1: The Dark Wood. Virgil

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1 In middle age I wholly lost my way,

finding myself within an evil wood

far from the right straight road we all should tread,

4 and what a wood! So densely tangled, dark,

jaggily thorned, so hard to press on through,

even the memory renews my dread.

7 My misery, my almost deadly fear

led on to such discovery of good,

I’ll tell you of it, if you care to hear.

I cannot say how I had wandered there, 10

when dozy, dull and desperate for sleep

my feet strayed out of the true thoroughfare,

till deep among the trees an upward slope 13

gave to my fearful soul a thrill of hope

as rising ground at last became a hill,

and looking up I saw a summit bright 16

with dawn – the rising sun that shows us all

where we should travel by its heavenly light.

This quieted a little while the fright 19

that churned the blood within my heart’s lagoon

through the long journey of that gloomy night.

Like shipwrecked swimmers in a stormy sea 22

who, tired and panting but at last ashore,

look back on swamping breakers thoughtfully,

I turned to view, though wishing still to leave, 25

the terrifying forest in the glen

no living soul but mine had struggled through.

My weary body rested then until, 28

rising, I climbed the sloping wilderness,

so that each footstep raised me higher still.

But see! The uphill climb had just begun 31

when suddenly a leopard, light, quick, gay

and brightly spotted, sprang before my feet,

dodging from side to side, blocking the way 34

so swiftly and with such determination

she sometimes nearly forced me to retreat.

37 The sun had reached a height dimming the stars

created with him on the second day,

after the birth of time and space and light,

40 and this recalled God’s generosity,

letting me feel some good at least might be

within the leopard’s carnival ferocity,

43 so dappled, bright and jolly was that beast,

but not so bright to stop me shuddering

at a fresh shock – a lion came in sight,

46 his mighty head held high, his savage glare

fixed upon me in such a hungry way

it seemed to terrify the very air.

49 A wolf beside him, rabid from starvation,

horribly hungry, far more dangerous,

has driven multitudes to desperation,

52 me too! For she established my disgrace,

(that worst of beasts) by killing my desire

to climb up higher to a better place.

55 A millionaire made glorious by gain

then hit by sudden loss of all he has,

cries out in vast astonishment and pain.

58 So did I, shoved down backwards, foot by foot,

by pressure of that grim relentless brute

till forced into the sunless wood again.

61 Appearing in its shade a human shape

both seemed and sounded centuries away,

murmuring words almost beyond my hearing,

therefore I yelled, “Pity and help me, please, 64

whether you be a living man or ghost!”

and pleaded, crouching down before his knees.

“Not man – though once I was, in Lombardy, 67

where both my parents dwelled in Mantua,

and I was born in Caesar’s reign,” said he,

“but educated in Augustan Rome 70

when the false gods were worshipped everywhere.

I sang the epic of Anchises’ son,

pious Aeneas, who fled blazing Troy 73

and founded Rome. I was a poet there.

Why are you here? Why turn back from your climb

towards the bright height of eternal bliss 76

and come again to a bad place like this?”

“You must be Virgil!” Awestruck, I replied,

“Fountain of all our pure Italian speech!” 79

Rising, I bowed and told him, “All I know

of poetry derives from what you teach!

The style which makes me famed in Italy 82

I learned from you who are my dominie!

Help me again, for see at the hill foot

the brute whose threats have rendered me distraught! 85

Master, please save me – show me the right way.

That rabid wolf has driven me so mad

my pulse and every sense have gone agley.” 88

I wept and, “Take another road,” he said,

“and leave this wasteland, leave that wolfish whore

91 who lets none pass before she bites them dead.

Her starving greedy lust is never sated.

Her appetite increases as she feasts.

94 Mated with many beasts, she’ll mate with more

till one great greyhound comes to hunt her down

whose fangs will end her life in deadly pain.

97 Wisdom, love, courage are his nourishment,

not gold nor land nor any earthly gain.

From birth among the lowly he will rise,

100 bringing new glory to the Italian plain

like the old Trojan colonists and kings

whose wars created Rome’s establishment.

103 Out of each city state he will expel

the wolf before he fixes her at last

back in the place she came from, which is Hell.

106 That is not yet; so now you’ll come with me

on a straight downward path into the jail

envy released her from, and see God’s wrath

109 afflicting sinners who forever wail –

no second death will end their agony!

Then a high fiery mountain we’ll ascend

112 past burning climbers, happy in their flame,

for they will one day join the heavenly choir.

The summit reached, since Heaven is your aim,

115 we two must part. A better guide than me

will lead you then. Living I did not know,

could not obey the last great law of He

who made the whole celestial universe. 118

His highest city, capital and throne

are places that I cannot hope to see.

Happy are those chosen to join Him there!” 121

I answered, “Poet, sent by the God whom you

(alas) can’t know, let us be gone, I pray,

out of this danger, down that hard, hard road, 124

then to the heavenly gate Saint Peter guards,

seeing the poor damned souls upon our way.”

We walked. I followed as he led me on. 127

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