The Numbness

The numbness was wearing off,

& my tongue, thick as it was, vaguely recalled

its vital functions: to lick humidity

the body produces when over-heated. Most days

it’s used on superiors. While a lucky few

weekend by the waterfront & drink each other in,

spurred on by whatever closed curtains indicate,

I am scampering along in this manner,

taking the stairs two at a time

to my own personal hell—you know,

after you’ve fallen, some bastard’s pushed you

from behind, have you ever tried screaming then?

I was feeling deeply, how small the mouth is.

How small and open. How blank

the hours after work, how cavernous comes next—

then someone’s calling from the human race,

there’s a rescue party, someone tugs on the rope

and a child appears from the bottom of the mine shaft.