NOTES FROM THE TREPIDARIUM

At the Museum of Modern Art, she had to quit the shadow box

Of Kafka’s ruin of a life; she couldn’t stand the hugeous gob

Of bug emerging green beneath the metal bed.

As a child, she would never open the closet door alone

Again to choose which dirndl skirt to wear to school.

A conference of muddied seagulls would surely now be hooked

On every wire hanger mimicking the hooded crows amassed

In Hitchcock’s one-room-schoolhouse yard in 1963.

Now the Eskimos are frightened at the robins in their weirdly warming

Village because their language has no word for robin—not quite yet.

A cough (small as Keats’ before his brother even knew) set in.

Quit this crying out from fear in sleep; it isn’t merciful.

Stop making such a racket in your wooden shoes

                         As you go up and down the master stairs.