IT’S A LONG REST OF THE DAY.
And an even longer night.
One in which I can barely contain my impatience with the amount of time we’re wasting detailing what to ask Lady Isobel, whether it’d be wiser to attempt going for Draewulf while we’re still over the ocean or to wait until we’ve landed, and how exactly to use our abilities not only to get at Draewulf, but to stop the Dark Army.
The discussion flip-flops round and round, like a busted pinwheel, until my head is near busted as well. “I’m not waiting to free Eogan until we reach Tulla. We can make plans forever, but it’s not going to matter if we don’t actually do something.”
Myles peers at me. “You think those guardsss or wraithsss will let us within an inch of Draewulf or Lady Isobel if we don’t plan for every possible scenario? You may as well seal lover boy’sss death sentence yourself.”
I snort. “Draewulf and Isobel are contained with us on a flying metal box. We can’t arrange for every possible scenario, but I’d say we have a fairly good idea. Beyond that, your mirages will get us to Lady Isobel and then Draewulf. If your training has worked in the way you’re so convinced, we should be able to end this quickly and go home.”
“And what happens when Isobel or Draewulf or even you, my dear, decide to let loose powers we’ve not prepared to deal with? Handle it wrong and we’ll bring down this whole airship with usss in it.”
“If we don’t do this right, you’ll never get another chance,” Rasha says in a soft voice.
I bite my lip and stare at both of them. After a second I nod and rise, then walk out of the room because I don’t need their blasted lectures. The airship’s droning is pelting my head. Yes, we have a plan, but what part of “Eogan’s dying” do they not understand? I meander down the tiny hall to the metal door standing between us and the dining room. Will the spider in my bones be able to open it?
I try eighteen.
Nineteen.
Twenty-one times.
But apparently my vortex abilities don’t work on metal.
My night is spent lying on the floor listening to Rasha breathing and the wraiths hissing while my head is swearing that Eogan is dying while we bide our time. It’s the following morning when the large guard shows up to let us out of our quarters. He brings a squadron of two soldiers and two wraiths along—I hear the latter before they even enter the hall, with their monotonous, unending murmurings.
I avoid looking at them or replying to their hissed words that reach out to me like bony talons reaching for a fly, and instead focus in on their stench, which is so bad I half expect Myles to vomit. When I glance over, I catch Rasha smirking at him.
He withers his gaze just as the wraiths step in front of Rasha’s Cashlin soldiers. “Only these threeeeee,” they hiss, while the big guard informs the men that only Rasha, Myles, and I are being allowed into the dining area and deck.
“The airship’s delicate balance,” he claims, and it’s only Rasha’s Luminescent assurances of her own safety that keep her guards from causing a scene.
The sterile dining area is clear of all but two Bron men I could almost mistake for furnishings the way their red-and-black skinsuits match the carpet and metal walls. Behind them the sea spans out beyond those giant windows, glittery and foamy and bluer than anything believable. They stare at us as we’re quickly led through to the deck with its abundance of fresh salt air. And more half-human, half-animal wraiths.
They’re lined up in rows, all stiff, all staring our direction. Their glimmering eyes and bone-dry faces look eerily empty, especially since they’re not moving. Not even tapping a clawed foot or twitching a gray hand—it’s only that spine-chilling hissing that gives any indication they’re alive. If you can call their existence living.
I swallow and try not to wonder what kind of men they were before this. Did they die first, or were they converted while still alive? Two of them are standing by the door to the side of us, the door I saw Draewulf disappear through our last time on this ship. The one I assume leads up to the captain’s quarters, which rise a story above the dining area and deck and nearly touch the enormous overhead balloon.
The large guard clears his throat and yells over the airship’s hum, “You have ten minutes! After that I escort you back to your rooms.”
I walk over to the railing and ignore Rasha and Myles who’re wandering off as planned—Myles to influence the other guards’ intentions and Rasha to read them and find out where Lady Isobel’s staying.
The large guard follows me.
The sun’s warm rays pull the moisture up from the ocean’s surface, filling the air with a sparkling mist that hits my shoulders and back, distracting my straining ears and hopes and heartpulse that are listening for anything that will speak of Eogan.
For the first time in days I don’t tighten my cloak around me but let it slide back and flutter away from the red dress borrowed from Rasha. And feel the airy spray on my skin.
“It’s lovely,” I say to the guard, in my best soothing voice.
He doesn’t even look at me.
I shrug and look down because it really is lovely. I wait for the ache that comes with the song in my bones that responds to the salt in the sea. But it doesn’t emerge.
Despite the new abilities and training and freezing in my veins, the melody’s still gone.
Something purple glints off the corner of my eye and I catch the splash of a tail. A moment later, the purple fish flips out of the water again, followed by another, and then a third, and then there’s a whole school of them leaping toward the ship. Suddenly the water’s churning and roiling and the beautiful flutter-fish are amassing in a dance ten feet off the surface of the sparkling ocean.
The deck beneath my feet tilts forward and it’s as if we’re dipping down toward the sea to join them. The silver hull of the ship reflects off the water as we drop down until we’re less than a half terrameter above.
I look up at the second-story quarters before back at the guard. “Can Eogan and the captain see them?”
He gives a stiff nod.
“Is that where they direct the ship from?” I ask, casually, and point to the quarters.
His face curls into a snarl. Nice try.
I smirk and gaze out at the other airships now above us, flying in perfectly formed rows. Straight and shiny and droning, like silver bees heading for a banquet. “You shouldn’t look so litched, you know. One might think you’re worried I’m going to take us all down with my storm powers.”
“Why do you think I’m standing here?”
Ha. “With a knife hidden on you, no doubt.” I grin wider and lean closer. “What if I just took down a couple?” I twitch a hand up toward the horde of airships. “Ever seen them explode?”
His fingers flash to his side, beneath his armpit, and stall when I drop my hand and smirk. So that’s where they keep their blades.
His expression is deadly. “Do that again and I’ll pitch you over-board.”
“And I’ll take every airship in this fleet with me.”
“Says the girl who couldn’t bear a boy killing another man for honor the other night.”
I raise a brow. Is he jesting? “Using children for blood sport and destroying an army bent on murder aren’t even on the same spectrum.”
“And what about the children flying these ships?”
Children?
He eyes me. Calculating. His expression saying he’s not lying. And that he knows the hesitation it’ll give me.
My stomach twists. If anything goes wrong—if all other resorts fail—in order to destroy this army we’ll also have to destroy children. I may not care much about the rest of the people on these ships, but . . . I look at the fleet of them as a lace of discomfort filters in at the base of my skull. When I blew up those airships over Bron . . .
“Who?” I whisper, pushing the words out between my teeth. “Whose idea was it to use them so young?” Was it Eogan’s father’s? Odion’s?
When he refuses to answer, there’s something akin to relief in me. I don’t want to know. And I’m not sure it matters anyway.
I swallow. “How was the boy before we left? The one Sir Gowon had beaten.”
The guard’s gaze hardens. “He’s fine.”
I nod and don’t push further because Myles suddenly catches my eye from across the deck where he and Rasha have been coercing one of the Bron men from the looks of it.
He tips his head. They’re ready.