A CAGE GOES IN SEARCH OF A BIRD

I.

The animals are ironed, docile now, flat at my feet.

II.

I was uncertain of certain mythologies,

Invisible as the milk waiting to happen

To the newborn litter of opossums.

III.

                         In a brief violet hour, this time

Of year, the one-winged lapwing tries to fly but stands

Still on the stain of the small accumulation of what was.

Be good, they said, and so too I was

                                        Good until I was not.

IV.

It was a time when all the heavens’ spare, used vessels coffin-

Cornered down a narrow well of hills, would pour out

To the open sea like a swarm of mourning cloaks, unmuffling.

V.

At the inn, the servants fawn on me. The coachman, vexed,

Treats me as a hummingbird outside its whittled cage.

VI.

An hour in the afternoon of a lark.

VII.

There I slept in the gold folds of the executioner’s robe,

All that fabric spilling

Out before him like unbundled honey from its jars.

                                                     I am alive

Now. It is the first night of the year. The air is salt

Even this far inland. I wish on a planet, thinking it’s a star.

On stars you can wish.

VIII.

There is little left of this, already

Some ilk of lemminglikes

                         Disassemble on the hill.

IX.

It is not volitional.