Chapter 46

News of the Armistice reached Tyneside mid-morning on a chilly Monday in November. Hooters blared and bells rang. Workers at Palmer’s and along the river downed tools and stopped the machines. People pulled on coats and spilt into the streets to share the sense of relief. Spontaneous cheers went up for the British Army and Navy. No one knew quite what to do.

Later, thousands of war-weary people flooded into the town centres along the river, carrying effigies of the Kaiser. From the New Buildings, Kate could see the crowds set fire to one on Jarrow’s old pit heap. The bitter smell of kerosene filled the cold dank air and clung to the washing long after. Children were let out of school and marched through the town, banging tin drums and blowing mouth-organs and kazoos. Catherine improvised with paper and comb and rushed to join her friends.

Kate hurried up to Mary’s in excitement. ‘Get them blinds down. They can gan on the bonfire!’

‘I might need them.’ Mary was cautious.

But Kate just laughed and ran around the house ripping down the improvised blackouts. Her joy was infectious and soon Mary was helping her sister throw them out into the back lane along with hers. Within minutes children were scrambling to take them to the heap and pile them on the fire.

‘Haway, Mary,’ Kate grinned, ‘let’s gan and watch.’

‘But I’ve washing to do—’

‘Oh aye, stop the Armistice - Mary’s got her washing to finish,’ Kate teased.

Kate rushed back into her house and emerged with a colander secured to her head with a scarf, clanging two pan lids together.

‘What do you look like?’ Mary spluttered.

‘And here’s a couple of spoons for you,’ Kate said, pulling them out of her apron pocket.

Mary smirked, ‘We haven’t done something this daft for an age.’

‘It’s time we did,’ Kate grinned, leading the way with a clash of kitchen cymbals.

That night the sky was filled with fireworks and the pubs ignored the wartime restrictions and stayed open till the barrels ran dry. The singing and drinking at Number Ten went on late, John’s drinking friends knowing they would be welcome if they came with a tot of whisky to share. Eventually John grew maudlin about Jack and they helped him to bed, weeping like a child.

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The celebrations were short-lived. John was soon back to his complaining and bullying. He plagued Kate all day long, for he had given up his war job. Since Jack’s death, her wily stepfather was drawing a war pension, claiming he had been dependent on his son’s army pay. Not a penny of it did he pass on to her for housekeeping, so Kate was once again forced to take in lodgers to make ends meet.

But as 1919 came, and civilian life resumed, there was no shortage of casual labour needing bed and board. Demand for shipping to replace the losses of the war was high. At least when there were other men in the house, John had to curb the worst of his abuse.

It was Catherine who proved more troublesome. Always one for playing up about tired legs and sickness to stay off school or avoid going to the pawnshop, she was brought back from school one day in a terrible state.

‘Lass collapsed in the yard,’ Kate was told. ‘She cannot walk.’

Kate put her to bed, feeling guilty that she had forced the girl to school that morning, despite her tearful pleading to stay at home. She had complained of a fall a few days previously but Kate had given short shrift.

‘Don’t think you can skive off school for a scratch on your hip,’ she had said dismissively.

But her daughter lay in bed for days, delirious with fever and unable to climb out of bed to go to the privy let alone walk there. Dr Dyer came and ordered complete bed rest, though he seemed baffled by Catherine’s symptoms.

‘She’s lost the use of her legs, though nothing’s broken. The girl’s in a state of exhaustion - probably run down by the lack of nutrition from the shortages. Lots of rest and a good diet, Kate, that’s what she needs.’

While Catherine lay ill and confined to bed, the lodgers went in the parlour and John had to sleep on the settle. He grumbled constantly but Kate was firm that the child must be left in peace. She pawned her daughter’s shoes and school clothes to bring her kippers and grapes, trying to tempt her to eat. But Catherine was lacklustre and had no appetite. She showed no interest in the daily comings and goings beyond the half-open bedroom door.

‘Eat a bit of pear, hinny,’ Kate coaxed, ‘you’ve got to get your strength back.’

Catherine turned her face away, her eyes staring fixedly on the blank wall, and said nothing. Kate was at a loss as to how to break the strange spell of silence that had settled on her usually forthright daughter.

‘Well I don’t have time to sit here all day talking to me own shadow.’ She quickly lost patience and left.

Only at night did the girl find her voice, sometimes yelling out so loud in her sleep that Kate had to shake her awake before the lodgers complained.

‘Stop your noise!’ she hissed. ‘Or we’ll have the men banging on the wall.’

Afterwards, Kate tried to pull the girl into her arms and reassure her it was just a bad dream. But Catherine stiffened in rejection and held her face away as if she could not even bear to breathe the same air. So Kate’s words of comfort shrivelled on her lips and she fell into exhausted sleep. Sometimes she slept late and it was John who came to rouse her with predatory hands on her thighs and buttocks.

‘Get away!’ Kate cried groggily.

‘Well, get up you lazy bitch and give us breakfast.’

Catherine lay in bed for weeks until gradually her interest in life returned. She found she could get up and walk a few steps. Kate moved her to the settle in the kitchen where she could watch the other children playing in the street. She still seemed oddly detached and did not show any inclination to try to join her friends. But Kate was heartened by her increasing appetite and the occasional spark of defiance.

‘You’ll be back at school by blackberry picking,’ she encouraged.

‘I’m not ganin’ back,’ Catherine announced. ‘I don’t learn anything useful.’

Kate snorted. ‘Tell that to Miss Coulthard.’

‘I wish she was dead,’ Catherine muttered. ‘She’s always picked on me. I hate school.’

Kate scolded her for such a thought and let the matter drop.

During her long recuperation, Davie McDermott reappeared from sea and asked for lodgings.

‘I heard about Jack,’ he said with a touch on Kate’s shoulder, ‘and I’m sorry.’

She nodded and quickly cleared the bedroom for his use.

Catherine perked up to hear the stoker’s tales of stormy voyages to the West Indies and America. They sat and played cards at one end of the table while Kate hummed over the ironing at the other. Kate enjoyed his quiet, easy-going presence and he was generous with jugs of beer in the evening. It reminded her of happier moments when Stoddie had flirted with her and made her feel special. She longed to know what had happened to Davie’s brother-in-law, but was too shy to ask. Catherine, though, was not.

‘Did he come home after the war?’ she asked.

‘Aye, he’s working over Liverpool way,’ Davie said, rolling a cigarette.

‘Just think of it - after all them years in a prison camp. Can he speak German?’

Davie laughed softly. ‘Don’t rightly know.’

‘D-did he -’ Kate floundered, ‘has he . ..? Is he wed to your Molly’s friend?’

Davie shot her a look. ‘Aye, been married six months or more. Taken a shore job to please her.’

Kate felt her heart squeeze. How she envied that woman!

‘That’s grand,’ she forced herself to say. But shortly afterwards, she had to rush to the privy to stop the others seeing the tears she could not hold back.

Later, when Catherine had fallen asleep and John was not yet returned from the pub, she unburdened her troubles to Davie, her tongue loosened by drink.

‘I cared for him,’ she sniffed. ‘I thought we had an understanding, me and Stoddie. But now I’ve got no one - never will, not as long as old John rules this house. I’m saddled with him and with the lass,’ she said morosely. ‘Look at her, sleeping with the face of an angel. But I cannot work her out. Sometimes she plays up like the Devil. I’ve tried to get her to learn her lessons, but she’s that awkward. Does the very opposite of what I say, just to spite me. She’s got his wayward nature, Mr High-and-Mighty Pringle-Davies.’

If she had not drunk so much, Kate would never have uttered his name. She had never spoken of him in years, had kept his name locked inside her like a guilty, burning secret. Why had she told such things to this quiet seaman, who gave away so little himself?

Suddenly Davie spoke. ‘He can’t have been worth much, leaving a lass like you to fend for yourself.’

She turned on him with bleary eyes. ‘For years I kept hoping he might come back - daft, wasn’t it? But I kept telling meself something must’ve happened to him, not to have done. But I was just being soft in the head. Lads just take what they want and hoy the rest to the Devil.’ She gave a mirthless laugh.

Davie said nothing, his craggy face impassive and eyes watchful.

‘Sorry,’ she mumbled, ‘take no notice of what I say. It counts for nothing.’

She stood unsteadily and went to bank up the fire for the night.

The next day, to Kate’s dismay, Davie packed his bag and said he was going home. She cursed herself for her drunken ramblings of the night before. She could not remember what she had said, except she knew it had been too much. She had a vague memory of mentioning Alexander, and blushed to think of it.

At the door, he turned to her and said very low, ‘Stand up for yourself, Kate. Don’t let old John or the lass lead you a merry dance.’

Kate returned inside with a heavy heart, to be greeted by Catherine’s resentful look.

‘He promised me a game of gin rummy,’ she said petulantly, ‘and now he’s gone.’

Kate felt as wretched as the girl looked, but was not going to be blamed.

‘Aye, well, if you’re feeling so perky, you can get up and help me with the washing the day.’

To her astonishment, a short while later, Catherine appeared pale-faced in the wash-house doorway, clutching the bag of wooden pegs.