Modern Alaska life exists in the tension between what we call the Great Land—majestic beauty and vast wilderness teeming with wildlife where people still live off the land—and the everyday goings-on of its mostly urban people: trips to the supermarket, dinners with friends, and children’s play dates. Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgendered, Queer, and Questioning Alaskans are just as affected by this dichotomy as our heterosexual neighbors. As harried as we all frequently are, we live surrounded by wilderness, which exerts a mighty influence on our lives. We dipnet for Kenai River reds late on a sun-filled summer night; we eat moose burgers and wild blueberry cobbler after a long hike; we argue with a lover out on the deck, Denali’s enormous, calming presence looming in the distance.
What marks the particular concerns of Alaska LGBTQ fiction writers and poets—and which ties them to earlier generations of gay writers—is the quest for an authentic identity. For gay writers of the 1970s, ’80s, and ’90s, this quest often came in the form of the first-person, coming-out story, gay literature’s spin on the coming-of-age tale. As Edmund White noted in his introduction to The Faber Book of Gay Short Fiction, “Since no one is brought up to be gay, the moment he recognizes the difference he must account for it. . . . Every gay man has polished his story through repetition, and much of gay fiction is a version of this first tale.”
Queer identity, and the burgeoning gay culture it engendered, was inextricably tied then to the fast-paced urban centers, like New York and San Francisco, where LGBTQ people congregated. Gay literature of that era followed that trend, chronicling the travails of queer urban people as they sought the freedoms so long denied them.
However, another literary trend had begun in the ’70s: Political and theory-based writing by women flourished. There were lesbian feminists, such as Audre Lorde and Adrienne Rich, critiquing the dominant white male heteronormative paradigm, and also eco-feminists, such as Mary Daly and Susan Griffin, who paralleled women and nature, arguing that the exploitation of the earth by Western patriarchal society was inherently connected to the repression and exploitation of women.
Likewise, among some gay men of the ’70s, there took root a “back to nature” philosophy. Harry Hay and his followers, the Radical Fairies, popularized this theory, seeking to rid themselves of internalized homophobia and to transform gay consciousness through a spirituality grounded in hedonistic environmentalism. Gay rural journals and anthologies circulated, as writers began to venture outside the traditional queer space: the urban center. The gay and lesbian literary communities, though distinct then from one another, both contained elements of protest against heterosexist repression and the exploitation of the earth.
The stories and poems in this book span this radical ecoqueer tradition with the more mainstream identity concerns of earlier gay fiction. As such, the works in the collection are mostly urban: there are gay bars, garden parties, and roller derby. But the characters and poetic voices here are just as likely to be found hiking the back-country, or biking along the inlet in one of Anchorage’s immense urban parks.
And, while many of those earlier gay narratives are expressed through the coming-out theme, the stories and poems here reflect a more varied, less polemical, understanding of what it means to be queer. People still fall in lust or love, but they do so less as sexual identity warriors, than as frequently befuddled individuals confronted by a multiplicity of concerns: childrearing, aging, putting food on the table or a roof over one’s head. As such, LGBTQ literature is in a time of transition, and writers are more free than before to express any facet of the human condition.
Other LGBTQ anthologies have offered a historical literary perspective on the struggles of the community, such as Manguel and Stephenson’s In Another Part of the Forest and Kleinberg’s The Other Persuasion. Still others have highlighted particular gay communities, such as Ruff’s Go the Way Your Blood Beats, which focuses on queer African American lives, or Williams’s G.R.I.T.S., where queer womyn’s voices from the American South take center stage. Building Fires in the Snow is the first regional collection in which wilderness is the lens through which gay, primarily urban, identity is perceived.
Rugged nature has long been thought to be the domain of white heterosexual men who pit themselves against it, and each other, in order to prove their (hetero) manhood. The stories and poems in Building Fires in the Snow tell a different narrative—not of conquering, but of finding one’s true identity through intimacy with nature.
The men in Jerah Chadwick’s poems are not conquerors, nor are they proving their masculinity by living in rural Alaska. Rather, they struggle to find themselves by stoking a potbellied stove or packing provisions through the snow, by grappling with themselves and the body of a beloved.
A similar dynamic flows through Teeka Ballas’s “Carrots, Peas: in D Minor,” in which the narrator watches her lover cook ptarmigan while musing on their lifestyle of hunting, fishing, and harvesting vegetables. Sandy Gillespie’s “The Trees Tell the Story” depicts friends converging to log the woods around their home, not to dominate the landscape, but to build a lovers’ cabin. In “Mountain Man,” Gabrielle Barnett writes of a “fading southern queen” who, in true Radical Fairy fashion, strives to keep the dream of homesteading alive. In the anthology’s concluding novella, “Going Too Far,” Mei Mei Evans depicts the wilderness, not as harsh and menacing, but rather as a sort of Shangri-la, where women are free to be independent and where the young protagonist can discover herself.
In the collection’s stories and poems, the characters look to the Alaska wilderness for inspiration, comfort, and even models of harmonious action. In Martha Amore’s “Geology,” a woman struggling with her sexuality finds solace in her deep understanding of the long Alaska winter. Laura Carpenter’s protagonist escapes the responsibilities of motherhood by speeding through the forest on her skis while recalling her former self: the unencumbered young athlete who got all the girls. Even as urban a character as Lucian Childs’s protagonist in “The Go-Between” finds meaning in the invasion of wild arctic plants in a friend’s city garden.
Alaska LGBTQ lives exist in the context of communities of shared interests and values, which are for some shaped by nature. In Elizabeth Bradfield’s “Remodeling,” a lesbian couple braves the opprobrium of their neighbors for the openness the spruce-shaded light brings through a new window. In Leslie Kimiko Ward’s “Nest,” two roommates, one gay, one straight, come to an accommodation through the trials of Northern domestic life. Dawnell Smith’s “What Would Derby Do?” tracks a troubled relationship marked by one partner “walking the lower slopes of the Chugach Range alone.”
History, too, is foundational in the building of community. And while most of the work in this anthology is set in the current day, a few, like Mei Mei Evans’s “Going Too Far” and Lucian Childs’s “The Go-Between,” chart the anything-goes oil boom of the 1970s when Alaska’s population exploded.
Even though the population of the state is small (736,732 in a recent estimate), Alaska communities are highly diverse. One neighborhood in Anchorage, as recently reported on CNN, was cited as the most ethnically diverse census tract in America. We editors wished to reflect this diversity in the collection and sought to publish writers from the state’s many ethnic groups. In this we were only partially successful, as just a quarter of our writers identify as people of color/biracial, none of them of Alaska Native heritage. Similarly, while over a hundred languages are spoken in the state, including Spanish, Samoan, Yupik, Filipino, and Hmong, we only received a single bilingual submission, the poems of Indra Arriaga. Her work celebrates different shades of meaning in both English and Spanish.
Despite these limitations, the stories and poems in this collection traverse ethnicities, ages, genders, and sexual identities. While most of the works feature out and proud gay lives, for example Lucian Childs’s “Black Spruce” and the poetry of Amy Groshek, a few, such as Alyse Knorr’s “Fact-Checking,” Morgan Grey’s “Breakers,” and Rosemary McGuire’s tragic “Luke,” revolve around an important Red State theme: closeted secrecy.
In Alaska, the reasons for such secrecy can be very real. Though there are recently won employment and housing protections in Anchorage for LGBTQ people, elsewhere in the state there are no such provisions. Indeed, several potential contributors declined to be included in the anthology due to fear of being out in such a public capacity.
Alaska is a huge state with a wide range of ecologies and terrain. Here too our goal was to include contributors who could reflect this diversity. However, fully half of the state’s population lives in Anchorage, and the bulk of our writers live and have set their works there as well. For instance, Kate Partridge’s “Earthquake Park” and Egan Millard’s “Mondegreen,” both of which explore the complexities of life in the urban context. There are a few works, though, drawn from other areas of Alaska, such as Teresa Sundmark’s “Trespass” or the poetry of Vivian Faith Prescott and Amber Flora Thomas.
Most of the authors in this collection reside in state, though some have moved, as we Alaskans say, Outside. Zack Rogow, while not a resident, regularly travels here in his capacity as professor of creative writing at the University of Alaska Anchorage. The effect Alaska has on a person cannot be easily shaken. These writers continue to draw inspiration from their former home and, in turn, inspire writers in Alaska.
While we celebrate the voices of several emerging authors and poets, many of our fiction authors have been widely published: Mei Mei Evans, for example, whose novel Oil and Water was shortlisted for the PEN/Bellwether Prize, or Teresa Sundmark, who was recently nominated for a Pushcart Prize. Likewise, the anthology includes notable poets who have enjoyed wider recognition, such as Elizabeth Bradfield, Vivian Faith Prescott, Amber Flora Thomas, Susanna Mishler, Alyse Knorr, and the former state writer laureate, Jerah Chadwick.
We have also included authors who work in the spoken word, such as slam poets M.C. MoHagani Magnetek and Shelby Wilson. While spoken word is not often found in conventional literary anthologies, it is an important component of Alaskan culture. Whether it be Arctic Entries, the storytelling event that regularly plays to sold-out audiences in Anchorage, or a similar Pride week event, the unique and vibrant voices of our spoken word artists help stitch together the patchwork quilt of modern Alaskan life.
While some gay anthologies only include work written by queer authors or work that strictly adheres to queer themes regardless of authorial identity, Building Fires in the Snow maintains a blended philosophy. Though nearly all of the works within the collection are by LGBTQ-identified authors, we have included powerful pieces by a couple of ally writers. We believe that a skilled heterosexual writer can speak eloquently about gay lives, the most memorable recent example being Annie Proulx, whose “Brokeback Mountain” has become canonical. Likewise, not all of the pieces explicitly address gay themes, but written as they are by gay authors and read in the context of the surrounding material, the works resonate powerfully from a gay perspective.
Some readers might expect an anthology such as this to include the genre of nonfiction. Indeed, while our state is blessed with an abundance of award-winning nonfiction writers, Alaska fiction and poetry are not as well known. This volume serves as a corrective of sorts, showcasing some of the state’s best practitioners of the imaginative literary arts. For we believe that fiction and poetry, freed as they are from a strict adherence to fact, allow readers to experience emotional truths directly.
The title of the collection, Building Fires in the Snow, speaks to the relationship we have with the land and each other. While the image of snow reflects the cold tone that many of these pieces contain, “fire” connotes both survival and passion. Moreover, the word “building” speaks to the community and love we create together. The title comes out of our unique Alaska lifestyle, where even in the cities we are free to build fires. From recreational camping to subsistence living, from urban bonfire parties to the all-too-common wilderness emergencies, sparking fires is an integral part of being Alaskan. In building fires, we keep warm; we enjoy ourselves; we survive; connected to each other and to the Great Land.
It is important to note that all the anthology’s stories and poems were written before the historic Supreme Court decision declaring marriage equality to be a fundamental constitutional right and the more recent Anchorage municipal ordinance making it illegal to discriminate in employment and housing on the grounds of gender identity or sexual orientation.
Despite these gains, LGBTQ Alaskans exist within a larger community that does not always welcome them. Several of our stories and poems speak directly to the issue of discrimination and harassment, such as M.C. MoHagani Magnetek’s “Shhh-Be-Quiet,” Teresa Sundmark’s “Worse Disasters,” and Shelby Wilson’s “Misread Signs.” This collection, then, comes at a moment of great progress, but when there is still much work to be done.
In fact, as of this writing, a group of conservative activists are attempting to qualify a ballot measure that, if passed, would repeal the recently enacted municipal gay rights ordinance. In proposing this measure, these activists offer the most antiquated of stereotypes regarding LGTBQ people. We hope the voices in this anthology will help break down these stereotypes, allowing readers to better know their LGBTQ neighbors, so that discrimination in Anchorage will continue to be a thing of the past.
Moreover, we hope this first attempt to bring together the stories of LGBTQ Alaskans will serve as an inspiration to writers we were unable to identify or who chose not to be published in this book. We look forward to future collections that feature a wider range of languages, locations and voices, in particular those of Alaska Native people.
Within the strong currents of diverse cultures and social change, Alaska’s rugged wilderness provides a unique backdrop and catalyst in the quest to live the authentic life. A life that honors the struggles and traditions of the past. A life that must be fought for anew, shared and celebrated, or, in pain and distrust, kept secret and endured alone. Unrelenting life—taking risks, carving out new understanding—showy, brave, and unruly. Life that persists, big and wild as the Great Land itself, the state of Alaska.
Martha Amore
Lucian Childs
Anchorage, Alaska
May 1, 2016
Martha Amore is a fiction writer and teaches at the University of Alaska Anchorage and Alaska Pacific University. She lives in Anchorage, Alaska, with her husband and three daughters. Her work has appeared in a number of journals and has been anthologized in Weathered Edge: Three Alaskan Novellas.
Lucian Childs is a short story writer who divides his time between Anchorage, Alaska, and Toronto, Ontario, where he lives with his husband. His short fiction has appeared in numerous literary journals, both in Canada and the United States.