Conversations with God III

How are you feeling today, Amal?

This feels like the principal’s office

except it isn’t

the plaque on her desk says she’s the

SUPERINTENDENT OF JUVENILE

   PROBATION AND DETENTION

and her name is Cheryl-Ann Buford

I keep my mouth shut, head down

Okay, thenI want you to know that you’re not

any different from the other boys who come

through my officeQuiet, scared, nervous

I get it and I’m here for you

she says

White lady with her

hair pulled up, dark-red lipstick, gold earrings

This is your programIt’s like a class schedule

You have the option of taking classes for credit

and receiving your high school diploma or

wasting time, not doing anything to improve your skills

while you’re in hereIt’s your choice

just like all the other choices you had

but if you abstain from going to class

you have to stay in your cell for the entire day

so I say, I’ll take the classes

Good, excellent choice, Amal

She gives me a handbook

Read every single word, every single page

Don’t worry, you have all the time you need

If you have any questions, let me know

We’re here to help you, Amal

I don’t believe she can really help me