MENTAL MUSEUM

                         There is no getting around the gun

In your mouth and the aftermath, a vast migration of stem cells

(We could become—anything—a membrane, a clean new

Set of lungs, whole heart, an artery to replace the one

That had toughened) that could have grown into

                         A crop of mauve scars, the lot

Of us, broken at the throat, bowered in the ink

Of last speaking, less pink against the paler walls—with this,

You have made of us a scruffy tribe.

                                        Beautiful bright weapons

In the Novembering,        Without you I am even fewer, less.

What an unlikely trundle you have left of

                         The two beds of the sky.

Pray I

                         Will be seeing you again, you

Bus-bound for some other country to be alive to die in, just

Not—here, in the roses and bitumen, the corrugated voices of such

Widow-murmuring, where the tenor, too large for good

Health, appeared on the last night of the year, alone on the snow-

                         Covered hill to sing.

The bindweed

                         Has no stairway to climb up to—

Look—in this one glass case, a breathless history

Of the unthinkable, each artifact

                         In the shape of a night-finding bluff or

A species that had never been named,

Sewn up by scars,                              Trafficking in salt, as I have.