Two hours later the party is in full swing.
Quinn has twelve friends here. More than anyone needs, if you ask me. She’s always jabbering away to them on the phone. Always. First there’s her best friend, Bella, who doesn’t even live in our town anymore. Her parents sent her away to some fancy boarding school. But she Skypes with Quinn every night—sometimes twice. Then Quinn has to Skype with everyone else she knows and report what Bella’s up to, and how she’s wearing her hair now, and whatever other completely pointless things girls talk about.
It goes on and on for HOURS. Which is why I never get a chance to be on the computer myself. Even though I have much more important things to do, like look up home-accident report statistics and type up lists of safety tips. All in the name of keeping my family safe.
But when I want to use the computer, Quinn just whines to Mom about it, and Mom takes her side and says I have to stop worrying so much about statistics and safety tips. She says I should concentrate on making friends, like Quinn does. As if having a few dozen friends is the most important thing. Friendship should be about quality, not quantity.
And I have quality ones—four of them—at the party today. Here, I’ll list them in reverse order of importance:
Numbers four and three are my cousins, Will and George. Okay, I had to invite them, because their mom was my dad’s younger sister. But still, they’re here, so they count.
Number two is Eli, my best friend from school. (Fine, he’s my only friend. Like I said, it’s about quality, not quantity.)
By the way, it’s not true what Quinn said, that Eli’s my friend just because he’s new and doesn’t know better. He started at our school two months ago. That’s not new anymore. It’s certainly enough time to decide who you want to be friends with, and he’s still friends with me.
Eli and I would have more friends in school if only the other boys in the fifth grade weren’t such Reggs.
Reggs: Noun. Kids whose parents wish they could give them back, because they’re such rotten eggs.
Quinn only invited girls to her party, so, thankfully, none of the Reggs are here. Though Quinn and her slame friends are starting to like the Reggs. I can tell by the way they giggle whenever the Reggs are up to their rotten tricks. Like when Newman, the worst of the Reggs, stuck a “Kick Me” sign on the back of Miss Kipnick, the cafeteria lunch lady. It’s the oldest trick in the book, and it’s not even a funny one.
Finally, my number one friend who I invited today: Uncle Max.
Uncle Max isn’t really my uncle. We just call him that because he’s known our family for so long. He knew Mom when she was a little girl, and he knew her father before that, and even his father before that. As usual, he’s a little bit late today. He gets tied up with work stuff sometimes. He’s so old, you’d think he would’ve retired by now. But he says he likes his job too much to give it up. He’s a consulting transponder, which means he is in charge of communicating signals to receivers. To be honest, I don’t really understand what he does. I just know it means he has to travel a lot. But he wouldn’t miss my birthday. Birthdays are important to him. Mine even more than Quinn’s, because I’m his favorite.
Not that Uncle Max has ever actually told me I’m his favorite. In fact, he says Quinn and I are equally important to him. But isn’t that just what an adult would say if he had a favorite and didn’t want to go spreading it around? Uncle Max himself has told me you have to look beyond what people tell you. You even have to look beyond what they think is true, because sometimes they don’t even know themselves.
So I looked beyond. And it’s so obvious I’m right, it’s almost embarrassing for him. First of all, there are our Tuesday and Thursday hangouts. Every week, without fail (unless Uncle Max has a business trip), he has standing plans with me. We go for long walks and talk about stuff, man-to-man. He’s taken me to the amusement park a bunch of times, too. Uncle Max is always trying to get me on the Speed of Light roller coaster. But do you know roller coasters kill an average of four people each year? It’s true. I looked it up. That’s why I prefer the carnival games. You don’t have to risk your life whooshing around in the air, and sometimes you even win prizes.
Quinn says she doesn’t want to come to the amusement park with us. Well, good, Quinn, because I don’t remember anyone inviting you.
Second of all, Uncle Max always gives me a better birthday present than he gives to Quinn. Last year he gave Quinn a series of books about a girl living in New York City. But he gave me a weekend trip to the city itself! We went to the biggest toy store I’d ever been to, and we went to the Empire State Building, which is a-hundred-and-two-stories tall. Uncle Max wanted to go up to the top, but I said no. It was too dangerous, for a lot of reasons. Not the least of which is the Empire State Building has a lightning rod at the top that gets struck by lightning twenty-three times a year. As far as I know, no person visiting the building has been struck by lightning. But it’s not like you can predict where lightning will strike. That’s why it’s so dangerous, and it’s better to stay on the ground and be safe instead of sorry. I told Uncle Max it would be just as good to stand on the sidewalk and look up at the building stretching high into the sky above us. He argued for a bit, but in the end that’s what we did.
When I’d looked at it for a good enough amount of time, I turned my head to tell Uncle Max I was ready to go back to the hotel and get dinner, but he was gone. I don’t know exactly how it happened. One second he was right next to me; the next he wasn’t. I had to get back to the hotel all on my own. Luckily, I’d memorized the address. You know, for safety reasons. I knew exactly where to go. I didn’t talk to any strangers on the way. I just kept my head down and walked and walked and WALKED until my feet felt like they would fall off. When I finally got back, Uncle Max was in the lobby, waiting for me. He didn’t look worried at all. “I knew you’d find your way,” he told me, and he took me out for pizza.
I don’t know what Uncle Max has planned for my present this year, but I’ve been angling for night-vision goggles. Sometimes at night, after everyone else has gone to bed, I like to walk through our house and do an inspection. I make sure no one has broken in while we’ve been sleeping, and I double-check that the front door, back door, and all the windows are locked. The problem is, it gets pretty dark in the hall, and I have to use a flashlight. Four times Mom has seen the light beams under her door, and four times she’s gotten up and sent me straight back to bed, well before I finished my inspection. But if I had night-vision goggles, I wouldn’t have to use the flashlight. I’d be able to keep everyone safe, and Mom wouldn’t have to know.
I bet I get them, since I’ve dropped about a bajillion hints. And what will Uncle Max get Quinn? Hmmmm. Maybe regular swimming goggles. Maybe a case you can put your goggles in.
So even if most of the people in our backyard are here because of Quinn, and even if most of the presents in the pile by the back door are for her, I’m still excited.
In the meantime, Mom has us do all sorts of games, like an ice-cream-cone toss and a water-balloon relay. Both of which are harder than they sound, by the way. There’s a points system to the day. First place for each event is ten points, second place is seven, and third place is five. In the end, whoever gets the most points wins the trophy.
“What’s the score so far?” Quinn asks Mom.
“I haven’t tallied the points up yet,” Mom tells her.
“Did Uncle Max call to say when he’s getting here?” I ask.
“I hope it’s never,” Quinn says.
“Oh, don’t be that way,” Mom says. “I know Uncle Max is a tad eccentric—”
“A tad?” she interrupts.
“But he’s an important part of this family,” Mom continues.
“He’s not even in our family,” Quinn argues. “You just call him uncle because he was friends with Grandpa and the family has known him forever. But really he’s just some random old guy.”
“Are you guys talking about that man with the crazy hair and all the wrinkles who came to watch the talent show last month?” Quinn’s friend Madeline asks. I’d had a harmonica solo in the talent show, which is why Uncle Max showed up. It’s not like he cared about Quinn and her slame friends’ choreographed dance. “He looks like Albert Einstein.”
“Yeah, but not so smart,” Quinn quips. “Just a nut job.”
You see, another reason why I’m Uncle Max’s favorite. Because Quinn is such a Regg herself when it comes to him.
“Shut up,” I tell her.
“Zack, don’t say that to your sister,” Mom says. And before Quinn can gloat, Mom adds, “And cool it, Quinn. We don’t call people names in this family.”
“Sorry,” Quinn says in a voice that is not at all sorry.
“That’s better,” Mom says. “I’m sure Uncle Max will be here any minute.”
“We can do presents as soon as he’s here, right?” I ask.
Mom starts to say yes, but then Quinn shouts, “Not if he gets here before the last game—the popcorn toss!”
“Mo-om!” I say.
I’d begged her to take the popcorn toss off the schedule. Here is how it goes: You pair off into teams of two. One person tosses the popcorn, and the other catches it in his or her mouth. Then they switch. Whoever catches the most wins.
But the problem is, if you catch a kernel at a wrong angle, it could get lodged in your throat and you’ll choke!
“It’s too dangerous,” I say for about the hundredth time.
“It’s not dangerous at all,” Quinn tells Mom. “Zack just doesn’t want to do it because he’s no good at catching. Remember all those times Dad would throw a baseball and he’d drop it?”
I can hear Dad’s voice in my head now: Shake it off, he’d said whenever I’d missed the ball. Remember who you are—you’re the one and only Zacktastic! Now let’s try another one.
I like being able to hear Dad’s voice in my head, but sometimes it makes me miss him even more.
“If Zack can’t catch with his hands, how does he expect to catch with his mouth?” Quinn goes on.
“That’s not it,” I insist to Mom. “I’m worried someone will choke to death.”
Mom reaches forward to brush my hair off my forehead. She says she likes it better when she can see my eyes. “The kids will chew and swallow one kernel at a time,” she tells me. “But you don’t have to participate if you don’t want to. If you prefer, you can count what everyone else catches.”
“No way!” Quinn says. “He’ll cheat!”
“I’m not the cheater,” I say.
If anyone is a cheater, it’s Quinn. I bet she made Mom include this activity because she knew I wouldn’t do it, so I’d lose.
“Your brother can count,” Mom tells Quinn firmly.
And so it begins. I count—and listen for the slightest cough. Eli counts, too—I don’t need his help counting, but he doesn’t have anything else to do, since he doesn’t have a popcorn partner without me.
So far Madeline is winning. She’s caught ten kernels of popcorn in a row that Quinn has tossed her. Now eleven. Now twelve. It’s going so fast, I don’t think she’s really chewing and swallowing them. In my head I picture all the kernels piling up in her throat—like a big popcorn ball that’s going to get bigger and bigger until it explodes.
Next up is kernel number thirteen. I’ve always heard thirteen is an unlucky number. I’m not sure why, but suddenly it occurs to me: What if the thirteenth kernel is the most dangerous one?
Quinn pitches the thirteenth one toward Madeline. For a few seconds time seems to slow down, so I can see it all happening in slow motion. Madeline tips her head back. She opens her mouth wider. The kernel is sailing through the air and into Madeline’s open mouth. I can practically see it go down her throat and get lodged in a bad place, blocking her windpipe along with all those other kernels she didn’t chew and swallow properly.
My heart is pounding, but no one else seems concerned. Quinn is all set to throw the fourteenth kernel. “No!” I say.
“Zack, calm down,” Mom says.
But Madeline is waving her hands in the air, signaling Quinn to stop. Her face is turning red. No, wait. It’s not red. It’s turning blue!
“Madeline! Madeline!” Quinn runs to her side. So do the other kids.
“Give her space,” I tell everyone in my sternest voice, and I guess because they’re all scared, they do exactly what I say and back away.
Madeline’s face is purple by now. She’s choking, no doubt about it. Luckily, I’d watched a YouTube video about how to do the Heimlich maneuver, so I know what to do. I step behind her and wrap my arms around her middle, leaning against her and tipping her forward just slightly. The other kids and Mom are gathered like parentheses around us, but I pay no attention to them. I’m only concentrating on Madeline. I ball my right hand into a fist and position it just above where her belly button should be. Then I grab my fist with my left hand and press hard into her abdomen to try to force the popcorn out.
“Don’t hurt her!” Quinn cries.
I push again and again and again. It takes five times, but finally Madeline coughs. I let her go and feel my whole body exhale as the offending thirteenth piece of popcorn pops back out of her mouth.
Quinn rushes forward. “Are you okay?” she asks.
“Oh yes, she’s okay now,” Mom says. She sounds like she’s trying to calm herself down as much as she’s calming Madeline. She’s stepped forward, too, rubbing Madeline’s back as Madeline keeps on coughing. Out comes another piece of popcorn. Cough, and another. Cough, and another.
“Madeline?” Quinn says, her voice quavering.
“It’s all right,” Mom says. “As long as she’s coughing, she’s not choking anymore.”
I know she’s right about that because that’s what it had said on the YouTube video: As long as someone is coughing, their airway isn’t blocked.
“You did a good thing, Zack,” Mom tells me.
I look over at Quinn, waiting for her to say good job, too, and maybe even thank you. Bonus points if she admits I was right about the popcorn contest being a bad idea in the first place. But of course she doesn’t. Meanwhile, Madeline coughs and coughs and coughs. Pretty soon there are dozens of kernels all over the lawn.
“It’s the strangest thing,” I tell Eli quietly. “I only counted thirteen when she was swallowing them.”
“Me too,” Eli says.
“Obviously there were more,” Quinn says loudly. “At least a hundred. She broke a record!”
“I’m not sure about that,” Mom admits.
“But look at the ground!”
Mom looks down, and I see her eyes widen at all the kernels peppering the grass like seashells at the beach. She shakes her head, but I can tell she thinks it’s strange. “Zack, why don’t you get Madeline some juice,” she says.
I don’t know why I should get the juice and not Quinn, since I’m the one who saved Madeline’s life, and Quinn is the one who did exactly nothing. But I go to the side table with the balloons strung up next to it, and I swipe a juice box to bring to Madeline. She downs it in nearly one gulp.
“Go easy,” Mom tells her.
“She’s lucky I was here, wasn’t she, Mom?” I say. “Can you imagine if I was inside, or if I hadn’t watched that Heimlich video?”
“I don’t even want to imagine,” Mom admits.
Madeline drains the last of the juice from the juice box. “I guess I should say thank you,” she tells me. Her face is red when she says it. I’m pretty sure it’s not from choking but because she’s embarrassed about the whole thing.
“Or maybe not,” Quinn says. “Maybe he distracted you with all his loud counting and it was all his fault!”
“I was counting in a perfectly normal voice,” I say. “You’re the one who insisted on the stupid popcorn contest in the first place—which means it’s your fault. She could have died!”
“It’s all right, Zack,” Mom says. “All’s well that ends well. Let’s get back to the party business. We’ll just disqualify this contest, which makes . . .” Mom pauses and looks down at her points tally. “Annie the grand prize winner of the day! Congratulations, Annie!”
Everyone echoes congratulations to Annie. Even Madeline, who has pretty much recovered, as far as I can tell. I’m watching her closely—her face is back to its regular color, and her breathing is totally normal. She’s not coughing at all anymore, but I hear her mumble to herself, “I really wished I would win.”
“Too bad for her, you don’t get things just because you wish for them,” Eli whispers to me.
I nod in agreement. If you ask me, Madeline should be grateful she’s alive and not be so worried about winning. But I don’t have any time to concern myself with her priorities, because suddenly there’s an itch that starts on my right foot’s big toe. I squirm all my toes around to make it stop, but it just gets worse. I drop down, pull off my sneaker, and scratch my toe through my sock. But it’s not working. So then I pull off my sock and—
“Zack! Ew!” Quinn screams. “Mo-om!”
Mom looks down at me on the ground. “What on earth are you doing?”
“I think something bit me,” I tell her. I hold my foot out to her so she can see my toe. “I hope it wasn’t anything poisonous. Do you know how many people die each year because of poisonous insect bites?”
“You’re not dying, Zack,” Mom says.
I look back at my toe. I have to admit that it looks normal. Aside from the little birthmark that’s always been there, a squiggle and a dot, there’s nothing there. No bite.
So why is it itching so much? Is it possible there’s an invisible bite on my toe? Invisible bites may be more dangerous. . . .
“Pee yew,” Quinn says loudly. She holds her nostrils closed. When she talks, it sounds like she has a cold. “You’re stinging ub da whole backyard wid dat ding.”
“Huh?”
She unplugs her nose for just as long as it takes her to say, “You’re stinking up the whole backyard with that thing!”
That thing is my foot. I kick my leg up so it’s almost in her face. She drops her hand again to bat my foot away.
“Gross!” she cries.
“Zack, really,” Mom says.
It can’t be that bad. I lower my leg to smell it myself. I can’t help but cringe because, well, my foot is a bit smellier than average.
I sniff again. There’s something strangely likeable about the smell of your own smelly feet. The only word I can think of to describe it is goodsgusting.
Goodsgusting: Adjective. When something smells good and disgusting at the same time.
“You don’t even smell human,” Quinn tells me.
“You don’t even look human,” I retort.
“All right,” Mom says. “I think we’ve had enough drama for one day. Zack, go get the calamine lotion. It’s in the hall closet.”
Ah, yes. Calamine lotion. If there is something dangerous about an invisible bite, the lotion might neutralize the poison. I rub an extra amount on, like half the bottle. Then I put my sock back on and my shoe over it. It’s kind of squishy as I walk back to the yard.
I spot Uncle Max standing by the fence and rush toward him to say hello. “How’s the birthday so far?” he asks.
“It’s a long story,” I tell him.
But I don’t have time to fill him in, because Mom says it’s time for presents. Quinn and I always save the best for last. The difference is, I always save my Uncle Max present for the end, but Quinn opens hers first. She spots it right away, wrapped up in a brown burlap sack. Uncle Max doesn’t believe in using wrapping paper. It’s too wasteful, he says. Besides, it’s what’s inside that counts.
Quinn pulls out a silver jewelry box, her initials engraved on the top. It’s definitely the best present he’s ever given her. Not that she really cares, since it’s from Uncle Max. “Thanks,” she says after Mom prompts her.
We take turns, so next I open my present from Eli. Then Quinn takes a turn, then I open the present from Will and George. Quinn’s turn again. I open my present from Mom and wait for Quinn.
And then.
My turn.
But there’s nothing else with my name on it. Nothing wrapped in newspaper or tinfoil or even Saran wrap. Apparently Uncle Max didn’t get anything for me.
I guess I’m not his favorite after all.
Unfortunately, I still have to sit through Quinn opening up ALL the rest of her presents. If I had to describe the experience, I’d say it’s like watching the world’s most boring movie—in sloooooooow motion. First Quinn holds up the package so she and her slame friends can ooh and aah over it. Ooh, it’s a box. Aah, it’s covered in wrapping paper. Like they’ve never seen a birthday present before. Like there aren’t twenty others on the pile where that one came from. Then Quinn takes whatever ribbon or bow there is off the package and puts it aside to save. She slips her finger under the tape and lifts it up very gently, and then pulls the paper off. Her slame friends squeal like she did something difficult and important. Meanwhile, Quinn folds the paper up into a perfect square and puts it in a pile. And when all of that is said and done, finally, she looks at her present.
At this moment, Quinn is unwrapping her five billionth present. Okay, maybe not actually the five billionth, but it’s taking so long that it sure seems like it. Plus, it’s a total fire hazard to have so many presents piled up around us. What if flames erupted and we needed to escape the backyard but everyone tripped over Quinn’s loot and fell down and couldn’t make it to safety?
I start to shove everything to the side. “Zack, stop, it’s not yours!”
“I was just cleaning up,” I say. “For safety reasons.”
“All right, all right,” Mom says. “Zack, stay on your side. Quinn, on yours.”
Behind me, I hear someone go, Humphhhh.
When I turn around, there’s Uncle Max shaking his head, his shaggy hair flopping from one side to the other. “Think of all the trees that were sacrificed just to wrap up the presents you and Quinn got today.”
“Mostly Quinn,” I mutter.
“If there’s one thing I’ve learned in all my years,” he goes on, “it’s that you can’t go back and capture what once was. You can only go forward and live with the consequences.”
I give my own humphhhh. I can’t believe he’s this upset about wrapping paper. It’s like the wrapping paper is more important to him than I am. Mom will recycle it anyway, which Uncle Max knows. He’s the one who brought over our three recycling bins—one for paper, one for plastic, and one for cans. He made us promise to always sort our garbage and never get lazy about it.
Quinn is finally done, and it’s time for cake.
Twenty-one candles have been lit: ten each for Quinn and me, and one for us to grow on. Everyone sings the “Happy Birthday” song.
“Nut job,” Quinn mutters under her breath.
“Slame,” I mutter under mine.
“Make a wish!” Mom calls when the song ends. She’s holding up her camera to get her annual picture of Quinn and me standing together, blowing out our candles. In all the photos around our house, it looks like Quinn and I actually like each other.
That’s the thing about photos. They don’t always tell you what it’s like in real life.
My toe burns. And something else is burning inside of me, too. I’m upset that I didn’t have a bunch of friends to invite to my party. And I’m upset that I didn’t have a big pile of presents to prove it. And I’m upset that the one person I count on the most didn’t even bother to bring me anything.
Where is Uncle Max now? I scan the backyard, but he’s nowhere to be seen. Well, that figures. Quinn’s friends are chanting, “Quinn! Quinn! Quinn!” Like she’s the only one having a birthday.
I bend my head toward the cake to get the candle-blowing part over with. I know most of the group will be clapping for Quinn—not me. It’s like I’m not having a birthday at all. For a second I imagine the candles exploding. That’d stop their chanting for sure.
“Zack!” Mom suddenly screams.
I look up again. “What?”
“Your face—it looked like it was on fire.”
I touch my fingers to my cheeks, and the skin feels smooth and normal. But maybe this tradition is too dangerous. Kids all over the world are leaning too close to fire on their birthdays. I take a step back. “Come on,” Quinn says impatiently.
“Don’t lean too close,” I tell her.
“Don’t tell me what to do.”
“All right,” Mom says. “Let’s try this again. Make a wish, kids—and be careful.”
And so I do make my wish. Then I lean forward—not too far forward—and blow.