Lake Shore Deer

You break the jaw from the crushed skull, collecting

more remnants for the mantel, souvenirs you’ll lose

the meaning for. In the bony cavity, teeth rattle

the clack, clack of abandoned purpose.

I lift the yellow bone to my nose. Breath and cry

remembered. The well-worn molars ridged in black.

A heron heaves off its post. An eclipse of wings

like a blue bow over the lake. I don’t forget

the whole task of prayer and longing. I hold

the deer’s unclean break of mouth and a gray feather.

I hold your fingers, which I steal to my mouth

to keep from talking, to keep the want from invading the purpose.

I deliver you quiet and shaking. You say, “I’ll kiss you

because no one’s looking.” I summon that mouth of grazing molars,

mud in the crevice, beetle fleshing the bone back to dust.

In the jaw, our inadequate chewing. It seems we’ve acquired the beast

when we put it in our pocket, because we take it with us.