OF RICKEY RAY RECTOR

I. AMENDMENT SIX

If you expect this story to be in tact you shouldn’t have that

Faith in faith, not here, or in a loping place

Where Rickey Ray won’t be so frightened by the dark in Arkansas.

A folk’s story of unanswerable griefs—he told me

You will probably not see me anymore after I went home.

Already what was left of him

Was like a barncat leaving just the heart of it, the offering.

II. STAFF PERSONNEL REPORT JAN 22, 1992

inmate Rector reports guards are setting loose chickens in the holding cell

pork patty turnips jello muffins milk

pudding—says saving, for just before lights out

reports assorted characters are peering in his window by the towers light

Enough of possim and their teeth, the gold shag’s carpeting,

The chinaberry tree back home.        inmate making holling sound

III. THE PORTABLE BAPISTRY

For you who was taking this down for him, he is all kind about his feeling

For you, you all dressed up like scarecrows        Taken down by other birds.

In the Polaroid he is to his waist in water, plumpened,

Sitting huge and humped up forward, dazy, grinning wide.

This day shall you be with me in paradise.

IV. STAFF PERSONNEL REPORT JANUARY 23

inmate glimpses limousine cruising thru prison      all those

he maybe hurt are huddled in the backseat there

6:46 am          howling

7:07 am          howling and dancing in cell

8:10, & thruout day              barking while sitting on bunk

began noice’s with his voice like a dog

Years after her death, he told me, Mother visits him at night

In her tulip dress, clutching her crocodile pocketbook.

V. ON CLEMENCY

Miss Flowers, he said, Not to worry I’m still voting for your man Miss Gennifer.

Governor Clinton, in his mansion on that last frost night, from time to time

Was having hard time catching breath

Some say

               You will be sleeping when you die.

VI.

How cold that ice cream fell going down.

They is my good ice cream, he said.

VII.

Touches hands of his sisters, first time without glass

—from Ledger, Visitation House

A silver canopy over the enormous Elm of him.

VIII. DEATH-WATCH LOG JANUARY 24

one steak real done

fried chicken w/ heavy gravy

brown beans three rolls

koolaid, cherry    & he said, for later—

pecan pie            for just after when he would went to sleep

IX. from the other side

Rows of folding chairs unfold, a brood of heavy winter coats settling in

Assembly for the witnessing, like pigeons      Nurse in quiet shoes

Attending with sickness bags

Then a streak of gold light visible through the top of chamber

Where he is                You can hear him helping out

X. from the other side

Velvety curtains for the viewing room pulled back,        tell them

Pastor Motton, what it was like the vast bulk        of Rickey Ray

Still bound in with straps of blue still breathing      the lump

Of gauze holds in his fist          his heart’s

Green light still                       fluttering

Pie still waiting where             he left it there

XI. A LOT SEES—BUT ONLY A FEW KNOWS

I love you Mother in your queen Anne’s chair

Geraldo thank you for your company on TV

Bird of prey, waiting like a hearse outside when I’m alive