadn’t already made new plans.
* * * *
Sadie read a text from Vince. What good news. His father was doing well.
She slipped her cellphone in her apron picket, picked up a fork, and turned the steaks. She’d found a recipe for a spice rub on the internet. She’d prepared the kale-arugula blend salad and put it in the refrigerator. Vince had already left the hospital. He’d be there in about thirty minutes. She set the table for two. There was time to finish the last minute touches and freshen up before he arrived. Her stomach growled as she placed the meat on a plate, shut the propane off, and carried the food inside. Hopefully, she’d cooked them just right. The grill wasn’t her specialty.
It only took a few minutes for the rolls to heat up. With the bread toasty and tucked into a basket, she went into the bathroom to get ready. It’d be fun to surprise Vince. He’d been through enough this evening. She couldn’t wait to see his face when he walked in and saw the table set and the food prepared. He’d be able to make dinner another night. She stood at the head of the table with a sense of pride in her heart and the light fluttering in her stomach.
She heard him pull up, hurried to the door, and quickly opened it. Judging by the weary look on Vince’s face, she knew she’d done the right thing. He’d never hold up. As soon as he got inside, she wrapped her arms around him and gave a squeeze. “I’m happy it worked out okay. You must be exhausted.”
“I am.” Vince sighed and took her hand as they went into the kitchen. “I may be tired, but I can throw the meal together in a few minutes,” he insisted.
“There’s no need to cook.”
“What?” He gave her a leery look.
“I already grilled and the table is set.” She gave him a happy grin, pleased to take the burden off of him.
“I thought I smelled garlic. You’re an angel. I’m so hungry, I’m about to keel over.”
She slid her arm through his and ushered Vince into the dining room.
“This is unbelievable.” He turned to face her and put his hands on the sides of her face, before placing his lips gently on hers.
Sadie stood on her toes, and when the kiss ended, she felt a little tipsy. She rested her hand on the table. “Sit here.”
“No, ladies first.” He pulled out her chair, and she gazed up at him, and sat.
“Thank you.”
Vince sat across from her and opened his napkin. He poured Sadie a glass of wine and then one for himself. “This looks delicious.” He cut his steak and sampled it. “You’re a great grill chef.”
“It was beginner’s luck.” She took a bite. “It is good.” She sipped her wine. “Did you get the details on your father’s illness?”
“Yes, he was lucky. He’s finished with the angiogram, and he’s doing well.” He took a deep breath. “Overall, he’s feeling much better. I felt bad for him. As soon as things are going well, bingo...illness strikes.”
“Tell me about it. I thought I had years before I’d even need a specialist, if I ever did. You never know when things will change. That’s why I changed my philosophy. No more waiting to enjoy my life.” She raised her glass in the air.
“To making each day count.” Vince joined her in the toast. “After seeing my father tonight, it really hit me. I’m so fortunate to have you back in my life, and I’m over-the-top ecstatic that I scored the steady gig on Broadway. I only hope the show pulls in the crowds.” He buttered a piece of bread and took a bite.
“I’m so proud of you, Vince. I know you’ll be great in the role.” Even though she encouraged him, her regrets wouldn’t quit. She still had the bug to perform. Why not admit it and move forward? Sadie downed the rest of her wine.
“Do you want another glass?”
“Sure, fill it up.”
“Okay, but we have rehearsals tomorrow, and you have class in the morning. Not that I’m telling you what to do.” He gave a wink. “I’m staying over, if you don’t mind.”
“Of course I want you to stay the night.” Sadie couldn’t wait until dinner was over. His familiar, sensual, earthy cologne had hit her as soon as he’d walked in, and she longed for his gentle caress.
After they finished dinner, she pushed her plate away. The bamboo and lily candle in the middle of the table flickered, giving a soft hue to the room, and she caught his gaze. Vince reached for her hand and ran his thumb in circles up her wrist and to her forearm, sending shivers through her body. His loving gesture was discrete, but it was just what she needed. She was crazy about this man, and despite her fears, she couldn’t resist one more minute.
“I’ll help you clear the table.” Vince stood and gathered the dishes and silverware.
They went into the kitchen.
“I’ll give you a hand,” Vince said.
“I’m going to let the dishwasher do the work, but you can help.”
“Sounds good to me.”
She rinsed the dishes and silverware before handing them to Vince. Vince loaded the last piece in the rack and closed the door.
“Do you want to wait until morning to turn it on?” he asked.
“Sure. I have plenty of dishes. Go ahead and get comfy. I’ll be right out.” Sadie rushed into her room and to her bathroom to brush her teeth. When she came back out, Vince had changed the station on the stereo to the music they’d listened to when they’d practiced on weekends. A love song she hadn’t heard in years took her back to a time long ago.
Sadie found him positioned on the couch with his head resting on the overstuffed pillows. His eyes were half-closed, his arms crossed over his chest. Vince quickly aroused when she made her grand entrance. Sadie swayed back and forth in front of him, until he grabbed her wrist and pulled her gently onto his lap.
“Come here, you sexy woman.”
She sat on his lap, and he buried his head in her chest. Sadie stroked the back of his hair, her longing taking control. Vince slowly ran his hand up and down her arm and over to her breast. Her nipples swelled, and as she moved around, she felt his shaft grow in size. Sadie gave a soft moan as he slid his hand under her dress. There was no turning back. Each fiber in her body came alive. Her juices flowed as he gently caressed all of her forbidden places. Her desire for him grew stronger and stronger. He traced her lips with his finger and nibbled at her lips before he darted his tongue deep inside her mouth. Vince’s warm breath against her face tantalized her. With his heart pounding next to hers, she came alive. More alive than she’d been in years. Being close to the man she loved was absolute heaven.
“I love you, Sadie.” The words came out of his mouth as if he’d said them every day. “I’m sorry, sweetie. I couldn’t help it. My love for you began long ago, and it seems as natural as breathing.”
His declaration of love and sincerity brought tears to her eyes. Sadie drew a breath in as she tried to hold back the waterfall. “Vince, I feel the same for you. I love you too. This time around, my feelings are clear and I couldn’t be happier that we have found each other again.”
Vince’s expression brightened as she moved over to the side. He stood, scooped her up into his arms, and carried her into the bedroom. He smoothly lowered her to the bed and placed his arms on each side of her. “I’m going to show you how much you mean to me, my precious angel.”
“Oh, are you?” She parted her lips and placed her hand on his chest. Sadie’s heart told her to hold on tight and appreciate this caring and giving man.
While he undressed her, he kept his gaze fixed on her and traced his mouth with his tongue. He hurried to undress. He gently climbed on top of her, offering soft butterfly kisses from her lips down to her stomach. Each light touch made her body temperature rise. Her hips gyrated as he slowly lifted her legs and entered her. She wanted every inch of him. His hot body, firm and moist, melted into hers, setting her groin on fire. He rotated his hips as he lifted her buttocks, gaining a deeper entrance.
She yelled aloud. “Ah, ah, oh, Vince.”
“You’re so wet,” Vince said, his tone low and breathy.
She puckered her lips and reached up for him, circling his broad chest with her fingers, and then running them down his firm biceps. Their lips met in a fiery connection, with Vince plunging his tongue deeper and deeper inside her mouth. With each hoarse moan he uttered, she came closer to another moment of ecstasy. His strong hands moving desperately all over her body made her feel loved and appreciated. Her heart raced with each thrust. He tenderly nuzzled her neck. His hot skin close to her ear sent a riveting chill throughout her body.
“I can’t get enough of you.” His hair fell onto his forehead as he lifted his chest.
“You’re driving me wild, Vince.” Sadie screamed in sheer delight, her heart racing.
She thought she’d faint from the intensity. This was what she’d always wanted, and she never wanted to let him go. When love was the driving force, it brought the connection to a deeper level.
“You do things to me that are out of my control,” he whispered in her ear.
Her fingers dug deep into his back as he pushed hard, rotating around and around. The room closed in around them. The only thing she could see was Vince. She loved to feel his racing heart next to hers. “Don’t stop. Please!”
“Oh, baby. Let go, go on.” He pumped harder until they both shook. Screams of pleasure filled the room. As she lay beside him, her body still jerked.
He positioned himself beside her and draped one leg over hers. Sadie stared up at the ceiling and rejoiced for a second chance at life and love. Never in her life did she feel the way she did when Vince held her in his arms. It was as if everything she’d ever wanted in a man was finally within her reach.
“Are you happy?” Vince snuggled close and caressed her belly.
“I’m happier than I’ve ever been.”
“So am I. Who’d ever believe me if I told them I made the cut for Broadway and found my lost love all in the same month?” he proclaimed. “I’m afraid if I blink it will all disappear.” He trailed his fingers down the side of her face and to her chest. Each touch set her skin aflame.
“I know. I’m still in a daze over everything happening so fast.” She took a deep breath. “I’ve always had faith in your talent. Hard work pays off. Right?” She closed her eyes and tried to stop herself from reliving past regrets over her stupid decision to leave the theater. Then she remembered her promise to live each day as if it were her last. She wasn’t going to let her silly thoughts ruin this wonderful evening.
“Before you know it, I’ll be in the theatre for rehearsals. Wait until you hear the music. Maybe one day I’ll arrange for you to visit and go behind the scenes. I could use your honest critique.” He faced her and his lips curled up into a charming grin.
She hesitated as she ran her tongue along the bottom of her mouth. “Sure, that’d be wonderful.” Sadie’s jaw tightened as her voice cracked. She cleared her throat. She’d do anything to rid herself of the same old nagging regrets.
* * * *
The next morning Sadie opened her eyes to the sun filtering in through the white sheers in her bedroom. She’d forgotten to close the shades. She stretched, feeling peaceful and rested. When she snuck a peek at Vince, his eyes were still closed. He looked so content curled up in her bed. Not wanting to wake him, she lifted the sheet and slowly crept out of bed.
In the bathroom, she tried to be as quiet as possible. She slipped on her peach colored, silky robe and started toward the kitchen to prepare two cups of coffee. It was early enough to serve him a light breakfast in bed. The school was close enough for her to get there in less than ten minutes, a definite perk of working close to home. Sadie might have it tough with time management if she had to commute. She liked to stay up late and catch her favorite movies on television. The glamour of old Hollywood had always held her interest.
She remembered how Vince took his coffee, and she knew he’d munch on a chocolate chip protein bar. They used to stop at McFarland’s neighborhood store and grab a few for extra energy. Sadie placed the bars and coffee on a pretty turquoise serving tray she got for a house warming present from her mother and carried it into the bedroom. As she set it down on the dresser, Vince stirred.
“Good morning, beautiful,” he greeted.
“You’re up, sleepyhead.” She picked up the tray and brought it over to the bed.
Vince propped the pillows behind his back. “What’s this?”
She set the breakfast down next to him and crawled in bed beside him. “I made us a little treat. Do you remember these?” Sadie held up the package.
“I can’t believe you found those. I’ve been looking all over for them. The grocery store doesn’t carry them anymore.”
“Silly, have you tried the place we used to get them from?”
“No, where was that?”
“McFarland’s on Third Avenue.” She smiled.
“You amaze me with your attention to details. I guess I was too focused on you back then.” He placed his hand on top of hers.
“I remembered how you like your coffee too. Not too light, two sugars.”
He picked up the cup and took a sip. “I’m impressed. Thank you.” He gave her an adoring grin. “You’re not only gorgeous, talented, and sexy, you can cook and you remember the little things. How did I get so lucky? What are you doing with a nut like me?” he joked and tickled her lightly.
She rested her arm on the bed. “In this case, opposites don’t attract. We’re a lot alike,” she quickly returned.
“You got me there.” He opened the protein bar and took a bite. “Hmm.” He held the bar up. “It’s great to have you back.” Vince took another bite.
“You are a little nutty, but so am I.”
“You’re right.” He laughed.
“You don’t have to agree.” Sadie munched on the chocolatey treat and finished her cup of coffee. “That was so good. I could go for another, but I’m jumping into the shower. Do you want to join me?”
Before he could answer, Sadie’s cellphone rang. “Who on earth?” She picked up the call.
Marla, her student on the other end, was difficult to understand.
“Calm down. I can’t understand you. Now, take a slow, deep breath.” She got up and went into the other room. Sadie motioned to Vince that she’d be right back. It was better to speak to her student in private. “What’s making you so upset?”
“I’m not taking the role. I’ve made up my mind. It is too much for me. I’m not ready.” Marla broke down.
“I know it’s a huge undertaking, and it requires commitment, but you are capable of this. I’m sure of it. Did something happen to make you change your mind?”
It took a moment for Marla to answer, and Sadie worried that she may have had a more serious issue at home. She nervously straightened the magazines on her coffee table.
“Well, the other students have been asking me how I got the part instead of Carolyn. I can’t take the pressure. Maybe you should give her the role instead. I’ll be in the chorus, or I’ll take another role.”
Sadie paced around her living room as she gripped her phone tight. The challenges of life at Marla’s age weren’t unfamiliar to Sadie. She knew all too well how it took a different level of maturity to feel comfortable and self-assured. “I realize peer pressure is hard to handle. This is your chance, Marla. Jackie Kale, the talent scout, promised to attend opening night. You can’t let the others steal this opportunity. We’ll talk more about it later. I’m here for you, don’t ever forget that.”
“It’s nice of you to listen to me complain. I’m sorry to give you a problem,” Marla responded.
“You’re not giving me a problem. I’m your teacher, and I care about each and every one of my students. Are you going to be okay until I see you? We can work together. Maybe on the weekends.”
“I guess I’ll be okay. I do feel much better after talking to you. I really want this role. I’ve already memorized my lines.”
“Good for you.” Sadie heard a tone of confidence in her reply. “Hold your head high. You can do this.”
“Thank you, Miss Layne. I’ll see you later.”
Sadie went back into the bedroom and over to Vince. She sat beside him on the bed. “I’m sorry. It was Marla, the girl we chose for the lead. I had to give her a pep talk. Oh, do I remember how tough it is when you’re her age.”
It felt great to be there for her student. She’d almost forgotten how important a mentor can be, and also how a negative remark or interpretation of one can affect a young life. She’d done exactly that when she was a teenager. If she’d only had a supportive mentor. Her mother had tried, but Sadie wouldn’t listen. “Parents don’t understand” was her philosophy at the time. She relaxed her shoulders.
“It’s a good thing she has you to talk to,” Vince replied as he gently rubbed her back.
“Yes, I’m happy to be there for my students. I’ve got to get ready quickly. I remembered something I have to do at school before class. Do you mind if I take a raincheck on our shower?” She tilted her head and gave him a hint of a grin.
“You do what you have to. I understand. Anyway, I want to run home to shower and stop by to see my father. I can catch up with you later at practice.” Vince got up and put on his pants. Then he went over to Sadie and took her by the shoulders. “I haven’t slept that good since I was a kid. You make me so happy.” He gave her a soft kiss as he ran his strong fingers through the back of her hair, sending shivers down to her feet.
* * * *
Vince finished getting dressed, and Sadie gave him the cutest grin. He picked up his phone and keys from the side table. “I’ll call you when I’m on my way to the school,” he added.
He held her close and gave her one last tender kiss before he left. Deep in his gut, doubt over taking the relationship to the next level worried him. It meant nights spent at the theater, promotion, days apart, and the main thing was waiting for him to pursue his dream. Could he have both his career and the woman he loved? It seemed like a tall order. Yet his heart flipped every time he touched her. Vince had the utmost respect for Sadie, he always did. Was it the time for them?
Vince drove home singing along with the radio, and after he got in and showered, he stumbled across an old movie ticket tucked in a corner of the top drawer of his dresser. It must have been stuck in between some papers when he unpacked. He held it up to the light. It was from the night the whole bunch of them from the workshop went on an outing after tryouts. Sadie was by his side that night. He recalled how his hands shook all through the movie, and the funny way she’d nudged him during the scary scenes. When she’d put her head on his shoulder to hide her eyes, he’d almost jumped for joy. Last night she’d declared her love for him, and deep in his heart, he always believed she’d be back.
He left for the hospital with so many different thoughts twirling around in his head. It made him happy when his mother expressed her happiness over Sadie and him getting together, and it was nice to be able to share his feelings with her. She seemed more understanding since she’d been in therapy and his father had found recovery. This medical emergency wasn’t going to stop them. Their love was strong, and together they’d make it through this. Seeing what his parents went through and how their love sustained the awful grips of addiction made him realize how strong their love was. He let go of his resentments and even felt a twinge of guilt over the way he’d treated his dad.
It was as if he grew up over the past few days. It wasn’t fair to keep Sadie hanging in the wings as he committed to a Broadway show, and who knew where afterward. He was being selfish, and it wasn’t the time to play games. A long-term relationship wasn’t something he knew how to do. His heart broke to think of Sadie’s face if he told her goodbye. If it wasn’t the right time for them now, then when was it? His indecision was messing him up. Maybe this is what happens when you’re in love. He wanted her, but didn’t want to have to ask her to be patient until his career was stable.
His father was up and sitting in the bedside chair when he arrived. The nurse at the station told Vince it was all right to visit. When he stood at the door, he couldn’t believe how good his dad looked. His face had a healthy glow, and he was up eating lunch as if nothing had happened.
“Hey, you look like you’re on a vacation instead of being in the hospital,” he said, his voice strong.
“The doc fixed me up good. Didn’t he?” He glanced over at his wife and nodded.
“Dad can come home later this afternoon. Thank goodness his heart is strong. He was very fortunate. He’s going to be okay. The doctor is giving him a prescription for a cardiac medication and a cholesterol pill. With a change in diet and a rehab a couple times of week, he’ll be better than ever.” She sounded as happy as a young bride.
“Do you need anything?” Vince sat in a bedside chair.
“Nope. I have everything I need right here in this room.”
“I suppose you do.”
“How was your date with Sadie?” he asked.
“We had a great time. She is really special.” He smiled. Vince couldn’t hide the way he felt about Sadie. If only he didn’t feel so guilty making her wait.
“I’m happy for you, both of you.” His dad offered an accepting grin. “Son, you go after what you want, and don’t waste time worrying.” He gave Vince an intense look.
“What’s wrong?”
“You tell me.”
“Umm…nothing is wrong.”
“Since you’re having this little father-to-son, I’m going down for a cup of coffee.” His mom left the room.
“I know that look. We all question the way we feel when we find the right woman. You know deep in your gut what you have to do. Don’t mess with fate. Time doesn’t wait for anyone. Your mother and I are back together because she believed in our love, and I made up my mind to never take her for granted again. God, I wasted precious years.” He looked up at the ceiling and brought his hands together as if to pray.
“I don’t want you worrying about me, Dad. I hear everything you’re saying.” Vince was amazed at his father’s change and positive attitude, but he knew the old man was a wise man.
“I mean every word. Don’t leave that young lady alone for too long.”
He was right. Love wasn’t ideal, but Sadie was the best thing that ever happened to him. There wasn’t anything he couldn’t do with her by his side. He took a deep breath and realized how foolish he’d been to even think of losing her again.
Vince checked his watch. “Sorry, I can’t stay longer. I have someplace to be.”
“You get the hell out of here and go for it all. You hear me?”
“Are you going to be okay?”
“Don’t worry. I’m in good hands.” He pointed upward.
“Tell Mom I’ll talk to her later, and call me if you need anything.” He got up and turned to leave, but glanced back over his shoulder at his father with a sense of peace in his heart.
Vince almost forgot he had to shoot over to see his agent. He’d have to put it in gear.
Once he’d arrived at the office, his faithful manager had the papers prepared and ready. Vince wasn’t surprised when Joey stuck in a few pokes about how he seemed like a love-struck kid.
“It is great to be young and in love.” Joey tipped his cap. “Was I ever your age?”
“It is hard to believe. I’m late. Sorry I have to hurry.” Vince rubbed his chin as he stood in front of Joey’s desk.
“You don’t have to agree with me. Now, get out of here. Your lady is waiting.”
As he drove back to his apartment, the few clouds overhead had disappeared. The temperature was warm for this time of year, and he drove with the windows open. The scent of the ocean air was refreshing. Vince parked in front and rushed inside. He stripped and changed into a dark washed pair of jeans and a black t-shirt. He took the short cut and arrived only a couple of minutes late.
* * * *
Sadie was already in the auditorium when Vince arrived. The students held their scripts tight in their hands.
He waved to Sadie. “Did I miss anything?” he asked.
“Not a thing. We’ve been waiting for you.” She stepped down from the stage and glided over to greet him.
“How is Miss Marla holding up?”
“You know, it was wonderful to be able to offer her guidance. She took my advice and she needed it, believe me. Vince, I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be.” Pride filled her spirit.
“I agree.” He squinted. “Are you telling me everything?”
She moved closer. “I have to confess. I’ve had my doubts about my decision to leave the theater, and after hearing about your Broadway role, I started really doubting myself.” She sighed.
“I had no idea. I’m so sorry to make you feel that way.” He held onto her arm.
“No, no, you had nothing to do with it. It was all in my head. I thought I had it resolved years ago, I guess I was still unsure. I do love teaching, and this thing with Marla… I don’t know, it reached inside and helped me realize where I need to stay. I can make a difference here, and it’s essential for the young people of today to have positive role models and mentors. Right here with my students is my home.” She put on a happy face.
“That’s wonderful. You’re a great teacher. You make a difference, and they need you.”
“Thanks.” She fluttered her eyelashes. “By the way, how is your father?”
“He’s doing well, and he’s being discharged today. Dad is where he belongs too—with my mother. It looks like there are two happily reunited couples in Point Pleasant Beach.” He took her in his arms and held her close, and then he gave her a quick peck on the lips. “I love you with all of my heart, Sadie. I always have.”
Sadie glanced up at the stage and laughed when she noticed the whole group of students lined up applauding. Vince pulled her closer and chuckled along with her. Her face was warm and felt tingly, but inside her heart she’d found purpose, with no reservations or second-guessing. She’d tucked her desires deep inside and never faced them head-on, however, teaching was her calling. Her doubts had finally cleared.
Now, with Vince by her side and back in her life, she’d never let a day go by without telling him how much she loved him. He put his arm around her shoulders and together they started toward the stage.
“We have lot of work to do before opening night. Are you ready?” Vince gave Sadie’s arm a gentle squeeze and pulled her close.
“I’ve never been more ready in my life.”