The Life to Come

Some days the dough

takes on the humid

sheen of your shoulders

and my hands ache, trapped

air sighing and catching

as I work the back

of your thighs, your buttocks,

again, feeling them

slacken and firm.

Then driving the dough

back into itself,

I fold and turn, press

against and away,

drawing out the raised

warmth of your hips,

the wedge of your pelvis

beneath my cupped palms,

remembering

pliancy, the guiding

slip of your hands

over mine.

Beating down what becomes

our bread, I think today

of that logger diving

with a mouthful of air

toward his pinned friend

who laughs and drowns

balking at the intended

kiss, how we keep

to ourselves, wrestling

the diffused weight

of a world, our own

held breath.