“Are you sure this is okay?” Ellie asks once we’re outside and the boys are a few feet ahead of us. Okay, more than a few feet. More like a hundred feet or so. Which doesn’t make sense for a couple of reasons, one of which is that they said the bus stop was right outside the school, which obviously isn’t true, and the other is that we’re supposed to be together. So why are they walking so far ahead of us?
“Not really,” I say. I texted my dad earlier to tell him I was staying after school to study. And I guess I didn’t specifically say I’d be in the library, but still. I don’t like lying to my dad. My dad is very cool.
“Should we call it off?” Ellie bites her lip and looks nervous.
“Bus!” Kyle screams from up ahead as a big blue and white bus comes whipping around the corner.
The boys start running, and Brandon turns around to yell, “Come on!” but neither one of them comes back for us. My heart sinks, because I was hoping Brandon was the type who’d be chivalrous and walk with me. Or at least act like he cared if I got on the bus.
Ellie and I look at each other, and then we start running, which really sucks because I hate running and also because the bus has to stop and wait, and when we finally get on, everyone’s looking at us. The bus is full of people, and you can tell they’re annoyed that we’ve held them up for even one second.
I plop into a seat next to Brandon, suddenly feeling very, very cranky.
“Sorry about that,” he says. “The next one doesn’t come for another forty-five minutes, and I thought I should go ahead so that I could hold it for you guys.” He reaches into his pocket and hands me his gloves. “Here,” he says. “It’s cold out.”
It is unseasonably cold for October, but suddenly I feel very hot. Still . . . I want to wear those gloves. Badly. So I slip my fingers in and wiggle them around. The gloves are too big for me, but somehow they feel right. Yay! Brandon is chivalrous after all!
“Thanks,” I say, acting like it’s no big deal and that I wear boys’ gloves all the time.
I look over to where Ellie is sitting across from us, next to Kyle. She’s got a very calm look on her face as she watches the whole thing with the gloves, which is a giveaway that she’s freaking out inside. Ellie is very good at hiding her emotions.
The mall is actually pretty close to our school, but just far away enough not to be within walking distance, so we’re there in what seems like two minutes. I haven’t even gotten the chance to say anything to Brandon. Seriously, nothing.
We’ve just both been sitting here, not saying anything. It’s kind of awkward, honestly, but the longer the silence goes on, the harder it is to break. It’s like I need to come up with the perfect thing to say to him, and when I can’t, I can’t say anything. I mean, who wants to break the silence with some ridiculous comment?
God, I really do not know how to flirt. It’s probably because I don’t have a mom. Aren’t moms supposed to teach you how to flirt? Or are they supposed to not want you to flirt because it means you’re growing up too soon and all that other stuff that parents get all freaked out about?
The bus opens its doors and spits us out right onto the sidewalk in front of the mall.
“I want to get a new hat,” Kyle says. He hands Ellie another piece of licorice without even asking if she wants it. Apparently those two are already so cozy that they’re sharing food like it’s nothing.
“What kind of hat?” Ellie asks.
“Baseball.”
“Yeah, but what team?”
“Yanks.”
Ellie wrinkles up her nose. “The Sox are so much better this year.” Ellie knows all about sports. You’d think I would too, since I live with my dad, but who has time for sports with all these ghosts bothering me? Honestly, that’s one of the reasons I’ve never gotten involved in any extracurriculars. No time. That’s definitely going to have to change when I get into high school, though. How am I going to get into a good college with no after-school activities?
“Let’s sit here!” I say, pointing to an empty table in the middle of the food court. It’s right near a Coffee Bean, which is fab. I need a pick-me-up.
“First we need to get my hat,” Kyle says.
I sigh. How is shopping for a hat with Kyle going to get me closer to Brandon? But I obviously can’t say that, and so we all traipse into Lids.
“Yo, these hats are penny,” Kyle says, looking them over.
I have no idea what “penny” means, but I try to stay in the spirit of things. I pick up a pink knitted Bruins hat and pull it down onto my head. Very cute. I could totally style my hair around this in a bunch of different ways. I pull it off and check the price tag, trying not to think about how many other people tried it on before me. It’s $29.95? Wow. That’s a little bit ridiculous. I put it back on the shelf. I can probably find the same one at Target for five dollars.
“You should get that,” a voice says, and I jump. Daniella. Right there, in the hat store with me.
“Go away,” I whisper. “Can’t you see I’m on a date?”
“You think this is a date?” she says. “This is not a date, unless you call being pulled along on Kyle’s shopping trip a date.”
I look around. Kyle is wrapping a tape measure around his head and saying, “I need to know my hat size. It can’t be too small or too big, I don’t want to have to bring this hat back!” The salesgirl is looking at him warily, and then Kyle whips the tape measure off his head and starts flailing it all around like it’s a lasso.
Ellie is looking at him with disdain, and I already know what that means. She’s over her crush. Brandon is in the corner, looking at a rack of key chains.
“It is a date,” I say to Daniella, “and I can’t be bothered with you right now, so if you want me to help you, come back later.” I don’t want to sound mean, but the last thing I want is for Daniella to start messing with my love life. She obviously doesn’t care, though, because she follows me.
“Don’t be so scared of Brandon,” she says. “He’s just a boy.”
“I’m not scared of him!” I say. She looks at me skeptically. So to prove it I march right over to Brandon. I tap him on the shoulder. “Hey,” I say when he turns around, “want to go wait in the food court?” As soon as the words are out of my mouth, I want to take them back. That was wayyy too forward, especially for a girl like me who doesn’t know how to flirt. I mean, I asked him to study. That was a miracle in and of itself.
“Uh, sure,” he says, looking flustered. He puts the key chain he’s holding back on the rack, and I turn around and mouth to Ellie, “OMG!” She just smiles and waves me away.
• • •
When we get to the food court, Brandon and I sit down at a big round table and spread out our books.
“Um, do you want a coffee or a soda or something?” I ask. “I’m going to go up to the coffee cart.”
“I’m good,” he says, pulling a Gatorade out of his bag.
I order my coffee, and when I get back to the table, Brandon has opened our books to the page our homework’s on. I check my watch. Three fifteen. I have to get back to the school by five thirty, since that’s when my dad is picking me up.
“When’s the next bus back?” I ask Brandon, trying to sound all casual, like I’m the type of girl who just takes off to the mall without letting her dad know and doesn’t freak out about it.
“Bus back to where?”
“School.”
“I don’t know.” He shrugs. “Usually our parents just pick us up here.”
“Oh.” I try not to start hyperventilating.
Daniella, who was suspiciously absent while I was getting my coffee, is suddenly sitting next to me. “You are so in trouble,” she says. “How are you going to get back to the school by five thirty? Your dad is going to be sooo mad.”
She doesn’t even know my dad, so obviously she’s just saying it to make me freak out. And it must show on my face, because Brandon says, “Do you need a ride home?”
“No,” I say. “It’s not a big deal. My dad was going to pick me up at school, but I can just call him and tell him to pick me up here instead.” Not.
“You’ll probably get grounded,” Daniella says cheerfully. She’s on the floor now, doing a split. What a show-off!
“It’s no problem,” Brandon says. “My dad can bring you home. You live near the Windsor Cemetery, right?”
“Yeah,” I say. “Right in front of it, actually. How’d you know?”
“Um, I’ve been to the cemetery a lot,” he says, looking embarrassed. “Sometimes I see you outside with your dad.”
“You have a cemetery in your front yard?” Daniella says. “Well, that explains a lot.”
I want to tell her that no, it doesn’t. I have no idea if the cemetery even means anything. My dad lives in the same house I do, has for even longer than I have, and he can’t see ghosts. Well, as far as I know, anyway.
“So,” I say to Brandon. “Should we get started?” I figure if we do a little studying, I won’t technically be lying to my dad. At least, not that much. But what I really want to do is ask Brandon why he’s always at the cemetery. I’m pretty sure that would be prying, though. It is only our first date. We’ll have plenty of time to get into serious conversations later.
“Sure,” Brandon says. “Just let me text my dad and let him know you need a ride.”
But before we can even open a book, something totally horrible happens. Well, two things, actually. First Daniella starts screaming. I mean, she has a screechy voice anyway, but this is, like, a whole other level.
“Who,” she shrieks, “is that?”
I follow her gaze over to the other side of the food court, where a teenage boy is holding hands with a girl with short red hair. I don’t say anything. I can’t, since (a) Brandon’s right there, and (b) I have no clue who those people are. So Daniella just keeps on ranting. “I’ll tell you who that is,” she says. “That is Trevor Santini. But who that girl is, I don’t know.”
I may be clueless when it comes to boys, but I know enough to realize that Daniella must have liked this Trevor Santini person. Although, I can’t see why. He’s eating a big steak-and-cheese sandwich, and cheese is dripping all over his mouth, and a string of it even gets onto his shirt and makes a big grease stain. How disgusting.
But before I can worry about Trevor and Daniella, the second horrible thing happens—a voice comes booming across the food court. “Kendall Nicole Williams!”
I look up. Oh. My. God. My dad is here! My dad is at the mall, in the food court, and he’s marching over to where I’m sitting. He looks so mad that he might explode.
I pretend I don’t see him, then quickly pull my phone out and type him a quick text. Going to study at the mall—getting a ride home w Brandon. c u soon! Then I press send.
“Um, is that your dad?” Brandon asks as my dad comes weaving through the tables.
I wonder if I can say no, but since my dad has already spotted me and is making a beeline for our table, I decide to take another tack.
“Oh, hi, Dad!” I say brightly. “Did you get my text? Did you come to visit me?”
My dad ignores me and peers down at Brandon. “Who are you?” he demands.
“I’m Brandon Dunham, sir,” Brandon says, standing up and holding his hand out. “I’m a friend of Kendall’s from school. It’s nice to meet you.”
My dad looks at Brandon’s hand suspiciously, but then finally reaches out and shakes it. “Ellie’s here too,” I say, so that my dad doesn’t think Brandon and I are on some kind of date. (Even though we are.)
Next to me Daniella snorts, and I shoot her a dirty look.
“See!” I say, pointing over to the side of the food court, where Ellie’s walking over to us, Kyle trailing a little way behind her. “There she is! Ellie! Ellie, we’re over here!” It’s only when she gets a little closer that I realize she’s holding hands with Kyle. What? Why? I thought she was over him once he used that tape measure as a lasso.
“Wow,” Daniella says. “Your friend is a fast mover.” But the drama I’m having must not really excite her that much, because before I can throw her another dirty look, she’s wandered over to where Travis Santini is sitting. He’s holding hands with the red-haired girl and looking into her eyes like he’s totally lovesick. Something tells me that’s really going to make Daniella mad.
Ellie waves at me with her free hand, but when she sees my dad, she frowns, then gets a panic-stricken look on her face.
“Well!” my dad says, his gaze falling on Ellie’s and Kyle’s intertwined hands. “I see you’re on a double date!”
“No!” I say. “No, we’re not on a double date!”
“Hi, Mr. Williams,” Ellie says, walking up to the table. She’s not holding Kyle’s hand anymore, which is good, but also kind of too late since my dad already saw her. “What are you doing here?”
“Yeah, Dad,” I say. “What are you doing here? Shouldn’t you be at work?”
“I should be, yes,” he says. “But then I got a call from Cindy Pollack, and she told me that she saw my daughter at the mall, hanging out in the hat store with boys. She thought it was just adorable that my daughter was on a date.” He looks at Brandon suspiciously. “And I said, ‘That’s impossible. Kendall stayed after school to study in the library.’ And then she said—”
“I get it, Dad,” I say, interrupting him. “But you didn’t have to leave work. You could have just called me.”
“Luckily, I was working nearby,” he says. “And I did try to call you.” I reach down and look at my phone. Seven missed calls, all from my dad. I guess I couldn’t hear my phone with all that loud music in the hat shop, not to mention Daniella freaking out. I look over to where Travis Santini is sitting. Daniella’s in one of the empty chairs at their table, gesturing wildly and yelling at the red-haired girl.
“Well, I texted you,” I tell my dad. “But I guess you didn’t get it! Anyway, now that you’re here, maybe you could do some shopping, and then we can get dinner or something later.” I figure this will definitely get him to calm down, because my dad loves the kung pao chicken they have in the food court. He’s not really supposed to have it because of his cholesterol, but I think today we can make an exception.
“Kendall,” my dad says, his tone icy. “I think it’s best if we leave now.”
Ellie looks down at the ground. Brandon looks super-scared, which is understandable, since my dad is really scary. He’s six foot two and has a beard, and he works construction, so he’s always wearing Carhartt jackets and work boots. Even Kyle knows enough to keep his mouth shut.
So what else can I do? I gather up my books and follow my dad out the door. The only good thing is that Daniella doesn’t follow.