Aubade

I know my leaving in the breakfast table mess.

Bowl spills into bowl: milk and bran, bread crust

crumbled. You push me back into bed.

More “honey” and “baby.”

Breath you tell my ear circles inside me,

curls its damp wind and runs the circuit

of my limbs. I interrogate the air,

smell Murphy’s oil soap, dog kibble.

No rose. No patchouli swelter. And your mouth—

sesame, olive. The nudge of your tongue

behind my top teeth.

To entirely finish is water entering water.

Which is the cup I take away?

More turning me. Less your arms reaching

around my back. You ask my ear

where I have been and my body answers,

all over kingdom come.