& you, at the center, finding something real:
your Auntie, a play-mom, the child she lost forgotten
your parents laughing together on their underground date.
Hand-sewn kupre each Eid, velvet scrunchies to match.
Your best friend’s Bulgarian mom, thermometer
when you didn’t have one. Your Uncle Fuzzy’s Urdu, balm
salam to every friend who came through the door
fingers in the cheese, fresh roti sizzling the pan, onions & jam.
How their families put aside a special plate, no pork,
just for you. Marilyn’s Auntie Debbie asking after you
when she called. The America that found you alone
& opened. The doors, the windows, the strangers turned to mud
& then sprung, again, quakes stilled, cracks filled
this kindness, this hope, which kept you alive & fighting.