Dinner at Her Place

When she takes my hand

and tries to kiss me

I’ll say I’m busy,

my lips are resting,

do I hear someone

breaking into the living room?

I haven’t yet finished

my wine, I’m only

halfway through Fossils of Texas,

I have a prearranged call

to my house

in five minutes

from China.

There is the moon, dim

in the long June dusk,

the way she drops her eyes

to her empty hands.

But I’ve hurt enough women

to start a commune:

just crossing the room

I stub my toes on regrets.

We could be long and deep and glorious.

We could be life’s one brilliance

purchased with a thousand failures.

My cat has developed

hepatitis.

Are those Navy SEALs

on the rooftop?

If I don’t go out

and start the engine

my truck will explode.