Chapter One

Naked
Souls

Defying Gravity

We could reach the skies

Together

If we only took the chance.

We could fly among the clouds

And touch the first rays

Of the rising sun.

We could fly forever up there

And never come back down

Defying gravity forever

An eternal dance transcending time.

Clovers

Love is found

By walking through

A vast field

Of clovers

Until you find

The one

With four leaves.

You make me feel

As lucky as can be.

Strength

The way you look at me

Gives me the strength

To fight through life

Far beyond what I ever thought possible.

You make me brave

You give me the strength

To keep going.

Forgotten How to Fly

To seek to control

The ones you love

Is a tragedy born

From the ashes of beauty;

Your love, once beautiful, once free

Is like a caged bird

Who has forgotten

How to fly

Do not destroy what you love

By trying to own it.

Day One

Where others told me

I was being unrealistic

Or laughed when I shared

My dreams,

You were the first

To take me seriously,

The only one

Who believed in my dreams.

You showed me love

Before anyone else

Thought anything of me.

I owe you everything.

Back to You

You have always been the one

I come back to

We stray from each other

Every now and again

But each time

We end up back here

I will always come

Back to you

You have always been the one

I wait for

Ping Pong

We were in and out of love

With each other

At different times

Never ready

To make something of us.

You Alone

With you

I hold back nothing.

I whisper to you

In my innermost voice

The voice of my truest self

Surrounded by the mighty walls

I have spent so long building

To keep everyone else out.

You are the only one

Who truly knows me.

You are the only one

I can truly be myself with.

Love Is Like Magic

Love is like magic:

It is limitless

And anything is possible

If you believe in it.

It’s also like magic

In that the moment

You start to question it

To analyze it

To see how it works

It falls apart . . .

Love demands unshakable faith;

The more you believe in it

Without hesitation or vacillation

The more

Love

Transcends

Possibility.

The Tree of Life

Love is like a tree

Which, when planted on good soil

With rain and sunshine

Can live for hundreds of years.

But uproot the tree

And watch it shrivel away—

This is the natural tendency

Of the universe

And love is not immune;

Love, over time, decays to hate

If proper care is not taken

To make sure it thrives.

The deepest rewards of love

Cannot be reached

If sheer passion

Is not met

With hard work

And complete dedication.

The Eternity Between the Moments

Do you know that time

Stretches for an eternity

Between our moments

Of perception?

You can feel it

When you’re in love

Or suffering heartbreak,

When you’re amazed

By beauty

Or saddened

By suffering.

I could stay

In this moment

With you

Forever.

Fade Away

I fade away without your love

My colors dim and darken

I fall for you more every day

Without a hint of caution

Act II

Fairy tales teach you

That love is the end

Of a story,

That somehow

Lovers cross the horizon

Into the sunset

And everything is perfect forever.

No, love is the middle

Of a story.

It isn’t a stasis

Of permanent starstruck eyes

And adoring hearts.

Love is the will

Of two people

To fight for the good

Between them

Even when it isn’t easy.

Love is valuable

Not because it is won

But because

It is fought for.

A Love Like Yours

I have never felt a love like yours,

A love that could replace the sun,

A love that brightens my life

And makes me feel whole.

The silhouette of you

Against the cresting sun—

Somehow I knew, in that moment

That this is what love

Was always meant to look like.

Eloquent

Eloquent writers

Say more with less,

And you’re the most

Eloquent of all.

You showed me an infinite love

Without a single word.

With only your eyes

You created a paradise.

Lying in Bed

The best thing in life

Is lying in bed with her

After a long day

Finding peace

In each other.

In that moment

Everything is still

Everything is okay.

The world stands still

As we lie together

Breathing warm hues of adoration

Eyes wide and full of wonder

For every time

Feels like the first.

I wouldn’t trade

Even one

Of these many moments

For anything in the world.

There is nothing better

Than being so close

To the woman I love.

All the Small Pieces

I want to find

All the small pieces

Of my heart

That I have given away

In these many years.

I want to take them back

At any cost

So that I have more of myself

To give you.

Transcendence

When I can’t see the good

In life

You shine

And show me

That true beauty still exists

And not all is darkness

You show me

That life can be more

Than mundane routines

You show me

How to embrace the sunlight

And feel the wind on my face

You show me

Transcendence.

We Found Each Other

We found each other in the night

Not looking for love

Just needing to get away

We found each other by accident

And our love grew as if by magic

Where no one believed it could

Promise Me

I want to give you everything;

I want to throw myself into this

With everything I have,

But understand I’ve been hurt before

And it’s not so easy for me.

So just promise me you mean it

When you tell me you love me.

Promise me you’ll tell the truth

And not let me fall hard

If you’re not ready to fall with me.

Completely

My greatest sorrow

Is that I will never be able to love her

As perfectly

As she deserves to be loved.

She loves my flaws

More beautifully

Than anyone else

Has loved

The best parts of me.

But if I can just reflect

Just a little bit

Of her,

Our love could light up

The universe.

Lucky One

The magical thing about us

Is that I think I’m the lucky one

To have you

And you think you’re the lucky one

To have me.

We would both do anything

To keep each other.

Reincarnation

I like to think

That if reincarnation is real

We would still recognize each other

In our new forms.

I would know your soul anywhere

And would travel any distance

To reunite with you.

Who knows how many times

We already have?

Night

Flowers bloom in the night,

Glowing with an air of mystery

Somehow, gentle luminescence glows

Under the insanity of moonlight.

So too gleams the vulnerable seed

That grows between our clasped hands.

Drink deeply from this moment;

Let its infinity grace your soul

And promise me

You will hold a piece of it

Even when the night

Is over.

3:00 a.m.

I will never forget those nights

We spent

Just the two of us

Talking until three in the morning

Despite work

The next day

It was worth it

To live those moments

With you

Shades of Roses

With you

Life is shades of roses;

It glitters with gold

And shimmers with diamonds.

With you

The world seems at peace:

A glorious serenity

Sculpted from calamity.

Memory

Though I’ll travel far

I will never forget you.

Though I’ll live many years

Your memory will stay with me.

And though we might love others

Nothing could compare

To loving you.

My Love

When I am old, my love

And you are missing from our bed

And I make breakfast for one

Breathing in sorrow with the new day

When I am old, my love

And nothing tastes as sweet

Without you there with me

To love the world by my side

Will the bird songs

Still ring with glorious melody?

Will the smell of coffee

Still stir my soul to adventure?

When I am old, my love

Living on without you

I am not sure I will keep living

Though my heart still pumps blood.

For without you, my love

Life cannot truly go on

Just as the days would cease

Were the sun plucked from the sky.

Elevate

You do not require the extraordinary

To make things special.

You take the simplest things

And somehow elevate them.

You take the ordinary in life

And turn it into magic.

My Heart in Your Hands

My heart beats in your hands—

Please be careful.

I’m defenseless against you

Like no one else—

Please don’t stab me

In the back.

I trust you

Like no one else—

Please don’t take advantage.

I’m loyal to you

Like no one else—

Please don’t make me

Look a fool.

I love you

Like no one else.

Please

Don’t break me.

A Song for Just the Two of Us

Come with me

Up that winding road

Up to the mountains.

Let’s lose ourselves

And forget our cares

If only for a day.

I’ll bring my guitar

And you’ll sing along

A song for just the two of us.

This Simple Love

Loving you

Was not something I expected

But a feeling that rose up

From deep within my soul

And overtook me

Like an ocean wave.

Swept up in this,

Let the ocean take us

Where it may.

All we need is each other,

All we need

Is this simple love.

Not Until

I will never run out

Of things to say about you;

My love for you

Springs in boundless eternity.

It will never falter

Nor weaken,

Not until the sun

Has run out of rays,

Not until the ocean

Has dried to a desert,

Not until the light

Has gone from my eyes.

We Never Fight

A perfect relationship

Is not one

Without conflict.

It is

Knowing how to deal

With conflict

In a mature and healthy way.

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Just because a sunrise

Can be described

As the physics

Of our solar system

Causing the rotation of the earth

To make visible

The object around which it revolves

Doesn’t change the fact

That a sunrise is beautiful.

In the same way

Just because something as beautiful

As love

Can be described as the influence of chemicals

In the brain

—a consequence of evolution—

Does not mean that’s all there is to it.

Those who would deride love

As a mere chemical reaction

May be able to describe love

But will never understand it

Because the magic of being human

Is to synthesize transcendence

From the ordinary.

Jamais Vu

She turned monotony into novelty

Déjà vu into jamais vu

She made everything new

And nothing felt like it used to.

The simplest things took on new life

Grocery shopping felt like an adventure

Getting coffee was drinking the cosmos at night

And routines became vibrant pleasures.

She kissed me in the rain

As the city lights shone

I felt a warmth through my veins

As she painted night into glorious dawn.

With fresh eyes I looked at living

She effortlessly changed my point of view

Dear god, let me forever keep loving

La femme qui rend tout jamais vu.

Stars Align

What did the night’s sky look like

At the moment of my first breath?

What did it look like

At the moment of yours?

I like to think

They were aligned perfectly

And perhaps if you combined them

Some cosmic echo of fate would be spelled out

In the depths of that abyss

And perhaps the future mapped already

In that ephemeral ink.

The night we met, our first words,

The moment I fell in love

With the details of your eyes,

Our first kiss,

The ever-closer intertwining

Of our souls,

And moments we haven’t yet seen.

I don’t know if the stars aligned

To bring us together.

All I know, my dear

Is that you make me feel

So damn lucky.

Lingua Franca

We must build a bridge

Between our love languages

So that I can speak enough of yours

And you enough of mine.

Understand that no two people

Perceive love exactly the same;

There are as many dialects of love

As there are perceptions of reality.

Look to the Stars

Look to the stars.

Incomprehensible vastness.

This great impossibility

Exists within you too,

In the space between your atoms.

You should look at yourself

With the same wonder

With which you look at the stars;

You, my love, are a miracle.

Accident

I refuse to believe that something as perfect

As the meeting of our souls

Could have happened

By accident.

Drive with Me

Drive with me.

Let’s sing

At the top of our lungs

To songs we don’t really know

Because every mistake

I make with you

Is beautiful.

Rest your head on my shoulder

And sleep through the sights

Like you sleep through movies

Because you’re more beautiful

Falling asleep

Than the earth is

Dozing off at sunset.

Every single moment with you

Feels perfect

And the best of moments without you

Are lacking.

Drive with me

On to our next adventure

Because anything with you

Is perfect.

Brightest Star

Drive outside the city

In the midst of night.

Find a place

Where the stars

Shine with clarity.

Pick one out

And stare at it;

Watch as the stars around it

Grow dimmer

And all else

Becomes darkness.

This is what love

Is supposed to feel like;

Find the star

That looks brightest

To your soul

And never lose sight of it.

Aflame

Do not settle for someone

Whose soul is not aflame

With the music that moves you,

Eager to dance

In the same fire

That makes you feel

Alive.

Magic for the True Believer

The high tide

Wants to throw us

Against the rocks

And break us apart.

Love is a magic spell:

As long as we keep

Our eyes on each other

We’ll never drown.

As long as we both believe

We can defy the odds

Somehow it becomes so;

Love is magic for the true believers.

Ourselves

Find someone who makes you

More and more yourself

Building you up

And erasing the scars

Where others had hurt you before.

I can be myself around you

And you yourself around me;

I think there’s something beautiful

In that.

Fluorescent Infinity

Dip your fingers into the everlasting

Fluorescence.

Do not dare tell me

Magic does not exist

When I can feel it so strongly

Between us now.

But the moment the sunrise hits,

The harsh sobriety of the daylight hours

Lays waste to the infinite potential

Of the midnight hour.

We hold it all at bay,

God and goddess

Of our own infinity

Where everything we touch

Glows against the vast darkness.

We have infinite potential

In this moment—anything is possible

In this world we have created

Together.

In our world the sun

Never has

To rise.

My Heart Dreams of You

My heart never stopped dreaming of you

Even when all seemed lost.

Part of me never stopped belonging to you;

I don’t think I could take it back if I tried.

My heart dreams of you

When I stare off into space

And lose track of time.

In the still, quiet moments

When the night is silent

And the air devoid of the slightest whisper,

In these quiet moments

Suddenly I find my heart

Drifting off to places

I had thought long abandoned.

What greater pain would be incurred:

To never wake up, having you only in fantasy,

Or to know for certain that this dream is a lie

Never to become reality?

Strands of Your Hair

I daydream about making you laugh,

Making your problems seem less daunting,

Cherishing the moments

As they float by in slow motion

And rush by in a blurry cascade

All at once.

I daydream about the small moments,

The way it would feel

When you leaned your head

Onto my shoulder

And I put my arm

Around your waist.

I think about how

I would find

Strands of your hair

In a shirt you had borrowed

And think fondly

About you

Every time.

Nothing but You and Me

Take my hand,

Lead me gently into oblivion;

You convince me that anything is possible,

That life can be more than ordinary.

You give me hope.

You fuel the fire deep down in my soul.

I look into your eyes

And for once it seems

That one day it will all make sense

And all of the struggle and pain

Will one day fade away,

Leaving nothing in the entire universe

But you and me.

There is beauty over the horizon,

A promise of harmony and joy;

To kiss you

Is to feel heaven

Touching earth.

When we are together

It feels as if there is nothing

But you and me

In the entire universe.

Our Naked Souls

My soul

Unfolded before you

Like a flower’s petals.

Naked and unhidden,

I kept nothing from you.

And though I was afraid

You would think less of me,

I held nothing back.

It was the feeling of light

Hitting places

Once withered by darkness.

You held me gently

As I was vulnerable.

You looked at my flaws

And saw beauty

Where I only saw defects.

We stood there together,

Our naked souls

Affirming an eternal love.

Nothing hidden, all laid bare—

Together, you and I

Are finally free.

Certain

I will wait

As long as it takes

For our paths

To cross

In just the right way.

I will wait

With unrelenting certainty

That you are the one,

The other half of me.

I am certain

That we

Are meant

For each other.

The Chessboard

I’ve been hurt before.

I’ve put my heart

In careless hands

And paid for it.

I’m defensive.

I learned my lesson

Never to trust too much

Or else be hurt again.

I’m paranoid.

I feel like I need to be

One step ahead

Of everyone else

Or I won’t be ready

When betrayal

Inevitably comes.

I’m afraid

That if I don’t play the game

Better than anyone else

Then I’ll lose—

Checkmate.

But she would never do that

To me.

Because she’s not my opponent;

She’s on my side.

For the first time

I’m not alone

Against the world

And I need

To remember that.

Complacency

It’s important not to get complacent.

Once we’ve been happy for a long while,

It’s easy to see tiny things as issues

That we would’ve never cared about before.

We forget that we are loved

And we moan about mole-hills

From the peaks of mountains.

It’s all too easy

To get tunnel vision

And lose the bigger picture.

Hold on tightly to your remembrance

Of the incomparable gift of love;

Never forget how your joy

Has bloomed from the roots of sorrow

Under the nourishment of her light—

Love is remembering what you have.

Eternal

When time has run its course

And all the symphonies,

All the great paintings,

And all the films

Have been created

And worn down to dust,

Still our love will remain

Etched in the cosmos

As if by the hand of god.

Kintsugi Heart

Every past heartbreak

Was just a lesson

Teaching me how to love you better.

Instead of hiding our broken hearts,

Let us fill the cracks with gold

And put them on display for all to see.

Do not conceal the pain

That made you who you are today—

Wear it proudly.

Find someone

Who looks at the places

Your heart has been broken

And sees a place to love you better,

Sees beauty where others see flaws.

Oasis

You were my oasis

In the desert.

When I felt hopeless

You made me whole.

Yourself

I love the way

You are yourself

So effortlessly

With no need

To pretend

Or hold back.

You rise like the sun

Full of confidence,

Certain of your place

In the universe,

And unafraid of the opinions

Of others.

Wasted Moments

I must live with the remorse

Of every moment

I did not spend kissing your lips

For it was all wasted time.

Experiences are meant

To be shared,

And life not

Too carefully planned.

I wish I’d

Thrown caution to the wind,

Giving you all I had,

Building palaces from dirt mounds.

Conversations, souls in abandon

Yearning to be free,

Tugging at the chains of conformity,

Deciding our fates for ourselves.