The refugees arrived on a sunny day at the end of May.
Rose hadn’t seen Edward at Rainbow Corner since he’d reprimanded her on the stairs but she’d sent word via Mickey Flynn and two men turned up at Montague Terrace to collect the teetering piles of donations stacked up in the hall.
Edward had sent a note back with Mickey.
Dear Rose
You really have gone above and beyond anything I expected. Did you break into a NAAFI warehouse, by any chance?
Please accept my apologies for being so unnecessarily harsh when I saw you last. I had wanted to apologise in person but have been called away from London these last few weeks.
I do hope that you might be able to come to the Kensington house on Thursday at 3? I’m sure you’ll be a lot more welcoming to some weary travellers, especially the little ones, than I could be.
Please do try to come.
Fondest regards
Edward
That Thursday, with a teddy bear knitted from wool repurposed from her old school jumper and her pockets stuffed with chocolate, Rose arrived at the house in Kensington.
Since she’d been there last, the front door had been repainted a cheery cherry red. Rose rang the bell then waited long moments before the door opened and Edward appeared. He’d discarded his uniform jacket and the top two buttons of his shirt were undone, sleeves rolled up.
‘Oh, it’s you.’ He frowned. ‘Sorry. I didn’t mean to sound so abrupt.’
Rose clutched the paper bag she was holding tighter to her chest. ‘Are they not here, then?’
Edward ran a hand through his fair hair, which was rumpled as if he’d been running his hands through it all afternoon. ‘They are, but, well… you’d better come in.’
She didn’t want to – he looked so discombobulated – but she stepped past him into the hall. The walls gleamed fresh and white. The smell of new paint caught at the back of Rose’s throat as she moved towards the front room, but Edward took her arm.
‘Just to warn you – they’re not a pretty sight,’ he said quietly. ‘Try not to be alarmed.’
Then he ushered her into the room. Rose held her breath as she glanced timidly around. The place had been transformed: pristine white walls in here too, the rotting floorboards replaced, sanded and polished, even the fireplace tiles had been cleaned, the grate blackened.
Then she saw them in the corners, at the edges, where the shadows congregated, and it was just as well Edward had warned her so she had time to bite down her shocked gasp.
There were six – no, seven of them; ghosts hugging the walls, watching her with wary faces. Two men and two women, who could have been eighteen or eighty, and three children. Their skin, as pale yellow as the pretty oxlips that had fluttered in the breeze as she’d sat in the copse with Phyllis, was stretched tight over protruding bones and if a draught drifted in through a gap in the newly restored windows, they might topple like skittles.
When Edward put a hand on her shoulder Rose nearly screamed, but she managed to bite that down too and let him push her forward.
‘This is Rose,’ he said. ‘She’s come to say hello.’
‘Do they speak English?’ she whispered, though her voice sounded loud and shrill in the suffocating stillness of the room.
‘I don’t know,’ he whispered back, as if he felt as helpless as she did.
One of the children, a little girl with mousy hair in two spindly plaits, was nearest. Rose had always hated it when grown-ups loomed over her so she crouched down. ‘Hello,’ she said. ‘I’m so pleased that you’re finally here.’ She smiled. The girl stared back at Rose.
‘My friends and I have been busy finding you all sorts of things to play with,’ she said because her gabble was better than silence. Inspired, she delved into the paper bag she’d placed on the floor and pulled out the misshapen bottle-green bear she’d knitted. ‘I made you a new friend in case you had to leave some of your old ones behind.’
She held it up for inspection. Maggie had donated two jet beads for eyes and Rose had sewn on a smile with a scrap of red felt. ‘He’s called Bill. Bill the bear. He’s ever so cuddly. Here, why don’t you see for yourself?’
There was still no response.
‘I have other things too.’ Rose smiled at each of the children in turn. ‘Do you like chocolate?’
She pulled a handful of Hershey bars from her pocket. In no time at all, the chocolate was snatched away by hungry little hands.
Rose’s mother had said, frequently, that good manners meant making other people feel comfortable no matter the circumstances, so once the children had retreated to a corner, where they sat on the floor and sniffed the chocolate as if they weren’t sure whether it was real, she straightened up and walked over to one of the women.
The closer she got, the less the woman looked like a haunted apparition. She was wearing a ragged black coat, thin brown hair falling in her face as she looked at Rose with suspicion. It would be so much easier to leave, simply run away from the house and these broken people.
It was much harder, maybe the hardest thing she’d ever had to do, to hold out her hand and say, ‘I’m Rose. It’s lovely to meet you.’
The woman looked at Rose’s hand, then her gaze travelled upwards to the hopeful expression on Rose’s face. Rose tried to smile welcomingly, though she wasn’t sure she’d succeeded because the woman suddenly bowed her head and started to cry.
‘Oh, please don’t. I never meant to upset you,’ Rose said and it was easier even than running away to put her arms around the woman and hold her as she sobbed, her head resting on Rose’s shoulder. She was so thin that Rose was scared she might shatter. Beneath the thin coat, she could feel each of the knobs of her spine, her ribs like spillikins. ‘Everything will be all right. You’re safe now. Edward will see to that.’
Edward stepped forward then, proffered his handkerchief and the woman allowed herself to be led to an ancient overstuffed armchair where she sat down and blew her nose. ‘Thank you,’ she said in an accented voice. ‘Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.’
Her tears unlocked the others from their inertia and soon all the adults were seated on the chairs that Edward had managed to rustle up from somewhere. Rose was still holding the woman’s hand and the little girl with plaits, clutching Bill the bear as if she’d never let him go, had climbed onto her lap while Edward went to the kitchen to make tea.
They drank black tea, as Edward’s connections hadn’t stretched to obtaining any milk, and ate stale buns, though no one seemed to mind. They didn’t mind sleeping on camp beds either or not having much in the way of furniture. As Edward and Rose showed them around the house, they exclaimed over each new discovery – from light bulbs to running water to a playroom on the second floor with Rose’s spoils displayed on the shelves.
Rose didn’t know where they’d come from or what horrors they’d escaped, but whatever their circumstances, they really didn’t need to keep saying thank you. It was the very least she could have done and she’d only done that to take her mind off Danny. These seven lost souls, and the hundreds of thousands of others just like them, were the reason he climbed into his plane night after night. Danny’s treatment of her had been cruel and selfish but even cruel and selfish Danny had been prepared to risk his life twenty-five times over to save people he’d never met, from countries that he’d only seen in an atlas. If Danny could do that, then Rose could have done so much more than the odd assortment of bric-a-brac she’d scrounged up.
‘I’ll keep hunting things out for them,’ she told Edward when he walked her to Kensington High Street to catch the bus. ‘Those poor people. And the tinies! What happened to them?’
‘They’ve spent the last two years hiding in a cellar but… never mind about the finer details. They’re Jewish. They were lucky to have spent the last two years in a cellar.’
Rose glanced up at Edward. His voice was flat, toneless, but his face was even tighter than when he’d told her off for being selfish. ‘They were lucky you heard about them, that you brought them here.’
He shrugged. ‘Seven lucky ones. Thousands upon thousands of not so lucky ones.’
‘Do you think they’ll be any more of them arriving?’
‘No.’ It was unequivocal. ‘Not until this whole ugly business is finished.’
‘So, it will be finished soon? I know that we’re not meant to talk about it on account that one of us might be a spy but if you were an enemy agent then you wouldn’t be smuggling Jewish refugees out of Europe. And I’m definitely not an enemy agent,’ she exclaimed, because a Nazi official would only have to give her a stern look and an ‘Achtung ! ’ and she’d spill every single secret she knew.
‘Oh, Rose!’ It wasn’t one of Edward’s slow, serious smiles but a grin that scrubbed away the troubled expression he’d worn all afternoon. ‘If you really are a Nazi spy, then you’re a very good one. Anyway, you’re at Rainbow Corner most nights – I’m sure you have a better idea of what’s happening than even Winston himself.’
Rose giggled. ‘I’m sure I don’t.’ They’d reached her bus stop. ‘But, well, it feels like something big is about to happen. Maybe this time when people say that the war will be over by Christmas, it might actually be true.’
The number nine bus stopped, but Rose made no move to board. There’d be another one along soon. She wanted to spend just a little longer with Edward. He didn’t treat her as just another pretty girl but as if she had some substance to her.
‘I’m not sure it will be over by Christmas,’ he said. ‘But I am sure that things will probably get worse before they get better.’
‘I don’t see how,’ Rose groused, as she fished in her purse for the thruppence fare. ‘Unless they start rationing water and fresh air and the Nazis drop bombs morning, noon and night.’
‘What an alarming thought.’ Edward smiled again. ‘Would you mind awfully coming back next Thursday? You don’t have to bring anything, just yourself, and if they’re feeling a little stronger and the weather’s nice, maybe you could take the children to the park.’
‘Of course. And I’ll bring Phyllis. Most of the things I found came from Phyllis and she’s awfully good at making people feel at home.’
‘By all means bring Phyllis and when you have a free night, I’d like to take you out to say thank you. Have you ever been to The Ritz?’
Just hearing the name of that place made Rose’s heart flutter. ‘You don’t have to do that. I’m glad that I could do something for them. I want to help.’
‘And I want to take you to dinner as long as you promise not to order the Tournedos Rossini again. You can bring your Phyllis too, if you like.’
Rose did like, because having dinner alone with a man, especially somewhere terribly expensive and grand, might give him the wrong idea. Then there was the whole ghastly situation with Danny, but that was far too complicated to explain, especially when she could see another bus bearing down on her. ‘That would be nice,’ she said.
‘All these notes through Mickey Flynn are ridiculous. Are you on the telephone?’ Edward asked as the bus came to the stop.
‘Only at work.’ Rose jumped on board. The bus was pulling away so there was no time to debate the consequences of giving Edward her number. ‘Gerrard 7531, but you’ll have to pretend that it’s a national emergency. I’m not allowed personal calls.’